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migrating!!!

2007-05-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

I have migrated to wordpress.com hohoho~c u there people :D

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dissolve

2007-05-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

it had been..dissolved..eheh..officially i'm no longer an SCC member but..the responsible as a hostel resident is still there..but there's sumting that lingers in my heart..it spells,freedom.haha..wtf am i talking about..anyway..it had been a year..a really long one..jatuh bangun bersama..i found my strenght,weakness and many many experiences along the way..and all that thanks to my dearest SCC members especially alia my rumet,kak nora,kak pija,kak mira and capiq..mekaseh manyak2..sangatt la sayang kamu semua..walaupun capiq kate duck2 saye ni anjing la ayam la..wuuu~sampai ati anda capiq..

kepade semua komiti baru,selamat menjalankan tugas anda..semoga berjaya..and i hope for the best for u.congratulations to all of them!omedeto~

ah..the new upcoming line of SCC..diketuai oleh Encik Odosh.hoho~ dan diikuti ngan 8 orang wanita..walaweh!~huhuhuhu..menarik.ahaks..

but anyway..this is the wrap up of SCC 06/07..it's been a wonderful year..thank you very very very much..and c ya when i c ya.yeah..we'll definitely see each other..mmu is like..dead small.hahah..

btw..i saw psycho again..he was not smiling..he..was rushing..didnt see me i supposed..aku menyorok pun ma..ahaha..i dunno why..segan siot.ahaks..but anyway..i still enjoyed the view.hahah~ait ait ait..~ +_+

till then,

one more paper..

and i'll be off for holidays..

doakan yang terbaik utk saye..

adieu~

-saye suke nengok psycho..walaupun tatau name die ape.. :D -

sahabat

2007-05-19T06:08:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

saye ade seorang kawan..kenal dlm..one or two years ago..
slalu gaduh dengan die..mmg xsebulu langsung..
while chatting,usually die ade pakai 2 nickname..
one nick utk cari gaduh(ngan me),and another nick utk backup die..
bile die kutuk,the other nick(kononnye org lain) akan bantu die kutuk..
keji kan?
jadi kami selalu gaduh..
entah sejak bile..
nick backup die..jadi..seorang yg saye sgt suke..suke as in..
baik hati,backup saye lak..xbackup diri sendri..and..macam2 lah..
macam ade split personality..
bile alter ego die baik ngan saye..die jarang masukkan nick tu..
sbb..bile die kutuk..alter ego die akan backup saye..xbackup die! :D
dan entah sejak bile..
die jadi macam alter ego die..bit by bit..
die berubah..jadi baik..sampai satu tahap..
saye sangat sayang die..kalau saye tension..
tak payah beritahu sape2..
saye cuma perlu berbual dengan die..merepek sakan dengan dia..
and semua kesedihan akan hilang..
semalam..saye ignore die..dah 2 hari saye slalu ignore die..
bile die nak berbual..saye bual je ngan org lain and buat2 xnampak die..
saye pun xtahu kenape..tp..
semalam..saye betul2 rindu die...
sampai..xbuleh tidur..hahaha..keji betul prangai..
pagi2..saye cari die..tp..bukan la terus cari..saye tanye pade kawan seorang ni..
and kawan ni pi bitau die..tanpa pengetahuan saye..haha..
and..die cari saye..sesungguhnya..
saye suke betul..hehehehe...
dpt melempiaskan kerinduan terhadap sahabat saye tu..
sebelum die tido..die sms dulu..err lepas solat subuh gitu..
wishing me gudluck..and pesan cam ayah saye pesan utk peperiksaan..
cara berpesan die..sangat lain dari die yang selalu..
sangat..
sangat..
baik..dan buat saye terharu..
mekaseh..mekaseh..
saye sgt sayang kamu..
from enemy,we had become friends..
and from friends,i'll hope we'll never go back to our past and become enemies..
kerna ku sayang kamu..
ahaks!~

baeklah..saye maseh terharu..oh..and ade orang colek pakwe saye..letak pic pakwe saye tu kat background frenster die..sangat kejam.kenape mesti shaoran-kun ku diambil?ait ait..

eh dah 6.30am..mao sambung bace2..
9.00am ade final algorithm and data struct..semoga Allah memberi rahmat padaku,keluargaku,sahabat2ku,serta seluruh umat islam..Amin..

pada yang turut ade paper hari ni,semoga berjaya! :)

till then,

saye yang maseh terharu..

adieu~ :)

psycho!!!

2007-05-17T16:04:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

three down,two more to go.woosh!~had a really neck breaking session..had 2 exams in 2 days in a row..dua2 morning session..juling mata tak cukup tido..ahaha~electronics was i dunno..hahaha..stressed doing it..maths however..it was more fun..walaupun susah..yes susah,biasa lah maths..but i was..bahagiaaaa doing it..ahaha..

i came to exam hall at 8.20am..mmg sengaja awalkan diri..dunno why pun..nengok padang early morning..rasa fresh.eheh..sambil2 tu revise la sorang2..pastu shark dtg dok same..nasib baik ade teman..seronok la gak..hehe..pastu za dtg..cam kami2 je satu venue..dlm hati terdetik.."psycho same tak agaknye venue ek?"but deep down..i know he would be in main hall..not cits lab 1..ait ait ait..so lepas tu..pi la cits lab..since dah 8.45am..pastu..nampak "abg ensem"..ngee..watdek je..just smiled..lame tak senyum kat die..yela..name je kawan..ahaha..

next..nampak alex..za je la happy kan..me?ahaks..ntoh..tadek perasaan...pastu..pastu...nampak qist..eheh..pastu..letak barang..pastu..
ngeeeeee

nampak psycho tu!

ngee..omg omg omg..mmg teruja japs..ahaks..it's been..i dunno..2 or 3 weeks since i last saw him..not say missing him..but i'm happy that i got to see him..one lasta time before the semester ends..uhuk uhuk..so we smiled to each other..cam ntah pape je..ahaha..za knows how happy i was..ahahaha..she was like... "nampak tak?!nampak tak?!" and i was.."nampak nampak nampak!!!"ekekeke..but i just..wat2 dek je la..kaber beb kaber..ahaha...

my sit number was 99..ngee..tak lawa number..so i thought,biaq pi lah..bile nak duduk tu..i saw him again..i was like..oh god..please dun let my place be THAT near..uhuhu..guess what,selang semeja je..ngee..but when i turn right,i can see him very2 clearly..my goodness..2.15 very long hours..i get to see him..very close..ngee..it's like..it's like..i dunno..ahahah..cloud 9?uhuh..but i didnt look at him the whole of course..(duh!)..but my concentration sumtimes could be lost.ahaks!so when i finished doing which is like 5 minutes before time's up,i started wasting my time..drawing this and that..(typical me..:D)and i felt as if..ngee..i turn right..and he smiled..OMG...that smileeee..!!!aku boleh pengsan weh..ahaha..so i just smiled back at him and continue wasting my time..ngeee..(cloud 9 cloud 9)ngee..

so after the exam,went out in like..really fast..ahaha..sbb tanak saing ngan die..ait ait..segan meh..:P so dah sampai luar tu,tunggu kat guard post..suddenly i saw him walking towards me..nasib baik qist sampai..psycho pusing balik..sebelum pusing senyum lagi!aahaha..gosh i love that smile..really,he has the most amazing smile i ever seen..uhuhu..what's more?zaza came,and i saw him walking up and down..smiling at me..again and again..heee..he's gorgeous!uhuhu..yes die tu tak hensem pun sebenarnye..tak caye tanye la zaza or qist or whoever..but..like i said..he had a really amazing and sweet smile..like..like...melted candy!weeee~

and zaza lak..duduk dekat ngan alex rupanya..so..two of us..the besties..cuci mata sambil doing maths exam!can u believe that??ahahahah..luck was on our side.*wink*..ekeke..but seriously..i can't forget psycho..that psychotic smile..darn him.ahahah~

till then,

still smiling..

still remembering that smile..

adieu~ :)

Happy Teacher's Day

2007-05-16T07:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

just a lil of note before i'm off to exam hall..ahah~

Happy Teacher's Day to all teacher's + academician in the world!

especially to my mum,Happy Teacher's Day!sorry i didnt call u but u called me instead..i even forget that it's teacher's day even when u mentioned about reading the perutusan..i feel kinda bad..uhuhu..Maaf mak..along xsengaja..ait ait ait..

to sera:Happy Cool Teacher's Day.ahaha..u'r one of a hell cool teacher ladyy~semoga anak2 murid kau tak buat ape yang dlm lawak2 jenaka kat forum tu buat ogey..ekekek..

to bakal2 cekgu Zully,Sha and Apih:contohilah guru2 hebat cam sera tu..and jadikan anak2 murid korang esok2 manusia yang berjaya dunia akhirat insyaAllah..*special utk zull,muah2 lebius bebeh..muakakaka~*

and to the rest of the teachers and lecturers who have thought me ABC,123,physics chemistry,bio,science,maths and everything else,thank you very much for not only teaching me numbers and letters but thought me how to live my life too..Thank You Thank You Thank You!!

till then..

adieu~ (follow Yui..teehehe:D)

ok this is the part AFTER the exam.ahaha.so how was the exam?erm..let me ask..does MMU ever make any question for engineering students easy?no right.so end of story.let's just hope for the best insyaAllah.. :)

the reason why i wanna write this after the exam is just to remember the good ol' days during hi-school.eheh..everyone shoul have their own fav their..during primary school there's this one teacher whom i particularly hate.ahaha..yes i hate her.since she always scolded me and my bff.of course,it was due to the fact that we were two very lazy students when it come to BM homeworks.ahahah..but one day,i was waiting for my dad.after an extra class..it was raining and i was totally alone.who came to the rescue?she did :) well,she did asked me to just let her send me back,but since i refused (dad was on his way) what she did was,she waited for me.she waited in the car and keep on watching.making sure that i'm perfectly safe.once my dad were there,i said thanks to her from afar (alah..tunduk ala2 jepon tu..die paham le ckp mekaseh..ahahah) and went back with my dad..sweet isnt she?did i say i hate her?it was suppose to be i used to hate her.but really she's a nice teacher.a very caring one perhaps. :)

during secondary school,who else could have been my fav BM teacher other than my very own coolest mom.ohoho~(oh yesterday she asked me when will i get myself a bf.i just LMAO.ekekek)other than her,my fav english teacher would be the ever so glamorous Miss Shik.she never wears a dress/cloth twice a year.i wonder how her wardrobe would look like..uhuh..she's caring but firm.funny but serious when it comes to teaching students who wont do her homeworks..(i did her homeworks!!insaf weh.ahaha)and then my fav maths teacher would be Mr.Lim..i dunno why i like him..my maths during form 1 was terrible.but when i got him as my teacher for form 2 ngan form 3,i never got anything but A.ahaha..menarik ke tak cekgu tu..it's like he has magic..haha..later when i entered form 4,i hate Additional Maths.i failed through the year..but with marks like 30+..i never went outside that bother of 30 to 40.ahaha..it was so fucked up.so i went to this one lecturer of MMU who teacher tuition..well..he's nice..but he gave too much homework.ahaha..but anyway..my grades improved after going to him and when i entered form 5 the add maths teacher seems nicer..so i repeated a whole story of the maths again..never gotten anything lower than A2..maths teacher have magics!!huhu..and as for physics..sigh..i had a teacher who was suppose to teach geografi but ended up as a physics teacher..ngee..so i had to go for tuition at the end of form 4.form5,they changed the teacher to a superb one.weyh!lepas aku pi tusen baru nak tukaq..saba je la..ait ait ait..other subjects?haha..i already hate the subject..how could i love the teacher?ahahaha..

so this is the end of the Happy Teacher's Day post.ahaks..love ur teacher,love ur lecturers so the education u've gotten from them would be blessed by Allah..

adieu :)

wtf??

2007-05-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

i was going to write this together with the previous post but decided that..i should respect that special post.ekeke..

hari ni..rasanya..hari paling emo skali..ahaha..bukan ape..mula2 dah ade yang sakitkan ati..so basically tadi kat room la paling sakit ati..boleh plak this one guy gune name owner server and nak tipu aku!!and die lak leh tau aku nye pass..chilakos betul laaa..sc nye backdoor..die nyama jadi Aim..hadey..si op aku mane la camtu kot..tp..proxy ip die same ngan cas..and bile aku /stats o die..ade lak name die kat list admin..oh fuck betul..tapi tak silap..hari tu zully de satu command yang leh wat die jadi admin walau die tadek dlm o-line ke ape ke..mula cam ragu2 sket..pastu dok cari2 sai tadek lak die..pastu last2 cari man..nasib baik man ade..heh..man.ngeh.heh.ngeh.emo emo..erm..lepas tu lepas consult man..ok la kan..pastu die siap ugut nak delete o-line aku..what the fuck??ok aku tatau die sape..kalo die nyamor..fine lah kan..kalo die x nyamor..and die adalah orng yang aku tanak die jadi *ayat belit lak+_+* aku nak kate ni je..belagakkkk!!!!benci benci benci..!!!tp seriously la..i hope it's not him..since..i dunno..ape motif nak wat camtu?and ape motif cakap jerman ngan aku?tol tak..so..bende ni adalah misteri..aku da decide..xkn gune sc casper dah..and sc sai tu..kalo die ok dah cam skang(n kekal tak jem)..maybe akan gune alik la..aiseh..rindu tau tema xmas + raya cina casper tu...huhuhu..but for the mean time,aku gune je sc default..and pass pun dah tuka..complicated lak aku rase pass tu..ntah aku ingat ke tak..wakakakakaka..xpe..just letak sticky note with pass tu kat lappy..ingat le slalu lame2 nanti..ehehe..so maybe akan tuka gak sume pass mane2 website to that pass..sbb die complicated tak cam skang..ramai sangat da tau pass frenster aku la..myspace la..ym la..hahaha aku mmg tak jaga pass kalo kalangan kawan2 cam rumet ke besfren ke..hehehe..coz the trust is there..so pada org yang aku penah kasi password aku tu..pahamilah..aku most of the time xkan tuka pass yang aku da kasi korang tu..korang leh access account aku cam library account ke ape ke..tapi..pahamilah yeh..aku percaya korang sgt dah tu..andai kate korang khianati kepercayaan aku tu..nescaya..laie 10000000 tahun sekalipun..aku takkan maapkan korang atau caye korang dah..

*paste pass baru kat lappy jap.ekeke*

so lepas tu..bual2 la kan cam bese..guro2 ngan michi2..pastu tibe de manusia ni gi sentuh pasal AF..tak kisah la..pastu de satu makhluk ni lak...gi tibai heliza..aku bukan minat pun heliza..tp bile die sentuh bab bertudung tu..haaa..ni yang aku bengang..mula2 nak kate die gedik tu..aku marah sket je la..yelaa..pike bagos hape??ko gi la nyanyi ateh tu aku nak tengok boley ke takkk..pastu kutuk ogy..ah kau nye pasal lah..keep on kutuking buat aku rasa nak MUNTAH!serious shit..aku rase nak muntah!sampai ade member sorang kat ym tu pun aku cam layan tak layan je..sorry dude..ngah moody gile time tu..pastu bende tu kire lega da la kan..cam tadek pe dah..ade budak PM aku tanye nape aku marah2...so aku tertibai la die..sorry beb..tak sengaja..sbb ko sekongkol ngan mamat sekor laie tu..aku lupe yang ko ni aku da anggap abg.heh..aku marah betul tadi..serious shit..sorry again beb..bile dah lega2 ni..ade pulakkk makhluk aneh kecik kemetot ni gi kate die gile sex..i was like..wtf??woit gile sex pi pat lain..bengong..pastu mamat yang anti-heliza tu lak kate..heliza gile sex!i was like..astaghfirullah..udah2 la kutuk die..tak payah la kot nak fitnah die sampai gitu skali..cakap pasal agama tak ingat2..tp..ish.ntah le..aku bukan baik sgt pun kan?mule tadek la nak marah sgt..tp bile die kate...

ala..bertudung je.tp...

or sumting that goes along that line..i was like..WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING!!!??? ni namenye memandang hina seorang muslimah!so what kalau die menyanyi dan menari??itu tak bermakna die tak bermaruah!!and at least die menutup aurat die!bukan nye menyanyi melalak terkinjang2 seksi2!!oh my God..i cannot believe how low he had put wanita bertudung nye taraf..rendah sungguh maruah kami dimata kau yeh!!!astaghfirullah..aku mmg sungguh tak tahan dah pastu..sempat nampak die kate sebelum aku tulis command /quit FUCK OFF! (eheh aku marah mmg blah gitu.ekeke)

weh jangan la amik serious ape aku ckp

ya Rabbi..bila bercakap pasal maruah seorang wanita,aku kene amik gurau je sepanjang masa??kenapa mesti seorang wanita menjadi bahan permainan lelaki??kenapa???ape tiada nilai ke kami ni dimata lelaki sehingga topik tentang maruah seorang wanita tu boleh diperkotak-katikkan!??sampai begitu sekali kau tak menghormati kami..heh..mungkin juga kau pernah dilukakan oleh kaum kami yang bertudung sehingga kau letakkan kaum kami ini ditempat yang jauh dibawah sekali..heh..sampai hati kau..heh..

aku masih marah..yer..marah yang amat..bile maruah menjadi persoalan..aku mmg marah!

kepada manusia itu..aku harap bila kau bace blog aku ni (which i hope u will),ko akan re-think..ape yang kau cakap tadi tu..dah meletakkan wanita terlalu bawah..walau hanya gurauan.no..lebih2 lagi ia bagi ko ADALAH gurauan.sedarlah yeh..idop ni tak lame..sempat ke ko mintak maaf kat heliza sebab kate die gile sex?sempat ke?sempat ke????

muhasabah diri sendri k..aku pun sambil2 ni muhasabah diri gak.sekian trimas.

adieu~

Mother's Day?

2007-05-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

firstly.. Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world..pergh i think this year is the year where most ppl around me got confuse with the date of mother's day.huhu..

ucapan utk mak..(sebut as mok.ahaks)
mak..
along sayang mak..
mak le yang slalu leraikan segala kekusutan ati along..
everytime i see ur face..
all the burden in me..
it just..vanish away..
mak..
along tak penah bitau mak..
kalau along frust ke..
marah sape2 ke..
sume simpan dalam hati..
tp..
macam mane yeh?
mak seolah tahu..
pergolakan dalam ati along..
sampai..along suke sape2 pun..
xyah ckp pasal org tu pun..
mak tak along suke sumone..ahaks..
mak ade magic yeh?ahaks...
mak..
along banyak wat salah kat mak..
kadang2 tu..
bile teringat ape along slalu wat kat mak..
rasa dosa ma..huhu.
tp bile mak bangga ngan orang and bitau..
"along ni la satu2 nye anak mak yang tak melawan"
along rasa bahgiaaaa yang teramat..
rasa macam..
cam.."dunia ni..ana yang punyaaaa..muahaha"..hehehe..
dulu ade orang kata..along anak manja..
tatau berdikari..nak dok bawah kepit mak je..
along kecik ati sgt time tu..dan2 je rasa nak gi je mane2 lah..
marikh ke kedah ke kelantan ke johor ke cyber ke jasin ke mane2 lah..
utk tunjukkan yang..along ni bukan org tak reti berdikari!
tp mak..lepas tu mak sakit..Ya Rabbi..hanya Allah je tahu..
betapa syukur nye along..yang along ni.."tak reti berdikari"
nak dok celah tiak mak je..
sbb at least..along ade sentiasa utk mak..
koman2..tiap2 minggu balik..
cuti sehari pun leh balik..pagi pegi petang balik..
at least tak banyak,sikit pun leh gak along picit2kan..
urut2kan..and at least..along leh nampak mak selalu..
mak..
mekaseh memanyak..
sbb slalu ade utk along..slalu senangkan ati along..
slalu comfort along bile along majuk ngan makngah ke adik2 ke atuk ke ape2 ke..
mekaseh mak..
sbb kuat utk anak2 mak..waktu saat2 genting dulu..
along ingat lagi..betapa kuatnye mak..
kalo mak tak kuat dulu..mungkin..along tadek dlm dunia ni dah 7 tahun lalu..
mak..mekaseh manyak2..
sbb jadi mak along..
sbb jadi kawan along..
sbb jadi akak along..
sbb jadi abg along..
sbb jadi segalanya utk along..
mekaseh mak..
sayang mak memanyak! :)

(kalo angah bace ni..sila jangan copy paste kasi mak bace ok..malu along..ahahahahah..ni hanyalah luahan ati..ekekek)

haih...

2007-05-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hari ni..asyik lapa je..tp tak makan2..haha..makan dinner tadi 7pm..sebelum maghrib tadi..sebelum 2 tak makan..tadi dalam meeting pon makan nips(rindu nips gile2) je..food shredder dpt pandang je laaa..kami2 abiskan sebelum kasi die..dapat la 2 ke 3 kan?ke 1 je?eeekekek..ya ampon food shredder..:D

so..that was the end..i mean..almost end.haha..the end would be the AGM..it's been a year..a really long year.. (rumet pasang lagu fauziah latip..kene betul ngan mood.ekekeke)gain lots of love and experience..not forgetting hatred.hahaha..takpelah..i dun care ke ape dah..as long as everyone's happy with their life,that is all that matters :) me myself?i'm happy now.hmm..what had we gone thru this year?camps *gosh..pengkalan balak buat aku jadi hitam legam*, trips *still remember hassan saleh.hehehe*,festivals *those mooncakes were nice* *still can remember the tiredness of handling a "mini" concert*,talks *really was touch by the palestinians..huhu*,foods!!!*dinner at d'village and bayview were both niceeee*,and ade laie lah tak ingat.ahaha..sorry..my memory has limited capacity..i can't remember every single damn (oopss) things in the world maaa...human are human :)

but that's like..yerp..the end..but a start..for a new beginning..alhamdulillah i was given the chance of a lifetime to have these experiences..handling ppl..handling my thoughts..handling most importantly,my emotions. :)

ah..sumone asked me to mention his name in my blog..his name is hafizul marwan..but i call him zully!~hehehe..yer aku da mention dah name kau ni..nate hare bewok jenuk..sokmo kecek klate tp dop pahe..ntah papo..congek cakdong nye oghe.ekeke..kelam kabut grammar klate aku..tp dulik hape.muahahaha~

till then..gudluck on ur finals!~

ja matta neh:)

mungkinkah?

2007-05-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

i learned the hurtfull truth yesterday..thanks kamen..u'd just lift a whole BIG bulk of burden out of myself..thank you so much..yes it hurts..it hurts too deeply inside that i almost loft myself to tears..but thank Allah SWT and thanks too much to kamen..it doesnt hurt anymore..sumtimes i still feel the sting right there at the bottom of my heart..but i know i will survive..

just a word for him..it doesnt matter anymore..i'm forgetting u.once and for all.may God bless u in ur life and may u have all the wonderful things now and hereafter..

before i say goodbye..there's a song for u..That's What Frens Are For..

~...And I
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember.....

Chorus
Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me
for sure
that's what friends are for

In good times
And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and open me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you....

Ohhh and then
For the times when we're apart
Well just close your eyes and know
These words are comming from my heart
And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh...~

adieu~

erk?

2007-05-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

ni sume faris nye pasal..gi hapdate pasal cinta lak..hahaha..~

lepas bace blog die..terpike2 lak..cinta.ape tu?kalo selain frens and family...i already forgot how it was to be in love..like it had lost in time..vanished..into thin air..i thought i had fallen again..but i guess i was wrong..haha..guess i just aint ready for it just yet..

back at home my mum and aunt was talking about this marriage and love too.haih~my aunt is a 30 year old woman..and she hasnt marry..so what?why does the ppl have to all prejudice towards her?yeah without sumone from the opposite sex u can be lonely..but at the end of the day,u'd still have ur family with u.i cant believe sumone actually got shocked hearing about her not yet marrying anyone..heh..so what if she doesnt have any kid yet?she has me,angah,syuba,syamil,acha,achok..we wont leave her.not ever!heh..those fucked up ppl..just wont let her be who she wants to be.i mean..if the one who go after her is a really fucked up guy,would it be really good for her to marry him??it's better to have a miserable married life that u know that u will have even b4 marrying than not being married??what the heck?

ah just now sha asked me to visit her at UPSI.haha..LOL girl..bukan namau..just that..i'm not ready to meet up with the other person yet..i dunno how to explain this..but..i kinda got hurt earlier and..the pain just wont dissapear..yea..it will be gone..but it's gonna take time..when the time is true..i'd be there yeah sha.. :)

next sem..mmu wont be the same mmu as it now..ppl go..ppl come..but many had already left a really2 BIG foot print in my heart..i'm gonna miss u dyan..really2 gonna miss u..if only they can have FCM here..hahah~ganbate dyan-cha~n!!!and dun turn the world upside down when chelsea is losing ogey? :P love ya muahx2!!

midori!

2007-05-05T02:03:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

hmm..i've just finish off midori no hibi..and i learned sumting from it..about life of course..it's more specifically about love..huhu..

if u love sumone..be brave to tell him/her..or u'd live with regret not doing it..u might be rejected..but at least u'd have the burden out of ur heart..yeah i learnt it..but will i actually apply it?hahah no way..i wouldnt have the courage to do so..and besides..i havent really found sumone like midori found sawamura.hehehe..

will the day ever come?heh..

bila rindu..

2007-05-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

what would u do..when u miss sumone..sumone whom u couldnt tell how much u miss them..would u just go against all odds and tell them u miss them..or keep the feeling crumpled in u?hmm..

dikeheningan malam,
termenungku berseorang
tak lena mata dipejam
terdengar suara terngiang
suara merdu yg di sayang
bagai kau didepan mata
ku capai tapi tak kenal
sukarnya memendam rasa
ingin ku luahkan kata

bila rindu,terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

jauh angan ku lena,ku rasa kita bersama,kau bawaku ke sana
ke alam kisah yg lama,kenangan di dlm jiwa..
bila tersedar semula,disisiku kau tiada
sukarnya ku pendam rasa,ingin ku luahkan semua ooooouuu

bila rindu,terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku terasa sayu
inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi segala hati ini

sesunguhnya kita mestilah
wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmu
hormati,ikhlas,kasih,
-------------------
makin tak ada,bertemu semula

awan yg mencas semesta
menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
kesepian yg menyelubungi hari hari ku
disajikan doa2 ku kerana rindu
yg menanti kau dtg dan pergi seperti mimpi2 ku,fantasiku,
bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
disisi cuping,disetiap corong,lorong,yg lohong
benar!ku tak bohong,bila hati menyanyi..

bila rindu,terkenang mu sayang terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
ooohhohhoo
aku merindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
inginkan jiwa selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi batas

oh bila rindu,terkenang mu sayang.,ku terasa sayu
syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang
aku rindu,sentuhan mu ku rasa sayu
(ku rindukan sentuhanmu)inginkan jiwamu selubungi,jiwa ini,bawa ku dlm pelangi
melepasi batas diri ini

Appreciation Dinner + Mantin + CHOBITS!!

2007-04-30T03:22:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

waaaa..sgt letih sebenarnye..baru lepas bace CHOBITS from epi 1 till 76.ohoho..gile nye marathon..OMG it's just soooo sweet..huhu..server stoptazmo is currently shutdown..so i can't dload 77 and 78 while i already dloaded 79 and 80 and 88.hehehe..i'll have to pass now..gotta continue it tomorrow.hehehe...

ah yesterday was..heaven..almost heaven i think..hehe..it was the wrap up of all the event organize by SCC..my frens looked marvelous yesterday..and i really like kak icun's dress..menarik.hehe..and soffie look marvelous..u'r gonna get that srikandi ayu again on the 5th of may i bet!hehehe:D i loveeeeeee the token of appreciation..hohoho..oh..not many came actually..but really..we HAD FUN.for sure :) firstly of course it was because there were a lot of foods for us to eat..definitely heaven for our food shredder..teehehehe..and i dunno..maybe it was the sense of..togetherness..huhuh..dun ask..i just knew that i had fun on that day..after the VIPs left..and abg juen + his gang left sbb tanak jawap kuiz tu..lalalala:P we sang like around..i dunno..many many MANY songs!huhu..but the one that really touch my heart is Salam Akhir..it's just..ntah lah..unexplainable..touch me right here in the middle of my heart..pejal pun ade!!!seronok buli pejal..teehehehe..so we went back at like..erm..i dunno..12 maybe..lost in time i was.ahaha..~dalam bas masih lagi having fun..upon arrival at mmu,lepak OR..fuhhhh..!lame betul tak masuk OR rasenye..ehehe..so lepak2 OR than salin baju than gi menum2..sampai laaaa 3am..balik je gi OR agi skali..amik laptop..then tros balik tido..tak on langsung lappy ni..nak on mata pun dah tak larat dah time tu sebenarnye..eheheh..

so kol 8.33am..soul-kun sms-ed me..haihhh..gome-neh..10.34am baru prasan..hahaha..and itupun sbb nak balik rumah..so dalam 10.45 camtu kot went back home..balik je mandi2 tgk movie sket..oh de movie baru Fit bagi my sis and my sis gave to me..Swing Girls..kekeke movie cute gile!lepas nengok movie..gi Mantin anta my sis balik ITP..huhu..siyes letih gelak je dalam kete tu..since we were using my uncle's car..so dalam tu CD yang de Legenda Rock la..Rock Leleh laa..layankan aje..keke..sambil nyanyi sambil gelakkan Syamil yang brangan nak jadi Amer UKAY'S.hahaha..tak boleh blah betul budak tuh..sampai je Mantin lepak umah angah..dalam kol 6 lebey camtu balik la..around 8 baru sampai rumah nenek..so lepas tu balik la ostel..lepas makan la..perghhh..naik motor..rempitos ngan ayah..dengan t-shirt je..(of course la suar de kan.huhuhu) tadek sweater!kesejukan dan kebekuannnnn...uhuhuh..nasib baik ngan ayah..leh la peluk kalo sejuk tu..huhuhuhu...

so sampai2 jek..terfikir..banyak betul nak buat..nak bace chobits..nak re-run taiyou no uta..nak abiskan setengah lagi swing girls..nak..nak..nak macam2..huhu..tp once dah terchobits..chobits la sampai 3.40..muahahahah..and btw...the pics for SCC dinner would be uploaded later when i have the time and mood to do so..hehehe...

just wanna express sum thought of mine..hmm..if u have to choose..between a sister (or maybe sumone u thought as a sister) and a boyfriend..which would u choose?sumone u consider as a family..or a bestfren and a boyfren..whom would u chooose?i'd seen many chosen their boyfren instead of the other person..and i've been thinking..how lucky am i not to have to choose between those two..would i choose sumone i consider my sis?or would i lump up with the others and choose their boyfren instead?it's a scary thought..i just hope..i wouldnt have to choose..coz i dun wanna lose any of them..tamak sangat perhaps..but that's how i feel..i dun wanna be in a place where i have to choose..hmm..

there's sumting else i wanna talk about here but i just dun quite have the right word to express it..wouldnt want it to be misintrepreted..u know ppl...when they misunderstood things..they'd be upset and start to fuck up ur life..or at least try to do it...heh..and i dun want anyone to fucking bother my life.wooo..banyak f..mamai la ni.hahaha~

till then..ja matta neh!!~ (i love these words.."ja" instead of "oyasumi"..so not chi..huhu)

yey!

2007-04-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hari ni..asyik gelak je..tak snonoh tol..huhu..mula2 geleb aaaa..sbb terlewat bangun..7.50 baru bangun!!astaghfirullah..mmg tak sdr langsung henpong tu memekak.. +_+ bangun je laju2 mandi..tak sempat pun sms ibu bitau da bgn..ye ar...sampai 7 misscall dari ibu..kiakiakia~gomeneh oka-san..anakanda tak sengaja..teehehe..lepas mandi2 siap2 tu prasan ayah pun de misscall..gomeneh oto-san.. +_+

da la geleb gi klas..kai baju pun yang ikut ske jek..sarung2 baru pasan baju tak lawa.hahaha..so kai jek sweater kat luar..layanz...malas nak tuka baju..weh sejak bile aku maintain ni..adesss..

so lepas abis jek klas tu balik and siapkan surat menyurat..ahaks..so..da anta surat..alhamdulillah..selesai satu kerja yang penting tu.. :) and tadi jenguk la kak nora opis..bual2 ngan die..memahami hati seorang ibu..hehehe..lepas tu syapiq lak masuk..pujuk kak nora same2 utk bawak anak2 die dtg..mesti mao ade anak2 comel tu skali esok!sgt sronok meh..heheh..pastu kak norakei lak dtg..die bawak lagu..lagu Salam Akhir..nyanyi ramai2..hikhikhik..pastu kak pijah dtg..kak icun dtg..ikut ske jek nyanyi2..hahaha~tp sangat seronok..sbb dpt mesra2 camni..usha2 la borang2 pemohon ostel..lalalala~da dpt sorang comel!muahahahaha!!tunggu je la die masuk..takut muke mule2 skema jek..last2..adesss +_+ pengalaman mengajar aku erti "kepalsuan gambar yang dihantar utk memohon ostel" uuhuhuhuhu...

so dalam 12.30pm gitu gi mamam same2..ramai2..makanan ari ni sgt sodap..masak lomak ayam..yummy yummm~tp ntah kenapa..time makan tu..tibe2 teringat kat psycho..haihhh..lepas abis makan..gi geleb buat lab report lak..muahahaahaha..main tibaii jek buat..ntah pape haku jawap..diri sendri pon tatau..kekeke..but cam betul jek...kire ok la tu kot..oh mr darren...u know how much i love u kan..muahaha..~

3.30 gi klas maths..yes walaupun lab report lom siap...gi jugak...mesti mau gi.huhu...so bile sampai jek...open book,letak notes maths dalam file,buat report balik.ahaha..tatau nape..klas maths mesti rjin gile gi..cam misteri jek..eleh ye la tu misteri..kekee...dalam 3.35 camtu..jeng jeng..psycho masuk klas.muahahaha~yep die kai baju hitam..syu sebelum klas da tuka baju dah..sbb tanak la kai baju ntah pape kan gi klas..so kai baju itam..hehehe..same la plak kaler..cuma psycho itam oren and syu itam ijo..lalala asal de itam sudey.. :P and kebetulan lak die lalu lalang ade la 90 kali depan syu (hiperbolic.teeheheh) so leh la pandang2 die..tibe2~die pandang syu...ark!!ntah nape takleh senyum..so pandang balik graph..pastu terer tak terer die tu..dok lak kat row depan syu..kepala die tu betul2 selari ngan syu..muahahaha..tp tak tgk sgt la..coz ngah bzbzbzbz...tp skali skala usha la gak..hehe:D ala usha je pun..tak luak pe..keke..baru perasan..kaler rambut die lawa..die dye rambut tu for sure..pastu die tak gune sikat utk kebelakangkan rambut die..gune jari jek..sbb tak kemas sgt..hehehe:) and telinga die cam tinga gajah!!kekekeke..wah menarik wo pandangan die dari belakang..so around 4pm camtu siap lah report tu yang ntah papo jo..mula ingat nak lari je..tp pike balik..tak pernah dalam sejarah kot syu buat camtu..so stay jek la..sampai 4.30..4.30 je tros kuar..tinggalkan ekin..gomeneh..tp nak cpt..time jalan kat tangga tu..slow2 la sket..tau2 jek..de rang kat sebelah..and die kate "hi" or was it "ho"?hahah ntah le..yang penting ade la suara.. :P

so 4 tingkat jalan sebelah die..sumting that i would call as..kebahagiaan 3 minit.ahahaha..kuar je dari FBL tros laju2 gi jumpe mr darren..tgk2 die tadek +_+ darren-san!ngape nye tak dok bilik??tinggalkan aje lab report tu kat beg die kat luar tu and blah gi klas machine..huhu..taking risk actually..tp nak wat cane kan..at that time..it was do or die now or never.i had to make that decision and i was lucky..thank Allah..huhu~tp mr darren de tegur la.."next time if u can't find me just past it up at the FET office alrite dear?" yes yes mr darren..i got that..arigatou gozaimasu..gosh..die sangat baik dan peramah..sangat menghormati orang sebegitu.. :)

balik jek..buat ape eh?rehat kot..sambil2 fikir..camne la nak pujuk azhan malam ni utk invite die.kekekeke..and fikir gak..sape la nak jadi mangsa neman syu neh..segan siot..kiakiakiakia~dulu kelaparan time alpha..kuar gak berdua makan ngan cekgu eddy..tu sume kelaparan nye pasal.hahaha~so malam tadi nye discussion went well..alhamdulillah..moga2 Allah memberikan kelapangan dalam setiap pekerjaan kami..

haaa..lepas tu plak..usha2 frenster..erm..terjumpa Leonie nye profile..dari leonie..gi pade Shi En..andddddd...i saw a pic of them..ramai2..and one of the people in the picture is sumone i've been searching for 1000 years..ok fine..minus 998 years..LIM KIAN SIANG!gosh..i can't believe i found the picture..so i was praying in my heart hard...last2..jumpe profile die!tp kene add baru bleh nengok..aiya..same jenis ngan aku je budak ni..pvt profile.. :P tp at least dah jumpe..hehe..seronoknye..kawan lame tu..musuh ketat kalo tibe bab CHESS but a very good sifu..yes i've never gotten to beat him..tp seronok lawan ngan die..sbb die sgt kejam..he will take every single piece that u have and let u have every single piece that he has except for his KING,and 2 ROOKS or ROOK or QUEEN.but i realize he prefer to keep his king and rook to actually torture me slowwwwwwllyyyy to checkmate +_+ sumguy huh.huhuhu...

wah..hari ni bday izzuan razak..i mean..28th April 2007..selamat hari lahir izzuan..selamat panjang umor and murah rezeki..happy sokmo!~ :)

mengantuk sudah..oyasuminasai..

ja matta neh!~

p/s:zafirah gudluck for MUET..and soul all the best for machine.chaiyok2 both of u!! :)

haip!

2007-04-26T12:29:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

pasal semalam.ehe baru ri ni tulis..sbb semalam kinda wrecked up sket otak.kahkahkah..so i woke up early..lalala...tp dalam kol 9.50 baru ler gerak gi klas..and i went to clc B1..menggeleb tol..huhu...b4 that zaza de call asking about the venue of the class..and i answered her the right one..kat theater 4 (fav!) FBL..tp boleh tak pastu gi yang old venue tu..siolan toi!huhu..tp bile sampai je..well..takla lambat..tp dok blakang gak..sebab depan gelap..until now i'm stil thinking why the hell does the lecturer shut the light in front...and yoga leh lak dok depan skali..tmpt paling gelap..dem he got cat's eyes..huhuhu..

after class i went back to my room..lepak2 kejap..pastu gi jalan2 JJ ngan fariza,makh,soffie,ekin and qist..seriously..mula2 rase tanak gi..ntah ngape...berat gile hati ini..time nak bayar makanan kat food court tu pun masih rasa berat hati semacam..sampai kepala2 pun berat..and perut rase cam ade rama2 besa gabak dok dalam...and..time bayar tu..nampak psycho-guy with his girl!cis!kenapa ade lak gf..aittt.. +_+ sedeh2..lepas tu terpaksa la makan paksa2..sbb selera ala2 putus sket..miahahaha...biaq pi la...

lepas tu soping2 tingkap..hoho..siap usha2 baju utk presentation FYP..miahaha takleh blah betol..da decide nak kai ape sebelum decide nak buat ape..ahaks!pastu makh ngan za ilang la plak..=.=' rupenye diorang gi cari present utk mak pada makh..and they found it..nampak tua..tp..mmg mak pada makh ske design gitu..ekekeke...so kire tepat la pilihan tu...lepas tu tros la gi MC..anta za...time kat klas za ade kate.."syu je kawan yang tak penah anta kite balik tau.." ayat mintak anta la tuh..ekekek..tp lepas da sampai MC tu baruuu laaa pasan..weh kite penah anta awak laaa za dulu..midterm gak...malam2 agi tao..dak neh..die lupe..ngan aku2 skali lupe..huuhuhu~tp had fun...so tak kisah la..sbb mule2 mmg nak anta..bile takut tak muat..sbb beg za KONON besa (hahahah!!) tp bile da confirm muat,mesti la follow..hehe..haa and fie berjaya lompat longkang besa tu sorang2..tadek sape tolong...congrats soffie!tp skali je la die buat..bile nak balik die lalu jalan jauh..kekekekek:P

and lepas gi MC..balik bilik..nengok la drama melayu zaman skang..miahahaha..letey ar nak pike pasal bende ni..dah terang lagikan bersuluh..ape gune..ye dop? :) so..the hell to what others think..the hell to what others said..asalkan diri sendri bahagia..tp bahagiakah aku selepas mamat mechi tu ade gf???+_+ name die pun aku tatau..nak brangan la sgt..kekekeke.. :P

then cam malas je nak gi klas..yelah..citer tu lom abis nengok..tp bile nampak citer tu cam da nak abis..and ending pun da tau..gi jek la klas..and tak sia2 gi klas..actually ammar wahab tu explain agi terer dari lee kok wah..lalala~so paham la pasal quick sort..and die kate nak kasi tips..ceh..tips lah sangat!buat tutorial je kot..maybe tu tips?who knows..huhuhu~..ah baru tau aircond drop subject tu..erm..pelik lah..huuhu..

so lepas klas balik bilik tak wat keje ape..pening pale..sakit pale...sakit pewot..pewot cucuk2..masuk angin dah..huhuhu..siyes malas gile nak gerak gi mane2...oh..semalam gak dpt balik CD dari apek..arigatou gozaimasu apek!so da dload alik movie tu..but tgk lom laie la..sbb cam dpt tu pun da lewat..and rase letih..so maybe lepas2 ni nengok lah..hehee.

around 1am lebey camtu da offline and tido..erm...rumet alik kol 4am..sian die..wat FYP..hari2 balik 3 ke 4 pagi..ngan exam laie..fyp la..drama2 melayu and jepun yang die nak layan la..saba deh rumet..i know who u really are walaupun diorang ckp bukan2..takyah dendam..maafkan saje..bersih hati bersih jiwa bile kemaafan diberi.. =) bak kate kak nina..senyum aja..~ :) idop mesti mao senyum slalu..tak kenal pun senyum gak..sebab senyuman kite maybe akan menyenangkan ati orang lain..and memanis kan muke..tak gune wat muke masam..penat siak muke masam..eheehhe...tp gelak2 pun penat woo...bukan penat jek..ilmu pun ilang +_+ slalu sgt gelak ngan makh za fie ekin qist sume..kene control pasni..kekekek..

haaa...senthilpari (bukan senthilpati rupenye name die +_+" ) kate class go on cam besek...weh mmu kosong cam na mati ni die wat klas..adeh laaaaaa lecturer sowang ni..kaka namau gi klas 1pm..mao gi klas 1.30 ke..5pm ke..depends on da mood..eheheh..

erm...rase bersalah lak tak gi klas..hahah..ok la..till then..ja! (saya mao siap2 ke klas.)

finally

2007-04-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

phewww...lame betul tak update..hehe..miss blogging so much.lalala~but i've been a nomad user for more than a month..and finally..i've gotten my lappy back...alhamdulillah..yey!~but i lost the link to yui's dload port..haha..

menyampah lak keyboard baru ni..cam tak bes...teehehe..da terbese ketuk2 keyboard kat library and lab..haha..tak kisah lah..at least it's new and tak berlobang-lobang..muahahah...

erm..things happen..and i'm not in the mood to talk about it coz for me,i'm not that erm..so much in place to talk about it..yeah it's about me but still..i'm not the "leading actor" in this..and hopefully those who know who they are would be strong..sabar jek la...i always said,shit happens in life..but those shit reminds u of who u are and who u ought to be or not to be..let what had been,lie in the past..lalala starting to babble..deemmmm...huhu

ah..fahmi-kun...gomenasai neh..wuuu siyes terharu gile bile kawan lama call just nak soh gi mmu awards...but mak tak kasi..teehehe..kalo mak tak kasi tu elok la jangan gi..tadek keberkatan nanti..yela...mak la segala-galanya..kalo die tak kasi tu..elok la jangan..cam mak kate..jangan bercouple2 neh..so..takyah la couple2...wat tambah dosa jek kalo tersilap langkah..eh..see...i'm babbling again..aihhh.. T_T but anyway..i'm going for the dinner!hehehe..can't wait to melawa on that day..mak soh kai baju **** tu..haha no way i'm gonna wear it..cam segan siotttt..huhu

esok rabu..and fariza's going back hometown..i dunno..i just feel like..i'm gonna miss that girl this week..kehkeh..and makh's going back to perlis..nurul gi kl kot..ekin and fie je tinggal..let us ganbate2 soffie-chan for the lab report!! +_+

aaaaaaa..bosannye la idop ni kadang2..tak paham banyak bende..blur gile..but wat tatau jek leh ke?ntah ler..biar jek la..maleh nak layan..letey ar kalo kene layan sume bende..isn't it?so laie baik watdek jek...

sekian trimas...wassalam~

p/s:mamaaaaa..happy belated (gile belated abis ah) bday!semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki..syu lambat balas sbb lappy ni..bukan sbb tak sayang..teehehe..sayang mama..muahx!

erm

2007-04-08T13:20:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum....

this MAYBE my last post..taking a break from blogging and chatting and all..finals coming and my temporary laptop is going back to it's rightfull owner..thanks sis for letting me use it for such a long time..erm..anyway..tomorrow's college festive 2007.so to all,do come to visit our booth at the mosque square and dun forget to join our activites! :)

i feel..a bit sad..i dunno..it just come out of nowhere...ntah kenapa...macam i'm missing sumting..ntah la...adakah sebab lagu Winding Road ni?ah pedulikan itu semua.heh...but really..earlier i was eating alone..tibe2 rasa nak makan sorang..nak muhasabah diri sambil2 makan tu..tp...last2..berangan je lebey..miahaha..bukan la brangan sebenarnye..just teringat pada mimpi pagi tadi...semalam masuk tido kol 12..after studying..then..i tried to sleep..kol 3am pun masih tgk jam lagi...sambil fikir..bila la nak tidur ni...lately i've been having this difficulty to sleep..kol 3 tu masih berjaga..tp mata tu lelap la..sbb kalo mata bukak..lagi la susah nak tido maaa...so lame2 tu tertido la gak..dalam kol 5 lebey ke 6 camtu terbangun balik..tp yang bestnya..dalam tido tak lame tu..i had a very sweet dream..it reminds me of a dreami had 4 years ago.haha..erm..mimpi seorang manusia bernama nazrin..ahaks..i dun even know who that guy is...he gave me a letter saying he loves me..and what's funny for me is,in the letter,he even include a reply form.wether it's a yes or no.hahahaha...gile formal..ape kejadahlah..but it seems to me at that particular time,that was the most sweet thing ever in my life.hahah..of course i answered yes..and the rest of the story,let me keep it as a secret..hehe..

but it still wonder who's that nazrin.. +_+

ah..ja matta neh..kalau rajin tulis la gi blog..kalau rajin laaaaaaa nak gi lab tu..ahaks..for those having finals the week after next week,do try your best to succeed!especially for these ppl:-

soul-kun
ayed-kun
cekgu sha
cekgu zully
cekgu apih

all the best! :)

as for me..doakan je lah utk intro to machine and engine maths test plus my assignments plus our event plus the coming in one month and two weeks finals.hohoho~

till we meet again,

love life
love yui
appreciate life
appreciate yui
marry life
marry yui and i'll kill u. :)

ja!

can't buy my love

2007-04-06T12:28:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum

yup..finally..i finished my download job.downloaded a full version of Can't Buy My Love.who says love can't be bought?yes it does..buy the album and u'll gain love for Yui.muahahaha...

not gonna do a review on the album since i already done it in my frenster,but i just wanna express my thoughts on one of the song which i've been listening over and over again..the title is Umbrella.hoho~it sounds really cute though i haven't yet gotten the translated version of the lyrics.fall in love with it since the very beginning of the song..i think it's becoz of the arrangement of the music that made my heart melt..huhu~as always,Yui's heavenly voice captured my heart..one thing bothering me though is i can't seems to find any of the word Umbrella in the song..maybe she said it in japanese and since i'm not yet an otaku of japanese language,i wouldnt know.haha normal la tu.keke...

anyway..4th of april was beck's and kaksha's bday..happy birthday ppl!~may Allah bless u always.. :)

i have this few things to do before monday:-
1)study engine maths
2)study machine
3)settle up "speaker"
4)ASSIGNMENT PSPICE.ah dameyo!just when life starts to get on the fun side..ait ait...

anyway..next week is ayed-kun and soul-kun's study week..the week after that is their finals already..wish u guys all the bes of luck in the exams..study SUNGGUH2..jangan dok memerli syu dengan perkataan tu jek..buat betul2.hehehe...

malam sinar maulidur rasul

2007-04-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

went to the NasyidFest yesterday..it was erm..fine.when there is no Faizal how can it be damnnn good.isn't it?hehe..sumone said she kept faizal under her bed at ixora (+_+)

they started off quite late..i arrived pun quite late.hahaha..thanks rumet for fixing my tudung..arigatou gozaimasu!bila sampai tu jumpa la semua orang yang ayu2 belaka memakai baju kurung dan sebagainya manakala syuhada dengan selamberrrnye pakai seluar..muahaha..heck who cares..sumone told my rumet that we're suppose to wear kurung..we didnt care.heh..

i tried searching for fahmi for a while though..called him and he said he canceled the trip!erm..kinda sad though..missed the goodfren of mine so much meh...takde rezeki la kot...it's ok i guess..but still... (T_T)

first performance was Fareast..they were ok...weren't really listening..listened to them..but my mind was sumwhere else..i didnt even remember what or who i was thinking about..hehe..

next were Nowseeheart.mereka sangat kelakar comel.hehe..can't believe they kept on teasing their fellow groupmate with his errr body structure..but they were good..and they sang Damai Yang Hilang!i loveeeee!!!it was an extra song for us..originally it wasnt it the list of song that they were suppose to sing..i love u guys!

then there were Firdaus..group yang cam gatai2 sket..ekekek..one of the member(dunno his name) he looked like mong + fishy.hohoho...one of the member said he only want good girls to come up to him and get to know him or sumting..i was like..ceh..moyo nye..the girls were like.."haaaaa????" *dalam hati..yek eleh bajet* and the one who look like fishy pulak counterback "gadis2 yang tak berapa nak baik datang kat saya..saya akan baikkan anda" and the girls said? " u rawks." kehkehkeh...

last but not least,it was waheeda's turn..die boleh flirt seh..flirt ngan Dj Erwan lak tu..and kushairi..damn...u'r one lucky dude to be up there..huhu..she was cute..really2 really2 cute..and she's good in singing live..yup..

oh i forgot...there were 2 performances from mmu..Afuan from Malacca campus and Demascus from Cj campus..one guy from demascus...he...was...kawaiiiiii..kekekeke..tp dah lupe dah muka die camna..sora die ingat la..coz die sangat bersuara sedap.hehe...and Nabil sang too..wah nabil kena buat performance during CF ni..takleh jadi niii..ngehehe...

i guess that's all about the performances..it was fine.hehehe..*still can't believe faizal was not there.. (+_+) *

list of ppl i manage to meet:
abg t-rex!
raja
sole
nik
isya

oh miss those ppl..dpt jumpa kejap pun jadilah..asalkan dpt jumpa hilang la rindu ni..hehe..sole makin comel la.hahah!~semakin kurus unfortunately (+_+) and nik masih digosip dengan raja.kehkehkehkeh...raja?ttp dengan killer smile die..he never change..and i'm glad he hasnt.ahaks..isya?cam biasa je lor..tadek pe yang berubah..hehe...abg t-rex plak..sekejap sangat dia stay lepas konsert..scc gang pun tak nampak time tu...it was kinda too crowded..lepas abg t-rex balik je i saw syafiq..hahaha~

penat gak la semalam..erm..balik je buat keje sket...and sumone keep on saying that Yui is a jellyfish.i just said i wanna be away for a while and later bagi salam and out tros.so what if she's not ur type???i never talked to u about her dude!what is ur problem???can't u let me be happy for a while??dameyo!

ok..bad mood building up..gotta stop now..

ja matta neh!

cake-ku

2007-03-31T10:31:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ohaiyo!erm..i just found out that yui had updated her diary..aiyark..lambat baru tau..(+_+) gomenasai yui-sama..i was busy with the forum.hahaha!~anyway..since i dun understand what she was talking about...*still waiting for the translation by Gin at bluewind* i cant really say what's on her mind right now..buttttttt..the cakes look very cute!

kawaii neh?:D wish i have one of those..won't eat them..just erm i dunno..preserve and framed it!since they're from Yui's.kekekeke..anyway...i wanna congratulate soul-kun and me as the empayar of our Yui-lover had just increased by another one fan!hahaha..who is that person?let it be a secret..muahahaha..oh..still can't forget casper..can't believe he said Yui is a jellyfish!and a gay!bakayaro casper-kun!cissss..ooopss..didn't mean it..hehhe..but anyway..make sure u dun meet me in the next two weeks or i'd strangle u to death!hoho~

angah!

2007-03-31T02:02:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hari ni angah tibe2 ym..a very rare case..hahaha..rupanya nak bitau die dpt 4.00..walaweh...huhu..congratulations sis!sebab tu la syu sayang die ni..pandai..pandai blaja..pandai amik ati orang..heheh..well done bebeh!keep up ur great work :)

syu?erk..tadi test lagi..ntah ntah..no comment..and baru dload pspice..thanks to soul-kun who uploaded the file kat ftp die..hehehe..sayang soul-kun..sayangg sangat sangat sangat..where can i find a better fren than u?heheh:)

erm..assignment has to be done by next week..and i have like erm...
1.TWO test coming up
2.ONE big event coming
3.ONE assignment for electronics III
4.NOT SURE HOW MANY assignments for other subject since the lecturer will only be uploading them by next monday,tuesday or wednesday..

gonna be a very busy schedule for me later on..hope i can survive.wish me luck!

till then,oyasuminasai..

p/s:soul-kun..all the best for the presentation..i know u can do it..u'r a great man;)

test?

2007-03-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum....

test lagi?aiyark..erm instrumentation..not so bad i think..kira2 tak kisah sgt..bile masuk teori?hahahahahhahahahaha!!~syu gelak tekanan ni!ngeee...dah la duduk DEPAN SEKALI..depan mr OH TICK HUI.and die dok arm akimbo depan syu nengok syu jawap..i was like..what???(@_@)dun look at my answers now.u can look and stare at it as much as you want after i finished everything and it's time for me to pass it up.i didnt say that to him though..that would be erm rude..hehe..but i gave him the "look".hahaha!~and he backed up..guess he realise i dun like him doing that..and i covered my answer sheet with que paper..hey..dun expect to see my answers before i start answering..ait ait ait...~

after test we went to ez cafe and had dinner..adeh..kueytiaw goreng die cause me stomachache (T_T) ..hish!~next time,no kueytiaw and ez cafe!saw alia and ijud...hehe..comel jek weh study sambil makan..kawaiii!~so balik bilik buat ape yeh?erm..chatted with kak farah..kakfarah didnt feel well..erm..sian die..i hope u'd be patience..in love,ppl hurt the other person unknowingly...slow talk and it'll be fine.i sure hope so..u guys are just so cute together (^_^) and also chatted with soul-kun..he's learning guitar..at first he said he was learning Yui's tabs..i thought he already known..weh hampir jatuh cinta!!hahahaha!!ampoonn.then he said he is just learning..so i was..erm..i just kinda..walaweeehhhh..teruja seh!~and summore he's getting a grip on Tokyo tabs...huuuuu...and he's got the intro for Life already..ganbate kudasai soul-kun!!i'll be right here supporting u..guys just look 10 times more handsome when they know how to play guitar/drum.hahaha!~hey i had a crush on an ex schoolmate before coz he knows how to play drums.stupid isnt it?kehkehkeh..bila syu nak blaja lak?erm..bila syu??bila???heh!~esok nak bangun awal..class at 8...sleep early i guess..bukan de orang nak diajak berbual pun kat room tu...semua orang away..kakfarah is sleeping..soul-kun studying..hmmm..tido lah..

-syu selsema..i hate selsema..(+_+)
-i need to learn a few things..they are:-
driving
guitar
drum
-i need to study for electronics.i like chapter two and chapter 3 seems nice.i hope i can do it.start going to library perhaps?i sure hope i can be studios enough..and hey..can't study without Yui.kekeke...

ah..found out that Yui has an english song..Goodbye to u.soul-kun gave it to me earlier..and he was also the one who found the lyrics for the song..seriously..i can't get YUIglish..huhuhu..but the way she pronounce certain words are very cute.teehehehe...i wonder if she already has a bf..ermmm....

eh..tido2..heeeheh..oyasuminasai!~

happy birthday yui!!

2007-03-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

yey!happy happy happy 20th birthday my dearest Yui..!!erm..yesterday was heaven..i downloaded a full album of Yui and all her single..teehehehe~i love rolling stones acoustic version..my craziness towards her just can't stop!walaweh..huhu..and i'm forgetting my kiroro..ait ait ait..ape nak jadi..pearl jam?incubus?erm..doesnt sound appealing anymore..gome-neh..~can't stop liking cute Yui.huhuhu..plenty of pics of her in yui-lover..and they re-sing all her songs,recorded it and uploaded it..if i'm not mistaken they're planning on giving it to Yui as a birthday present.wish i could join.HA-HA-HA..

oh..and happy birthday to cik Lyana too!~Yui turning 20 this 26th March..and yana turning 21st on the same date.wala..*jeles*jeles*but nevermind...oh..i read in the forum that Yui's eyesight is getting worse so she needed to wear spectacles..she cant just use contact lenses anymore..wow..those guys in the forum..u guys are not humans..007 pun kalah.hahaha~and i still wonder what brand of sneakers does she use..huhu~oh..they also decided to make a t-shirt..and it cost $3.80...that's around rm13.30..i want it!!!tp termasuk shipping cost from indonesia to malaysia..erm..guess i have to wait first..kewangan tak brape stabil..huhu~

and i heard a good news from sumone on myspace...yey!~i'm glad u made that decision...i love u..love u soo much!no matter what i'll stick with u girl!!..

song of the day:
feel my soul and rolling star acoustic version.listen to them and fall in love with Yui..

ah..still wondering what's her real name..they said it's Yoshiko Yui..huhu~..i found this website of japanese name generator which actually doesnt change your name when u re-enter the same input..kekeke..bes seh..anyway..my japanenese name is Ishikawa Kumiko.soul called me kumiko.hahaha~melawak tol..and his name is Fujiwara Kenta..sounds a lil like Fujiwara Takumi or Fujiwara Bunta and the guy start to perasan.hahaha~ampoon soul-kun..oh..arigato soul-kun!aishiteru!u'r the bes human being living in this world..i can't believe he burned taiyou no uta for me..u'r just too kind..huhu~~

oh..yesterday was qistina's bday..happy birthday qist padang pasir!!hahaha~the plan was like this,ika zaza and me would hide in makh's room and surprise her with the cake..guess what?kitorang kene kejar dengan pak guard ep tu..ah memoyos nye pak guard!zaza ika and my face dah kene blacklist..habis la lepas ni takleh masuk dah ep..ait ait ait..~slept with zaza yesterday..remembrance of the good ol days just make my heart felt so warm and fuzzy inside..hehehe..so the cake was icecream cake..a bit too sweet i think..but nice..and it was melting..hahaha~kalau beku and sejuk sure sedap...

i ate cheesecake today!finally..kakty jahat kasi syu crave for cheesecake for like erm 1 day.huhuh...arigato oka-san...aishiteru!~dah dpt ni...cam erm..makan2 da tak larat dah..but u know anak2 ghazali and cheese..hahaha~lambat nak muak..aiyark..gomok2..aiseh..~eh eh..dah lah..hehehe...time to sleep..tido awal menjamin kesihatan.esok breakfast cheesecake.yey!!!~ *kiss the cake* hahaha~

i love yui
i love cheesecake
i love soul-kun (u'r just too kind bebeh~)
i love my oka-san
i love my oto-san
i love my luvly rumet
i love my life!~

arigato yui-chan for making my life brighter with ur wonderful and beautiful songs..u'r a baby for sure..my baby.. (^_^)

yui!!~

2007-03-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ehehe..skang neh gune lappy adik buat sementara waktu..erm..maybe laie seminggu kene pulang balik...lappy syu?ntah.erm....tak brani ckp..cuma mampu berdoa semoga pakweku selamat bersama-sama isinya skali.huhu~

and now i have a new love..teehehe..her name is Yui.she's do damn cute..!i like her voice..i like the way she talk sing laughs strums her guitar..i like all her songs..my fav is rolling stars and feel my soul.hoho~sgt menarik hati..and i listened to her radio..bukan la live..i'm not so sure about it but they call it Yui-radio.and she talks A LOT about her mum..guess she's anak mak..very2 sweettt!!!~(still listening to the radio..ekeke)

and anyway thanks to ayie..he's the one who introduce me to yui since he got to know that i like riefu..and i'm glad i got to know Yui.oh..sumone said i'm budak tak matang!!i mean..we budak tak matang since Yui is turning 20 too this year..helloooo~..i'm turning 20 yek?no budak2 anymore..dewasa!got it??hahaha~oh and that sumone said Yui sounded like budak lelaki belum matang when she talks... (T_T) sum people..ait ait..~but anyhow i still love her.. (^_^)

preity preity Yui~

oh..Yui's bday is on the 26th March..i read it at http://www.bluewind.wordpress.com erm..26th march de instrument nye test..wala~tak dpt nak celebrate..aiseh~..i checked out her tour's website..erm..ticket suma soldout...walaaa..not bad for a 19 year old teenager eh?hehe~and she wants to work hard for the next 10 years.gud gud gud!!~she's so talented i love her so much.hehehe~ :D

time out!!~

2007-03-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum....

blog need to rest.hehehe..laptop wat hal and i'm now using my rumet's pc..tp cam segan.hahaha..~jangan rindu syu..:P and maybe lepas a week or two i'll be back.!~ :)

jaaaa neh!~

boikot!!~

2007-03-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

kenapa kadang kala..hati ini degil..
terlalu degil...
akalku mengatakan untuk tidak mengingatinya lagi..
kenapa hanya wajahnya yang terbayang dimata ku?
kenapa?
itunes juga memboikotku..
memutarkan lagu2 YUI yang slow dan sedih...
untuk apa?
memujuk aku untuk menangis?tidak sama skali..
menangis bukan aku..!!
tapi hati ini bukan sekuatmana..erm...
ape nak jadi ni syuhada??
kenapa lah lemah sangat...
ini baru sedikit jek dugaan..sudah mengalah?
mungkin juga..aku tak sekuat yang ku sangka..
dunia..!!tolong jangan boikot aku lagi!!

apa2 lah..

2007-03-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

erm..cam ade sedikit kemalasan nak update..mungkin suatu hari nanti akan update semula.esok mungkin?lusa mungkin?lately mood had been really bad..i've been having this attitude of nak marah2 orang..i saw 2 girls with status ym cam kutuk2 KKB..and i smashed them back with my status..i mean..i'm not one of the committee..they are..but why am i feeling so angry?i'm becoming a freak..demmit!and one guy suddenly ym-ed me asking me to add his new account of ym..a new id..what i said to him was,

saya rasa kite neh tak pernah berbual..ni la skali..and kalau saya add awak kat list dengan id baru..awak rasa cam ade beza ke?cam bazir lak..

heh..melampau..i know..it was rude..but i was just having this constant super duper bad mood..gome-neh..gome-neh..kadang2 when anyone buzz pun rasa nak campak je laptop ni kat kepala orang tu..melampau bukan?why am i feeling this way?erm..i think i know but i'm not ready just yet to talk about it...i'm just hoping sumhow God will find His way to clear all this and make my days brighter..cuaca sangat mendung sekarang..hujan?maybe not..entah..this is how life feels right now..i wanna cry..i'm being not me..not who i used to be..i'm becoming an angry and depressed person..when i'm in front of the computer of course..once outside in real life..i'm just me..maybe i'm a bit harsh to a person..gosh..i shouldnt be hating that person but deep down..i do...demmit!

erm..lucky today i went out with dyan ayed and soul..at least i had a good laugh with them..many2..what did we talked about anyway?i dunno..i only knew i had fun with them..erm..i'm still worried about kak farah..i hope she'd be fine..i hope it's erm nothing..erm..if only KUITTHO is like..erm..like UTeM..at least we can be near...erm...

we are rowing the boat of fate.the waves keeps on coming and we cant escape but if we ever get lost in our way,the waves would guide us through our way...
-riefu-

i must live by these words..all these happens for a reason to show me where my life will lead...i hope everything would be fine..i hope..and i'll keep my hope..

pos laju tu laju.~

2007-03-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

tadi dpt package..from batu pahat..dari cik Siti Farahwahida.foto takleh ditunjuk kerana foto2 yang syu ade adalah utk syu saje menontonnye.muehehe..anyway..mula2 mak call and said i have a package...i was first expecting some DVDs from a fren..but didnt have much expectation either coz my fren didnt say anything about the DVDs he wanted to give me...then my mum said it was from Parit Raja..i was like.erk..parit2 pared2 tu katne ek?haha geografi syu fail meh..and then baru tau Parit Raja tu kat Batu Pahat rupenya..heheh..pastu tros ingat..waaaaaaaaa kak farah kat sane..hehehe..tadek dah rang len masuk otak but kak farah..wawawa adiah bes seh..:D ah pastu tadi beli skali headphone baru sbb angah tu nak headphone lame tu..tau mintak jek..akak die neh der duit ke tak die tadek ler nak tanye..huhu..

pastu tadi aa buat ape ek?haa pagi tadi makan nasi dagang kat kedai kunen2..dap wooo..huhuhu...nasi die kaler2 purple sket..cam bes lah..ingatkan sabtu neh nak gi ngan soul sume tp cam..erm..takut tak bukak lak kedai tu..kang dtg pagi2 last tadek abis la syu kene bambu..ekeke..tp dap la nasi tu..hahaha..~

tadi klas dari 5 sampai 6 jek..bes betul..heaven sungguh hari khamis..imagine lah 9 hours free awal pagi sampai 5 tu..kalo agak2 nak tido 8 jam pun sempat wooo..tp de rang kate tido nanti gomok.. :( takleh tido dah pasni..yeye jek syu neh tanak tido..blehhh!~:P

keychain ngan gelang tu adiah.merah2 tu headphone.hehe

other than those..erm..rasenye tu jek ari neh..cam tadek pe sgt..cam bese lah..ehehe..hidup ni bukan setiap hari mesti berwarna-warni..kadang2 hitam putih pun dah cukup elok utk memberi kesempatan pada diri utk muhasabah diri sendri..cewah ayat..teehehe...

esok klas kol 8..so kene tido awal..erm bukan la skarang..tp jap2 laie lah kol..nak tido kol 11 ke 10 ke..biar awal asal tak bgn lambat.teehehe..till we meet again..ja~

nota lutut:
kak farah..thanks again..love u so much!~u'r the best sister i always wish i have..now i have..yeehaa..and anyway..all the best in the erm u know what(yg kene gi muar tu lah..ekeke) and eton tu and ur studies..eh kem salam ek kat abg eton tu..muehehe..

alGERAMdem and data STUCKture

2007-03-14T23:42:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

tadi exam.eh test..and i..erm..insyaAllah..ahaks..susah siot..especially when u'r expecting c language for subjective and yang kuar FSA..tau tak??FSA..FINITE STATE AUTOMATON yang syu tak blaja tu??geram betol..me and za was like stun in there..melukih2 ikut ske jek..ades..tadek mood nak hapdate.heh..geram2..

normal or abnormal?

2007-03-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

today i had been acting very cold towards sumone..erm..didnt mean too..gomenasai puad-kun..didnt mean to be so cold towards u..it's just that..erm..when things get tough..syu gets tough on ppl..huhuhuu...bianne..(pronounce as bi-yan-ne)

wah hari ni makan banyak..tadi makan beger ngan dyan..astaghfirullahalazim..gomok2!!!ape nak jadi ni syuhada???isk isk...dah la minum air gas..isk isk..tak elok utk kesihatan sungguh..!~

ujung minggu neh maybe leh jumpe soul-kun yang cam dah 8 abad tak jumpe..ngeee..moga2 tadek le aral melintang pukang menghalang re-union kitorang 4 orang..ahaks bunyi reunion takleh go..hehe..

erm..ari neh klas agak packed..with lab on the spot assignment time algo..and i suck at it..huh..tau tak programming tu susah??huwaaaaaaa...eh..esok test..da check number tadi..kat tingkat 4 blok fosee lame..4001..pastu exam number 168..pastu kan..abg censored tu nye number..186..eh eh..cam de connection lah..(mama sila lah jeles..muahahahah)..merepek betul..kalau die bace..habis la die fikir bukan2..ahaks..ampon guro2 di pagi hari..hehe..

then..ade incident dalam lab computer..erm..sangat tertekan about it actually..never expected it to end up that way..love just make ur heart become too vulnerable and fragile..aint it?heheh..maybe i should just forget about it..but what if it happens again?will i able to forgive another time?only God knows..and i hope i will..

klas machine tadi kene dok sowang2 mula2..tekanan gak la bile tempat syu tu de rang slamberk badak jek duduk..tp nak wat cane..i was destined for it..kot..ahaks..

and i realize i've been writing blog dalam keadaan tertekan these few days..and making my blog..arrr kelam?huhu..didnt do it on purpose..huhu..

ah..sumone asked me if i'm normal or abnormal..(again?)this question had been taken quite jokingly this time...i just say i'm not les..i'm just flexible.hahaha...hope it didnt make her to think badly about me..(my english starting to be kelam kabut lak rase..adeh)i just answer according to what she expect..not normal..so i gave her that.hehehe..but...i still am normal..just being less interested with human and more interested with kamben2 sekalian..sampai bila?ntah..hanya Allah yang tahu...

erm..farah..i asked u for 2 days..maybe i need more..2 years?20 years maybe?i dunno..special ppl need more time to be forgotten especially when u've put so much hope on them and they shattered it just like that..erm..erm..erm..i need strength..i need another hope..a real one..not false like i had earlier..maybe then i can forget..i'll pretend..that would be easy..but on the way of it..i'll hurt like hell and u'll be annoyed by my rants..hehehehe..arigato farahcun:D

ah esok klas kol 8am..ja~neh..

p/s:ari neh = 13 mac, esok = 14 mac

life is like a boat

2007-03-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hari ini sakit lagi..sakit hati..huhu..

I want u to know who i really am,
i never thought i'd feel this way towards u,
and if u ever need sumone to come along,
i will come along and keep u strong..
-rie fu-

even if u never need me to be along..i'd keep a distance from u..and an eye..to keep u safe..so if one day u'r alone..u'd know i'm always there...

i got a news...about sumone just now..and..it sort of hurt me..deep..bruised..cuts..like a lifeless limb..soulless soul..i was lucky to have farah at that time..psychology did sumting good to u girl!~ :) i'm speechless when u detect the abnormality of myself..even i cant really say that i wasnt who i am at that time..but u made me realize..how deep the cut was..and made me moved on..tq farah..i love u..really i do..

nobody knows who i really am,
maybe they just dun give a damn,
but if i need sumone to come along,
i know you would follow me,and keep me strong..
-rie fu-

a besfren i have..cant tell him how much i love him..since i dun want him to misunderstand what i'm trying to say..and i definitely loves him too much i cant lose him..he's such a great fren..without knowing,he already made my day err nite brighter by 1000 times...playing around and all..hehe..dunno what i'd do without him..strictly fren naaaa~(warning ditujukan khas utk farah :p)

today had gone..tomorrow would be better i hope..oh..menyayangi sekandang kamben adalah lebih senang dan membahagiakan dari menyayangi seorang manusia..kadang2 manusia akan membuat kita keliru tentang kasih..tentang cinta..tentang sayang..tapi kamben takkan..kalau tak sayang..disepaknya..kalau sayang..didekatinya..itu saja..simple and easy..tp mengapa hati ini masih menyayangi manusia yang mengelirukan bukan kamben??kenapa ya?

kebosanan

2007-03-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

felt bored..i need sumting to read maybe?i watched the OC yang tentu2 bukan jenis citer yang aku tgk..oh..i concentrated!adeh..hari ni mmg bosan sangat2..first in class i felt a lil left out..and after class i felt even more left out..heh..i thought i dun care..but actually i do..i still cant use my printer..(was about to curse..sabo2..huuu)i dunno when i'll get to use it..nanti nanti nanti..when???when???how long do i have to wait?dem betul lah..da la bad mood..pastu bosan..heh..and i chatted with a fren..as always..he signed out all of sudden..tau2 je aku ditinggalkan gitu jek..heh wuteva lah..wireless le tu nye pasal..heh..aaa..i'm having this stupid sarcastic look all over my face..demmit!

esok klas..tutorial.i'm not ready..and i'm having lab.when am i gonna replace the stupid lab i missed becoz of the event??sumhow i feel that the sacrifices i made so far for the event was...useless..heh..aaaa..tak skenye aku bile tak mengikhlaskan hati utk keje2 yang da dibuat...but that's how i felt..it is all useless..haaa...benci benci benci..!!

testing testing..

2007-03-08T09:50:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

it's thursday 8th of March..meaning?yesterday was my first test..for engine maths 2..i never hated maths..i never wanted to hate maths..but..yesterday made me think..i hate maths..wuwuwu =( it's really tiring to study statistics and actually get blank on the day..it's also tiring to study ode but u just seems like u cant do it and yet u can when u'r in the exam hall..and yesterday was boring like HELL..heh..!

i'm a person with a laziness of reading the buletin board of mmu..so i went to class at 8am yesterday only to meet wan src and abg censored and having them telling me that there's no class until 12pm..and my class is from 8am to 12pm..how stressful is that?zt said i should be happy..but lately i've been having this excited feeling to go to class..especially morning classes..and guess what?i missed one tutorial coz i didnt know bout it..baka baka bakaa!!what is happening to me???why is my life suddenly so disorganised???damn!i need to be back home with my mum..*huh tekanan siak..*

i wanna sleep but i got this email saying sleeping a lot can kill u..miaaaa..i dun wanna die just yet..amal lom cukup beb..kalo da yakin tu bleh ler..huhu..ah..i read this guy's blog..and everytime i read it..i feel..down?erm no..sumting else..like i'm being soul-less...like my soul been sucked out of my body..sedih siak blog die...aaaa..i dont think i should put his link here...let me be the only one feeling like this..teehehe..ah..he's a good writer (in my eyes)..seldom people can make me feel like this when i'm reading their blog..but he did it..thumbs up for u!eh...bukan ke aku tak ske sedih2 neh?aiyark...

yesterday i was thinking..after test of course..
why is the sky i see is dark?
why is the sun i cherish is not bright?
why is the moon i love isnt that preety?
why is the cloud look so mellow?
then i realize..i'm having my shades on..

sai would understand what i'm trying to say..others i dunno..hehehe..ah..miss my bro..bro..!fix up ur pc dude..i miss the quiz so much..

did i see a glint of hope behind that cloudy eyes?or is it just a mirage in a deserting mind?

perfect world?

2007-03-06T15:32:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

earlier today,i had a class with mr Elias Abbas..and he triggered a very inspiring thought in my head..if i were to live in a perfect world,and being perfect,would i really be perfect?if a perfect striker had to score a penalty in a perfect game and he's facing a perfect goalkeeper,where would the ball go?if the whole class are superman,who is superman?if the whole mmu is intelligent,what is intelligent?if everyone's is always healthy,who's a doctor?

perfect world is kinda troublesome aint it?i'm glad i'm living in a world full of flaws..where there'll be traffic jams everywhere,where david beckham can't score his free-kick once in a while,where i have stomach ache when i have not eaten my lunch..so i can appreciate more..not taking everything for granted..

today i had learnt from him,not about op-amp only..but how to live happily..dun cry when ur bestfren hurt u,but smile becoz at least there's sumone beside u hurting u rather than being all alone..dun fret when u can't do the tutorial for algorithm,but be thankful that u'r able to learn..dun get all panicky when the FBL building is shaking,but be happy coz all the classes are canceled.muahahaha..~okok out of topic jap..teehehe..but my point remains..if i were to live in a perfect world,i wouldnt be perfect.huhuhu

PC07

2007-03-05T09:17:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

as i said i was going to update on PC07..it was kinda too late..but hell...heheh...

anyway..the first day didnt go as smoothly as it should be...jumbo snake and ladder was hot on the air though it was raining..but not the automative competition..only few cars came due to the rain..we were a lil frustrated over the matter..but hey..when mother nature talks..who can say no?aite? :) later at night we had a talk..by Dr.....sumting2..forgot..(lately have trouble remembering ppl's name..kso!!) but anyway..it wasnt really appealing..didnt enjoy it much though..it's like having a lecture..a really boring one..teehehe..

the second was easier..coz i have class for like..the whole day?hahaha..except for 9am to 12pm..other than that one..i was away from the president square..erm...the automative was successfull i guess..the were cars..sugei cars..huhu..(john stamos la neh ajak syu ckp jepun..da terpengaruh..lalala..~)and jumbo snake and ladder?hot as always..ahaks..at night we had another talk (again?)..boring?think again..ahaks..i like the speaker..she like the phrase of "think again"..teehehe..she made us confused and yet telling us what we're living for..i was glad i came.. :)

the third day was brilliant..!!scooters start to come at like..around 9.30am when the registration counter is only opened at 10am..punctual guys..gud gud gud..teehehe..around 10.30 it was started to get crowded..there were scooters all over the president square..not forgetting the crowd..wawa..~it was hot and noisy..and FUN..!!my work anyway requires me to run all over malacca..hahaa..exaggerating..anyway..i did had to run to ixora to get sumting for the hamper..and run to STAD signature from encik hairul (which i had done for the last consecutive 2 days..ahaks) and run back to president square..haih haih..3 days lari2..kaki sakit2 woooo skang neh..wuwuwu..~oh and there were grafiti art comp too..my fav is soul by bro rudi..wawawa..~dun ask me why..

around 6.30 camtu kot..we wrapped up the event in drizzles..lucky it didnt rain earlier..alhamdulillah..oh..now i know what shuffle means among scooters owner..i was thinking about uno card shuffling..teeehehehe..but actually it was just sum weird dance..beware,u have to do it while wearing sport shoes..heals will make u look very funny and de-gedix!hehehe...

pastu kemas2 president square..darn..there were too many putung rokok around..ngeee..penat aku tertonggeng-tonggeng memungut..huhuhu...but it was worth it..the event was a blast..

balik tu keletihan..tido dengan sangat2 awal..teehehehe..oh..i guess that's it now..tibe2 otak kosong..lalala..~

eh tibe2 de balik idea..pendek2 je dah..semalam makan ngan ayed and dyan..korang kecomeylan..!teehehe..soul tak join..coz he was bz and tired..erm..bile nak jumpe neh?i'm already getting to the pace of bz *again* with hostel week/midterm/assignment coming..erm erm..when soul-kun?when????ahaks frust gile je gaya..wakakakakakaka..~baka me..heheh..tu je lah..

till then..~ja

p/s:never get involved in a carnival with sumone u love..u'll start to love them less by the end of it.herm..i wish it never happened..coz it hurts like..like i never get hurt before..huuuu...

all pics can be seen in my fotopages.thank you~ http://lastkiss87.fotopages.com

tagged..!!~

2007-03-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

tadi jenguk blog mama..adeh kene tag..ahaks...basically..erm..6 weird things about me?adeh..me tak weird..ok maybe sumting ppl dun know about me..

1.syu takleh tido kalo satu hari tak dgr sore ibu...teehehe..call me anak mak..call me anak manje..i dun care..i just can't close my eyes kalo tak dgr sore mak satu hari..walaupun kol 3am skalipon...mesti nak dgr sore die dulu.hehehe...

2.syu sangat tak suke nescafe/kopi kacip fatimah dan yang sewaktu dengannya..boleh minum..tp..akan muntah lepas tu..kecik2 minum..da besa jadi anti gile.ntah ape kehe tatau lak..

3.syu benci ladder and takut tinggi.heh..!menakutkan..!kalo tergolek kebelakang..abes la pecah berderai otak.eheheeh..seumur hidup rasanya kalo tangga yang lebih 2 meter tu..skali je syu panjat..tu pun TERPAKSA.huhuhu..laiepun bile kat tmpt tinggi ade tendency nak terjun bawah..hahaha..

4.syu tak ske rokok tp ske perokok...sbb ayah syu merokok kot..huhuhu..

(pe laie ek?cuba mendalami diri.teehehe)

5.syu ske tido..sangat2 suke tido..kalau kat rumah tu..mak kasi la tido lame2..mesti boleh je layan..tadek prob langsung ah..tp tak bes utk otak le.tp bes le tido..adeh adeh contradiction tol..huhu

6.i can easily have a crush on sumone..by one look,dah leh ske..dan akan kekal agak lame..!huhuhu..tp kalau da ade sumone else ske kat orang tu,syu akan jadi tak ske..coz i'm not competitive in a sense of heart and soul..lalala..~ :P

heh..selesai dah..

so..nak tag sape ek?adeh..

1.kak sha
2.kak nina (sebagai paksaan update blog)
3.abg amad ( juga sebagai paksaan update blog :p)
4.fiq (lame sgt tak hapdate..!:p)
5.faris kira
6.kak syaff..!! (syu tau kak syaff rajin wat bende ni...hehe)

ok done..!skang ni rules and regulations and next,update on Peers' Carnival 07 yang baru je berlangsung khamis jumaat and sabtu.heh..event yang meletihkan but fun..!

Rules & Regulations:
Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

tekanan..!~

2007-03-01T02:36:00.000+08:00

hurm..
hari ni..masih tak dpt nak rest..tak kisah lah..
but the thing is..
skang ni not just physically..
but mentally and emotionally...
how would u feel..
if u'r back home..
from a tiring work..
being pushed to do something almost imposible..
and u would definitely have to do it..
by hook or by crook..
and when u'r home..
u still have to do ur work..
and yet..
the one u care and love so much..
sulk coz u'r talking to another person instead of him/her..
for work of course..how would u feel?
as for me...
i feel like crying..
i need support..not sumone sulking on me..
making me feel guilty..but i'm just tired..
really2 tired...
nobody asked me if i have eaten..
nobody asked me if i had enuf sleep..
nobody asked me if my cold had gone..
nobody asked me if i had done all my work..
they just asked me to talk to them when they want too..
regardless of my health or what so ever shit..
i just..feel so tired..

saturday please come faster..
night please end later..

i need my rest..

keletihan yang terlampau

2007-02-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

anda pernah dgr jururawat terlampau?
anda pernah lihat pramugara terlampau?
jika anda pernah..maka anda perlu rasakan bagaimana rasanya menjadi letih yang terlampau..

ngeee..penat nye Allah je tahu..huhuhu..semalam tido kol 3 camtu..sbb layankan adik2 cyber tu main uno la pe la..and then..mak kejut awal pagi 6 lebey..huuuu..mane cukup tido..lepas tu kol 9 de klas..time break gi wat keje..last2..wat keje + klas non-stop till 9pm..cam keje kilang pun de..huhuhu..so skang neh..rasa nak terbalik kepala + pinggang + segala-galanya..huhuh

tadi kat klas machine..syu sangat2..SANGAT2 ngantuk..madam moley tu cam lullaby je rasa...tp cam tak elok je nak tido...nanti die marah..klas kecik..takleh nyorok.. :( so...kaco la kero-chan..lalala..~nasib baik kero-chan wat lawak tak agak..tak ngantuk dah..aishiteru kero-chan!!~*terbayang keroberos kat dalam anime tuh*ekekek

and esok ade 2 meeting clash..lalala..~dulik ah..nak gi SCC nye dulu..pastu baru layan PC'07..tu pon kalo sempat..dulik ah..ade wakil byk..tanye je diorang..ahaha kejam..tp maybe sempat kot..lala wuteva will be,will be..lalala..~

skang nak tido..oyasuminasai..!!~

bzbzbz..~

2007-02-27T10:26:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

fuh..rindu betul nak menulis kat sini..been really bzbzbz..~and besides..nothing much that can make me happy happen lately..only yesterday i took a break and had a little fun with a few frens..well yesterday i went to cedric's house for chinese new year..raya!!hehehe..righto after class..we had to walk there..and it was quite far..since i the farthest i walk around campus is like 100 or 200 metres,when i walked to ced's house..it feels like walking to yemen.huhuh..anyway it wasnt that far..we were exagerating about the distance that Grace felt like it was so far away too..even though the distance is like from her house to the campus..hehehe..talk about psycho huh.. :p

makan sampai takleh makan..:p

gaduh2..lalala...~

gaduh laieee...ait ait ait..~

when we arrived ced was already prepared with fried beehoon..aiyark ced..malu lah..he's really good at cooking..kalah syu..miahaha..~and anyway..he had another fren with him.ntah siapa..but since that guy is a muslim..so cam tak takut lah nak makan pun.. :) (besides it look as if the malay guy is living with ced..ait?ait?) so makan2 gelak2..until 7..and soffi had to pick us up since it was raining heavily..thanks fie!!~

anyway..after that at 9pm ade meeting...for peers' carnival..nothing much to say..gonna be bzbzbz lagi for this week..ait ait..test is just around the corner..i hope the director can help me with engine maths later..ait ait?

meeting meeting meeting..i'm glad this is going to be over this week

oh..i realize i've been missing sumone lately..for no apparent reason..aih..like they say..it takes forever to forget sumone who had touch ur heart so dearly..ait ait..~ah..and i miss soul-kun..lalala..soul-kun...~when are u gonna be online and actually not away from the pc?ahaks..ah..nak tido..sangat mengantuk jika anda perlu bangun pada pukul 7 pagi dan tido pada 2.30 pagi..lalala..~till then..ja neh...!!~

p/s:farah..sarang heyo!!i never met u face to face yet i love u so much..ahahah...

merajuk!

2007-02-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

jika dulu..
kepercayaan ku kau ragut..
hancur lebur ditanganmu..
kini..segala kasih sayangku pada mereka..
dan tempat itu..
turut kau leburkan..

heh...
assalamualaikum...

ni nak tekanan neh..adeh tension sket..dulu..die seolah mempermainkan kepercayaanku..aku tak kisah dah..segalanya sudah kumaafkan..mungkin sudah tiada rezeki..tp sekarang?heh..!baru gurau sket dah kene kick and ban..ape kes...?bile aku diejek la ape la..di buli..atas alasan BERGURAU.tak pernah aku marah camtu..tak pernah aku kick ke ban ke kill ke kline ke shun ke..aku gelak bersama je..bila orang buat aku camni..hati aku jadi tawar..dulu orang lain buat aku rasa nanak masuk sane dah..skang ni..die lak buat aku rasa tawar hati..maybe..this is the end of it..aku tak daya nak biarkan hati aku ni dipijak2 camtu je..cam tak berharga..cam takde nilai di mata sesape.ah..aku tak kisah dah..kawan2 kat sane?erm..i'm gonna miss them..maybe akan contact balik nanti2..biarlah hati ini terubat dahulu..

farah sayang..i lev u..so much..i hope u would be strong to strive for ur life..it is not about me or us but it is all about u..i can be by ur side whenever u need me...but i can't really make u believe what i said..it is all depends on u..when the time is right..Allah will show u the way..i just hope for the time being u would be strong..lev ya darl! :)

menenangkan orang itu lebih mudah dari menenangkan diri ini kan?and when they say i had forgive but i cant forget is just another polite way of saying i cant forgive..kan?sorry dude..i never forget..means i never forgive..aduh...ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati ini untuk memaafkan..supaya mudah hati yang lain untuk memaafkan diri ini jika aku mengasari hati itu...

it's over

2007-02-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

i guess it's finally over..my work..my supposedly stressfull work..it's done and..it's a disaster..i feel sorry for him..but there's nothing i can do bout it..i'm not that powerful to actually turn back time or make things different from the way they are right now...i just cant...i'm just...powerless..

it's holi holi day~

2007-02-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!~it's a red2 time..hehe...

talking bout red..ari tu ngusha hp motorola slvr red edition..huh..cam bes..tp tak larat nak beli..so beli yang bese2 nye jek..ekekek...ok la kot harga dia..bukan ap set dpt 600 including 256Mb memory card.kalo mahal ckp ek?syu leh saman kedai tu..ekekek...

anyway..my tears are dried up..malas nak nangeh2 dah..buang karan je..nasib baik mak memahami and byk pujuk syu..muahx2 mak!!~

oh..and i'm back to hostel earlier..working time i guess..esok tgk lah camne..if a lot of company open..leh la setelkan..coz syu nengok komiti2 pc tu beberapa kerat je yang online(tanda da balik kampus) yang lain2 tatau le..heh..~and ika...erm..kesian ika kene teman syu..huuuu..cayunk ika..muahx2!!~

aaa...it's already too late to post anything more regarding the bola during p.d trip.malas nak upload dah..heh..~oh..and byk lagi bende kene buat neh..nak mintak mak belikan external hdd..pastu nak beli usb cabel utk phone neh..pastu handsfree die..wawawa..~byk betul nak beli..mintak mak payung ah hdd tu..huhuh...hopefully leh le kot...moga2 abg idir kasi murah..i lev PcWorld!~ memoyos.. :p

i hate this

2007-02-15T20:03:00.000+08:00

i hate feeling this way...all alone...and depressed..with noone to share my tears with..sheesh!
there are things u can say in a blog..and things u cant say in here...and today..2 things happened that i cant mention here..it just rip my heart off me..and too many things happened lately that made me feel like quiting..seriously..i do feel like doing so now..quiting everything..sheesh!

Port Dickson dan abg ensem

2007-02-12T19:39:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

sabtu and ahad hari tu ytm telah anjurkan Jalan-jalan Hujung Minggu di Port Dickson.so sabtu 8.15am kami sepatutnya bertolak...

sabtu 7.45am:
syu ngan lina sampai kat plaza siswa utk sarapan yang disediakan..theoritically kami dah lambat 15 minit...

8.00am:
mulan sampai...

8.15am:
yang lain2 baru le sampai..ngeh...awal tak awal syu ngan lina?walaupun in fact kami lambat..harharharh..~

so around 9am baru la kami bertolak ke p.dickson...and around 10.30 kami sampai ke Marina Resort...mmg penat gile lah jalan tu..so ingatkan sampai ke check in and rest kejap2..but rupanya terus ada ceramah first kami..huhu..so suma mmg muka letih takleh blah lah..ahaks..

ceramah ustaz ahmad tu mmg mantaps..~mmg banyak yang kami belajar dari ceramah tu..like everything happens for a reason..there's no such a thing as coincidence..dan satu statement yang syu tertarik adalah statement kenapa islam adalah agama yang menunjukkan arah yang lurus dan boleh diterima pakai oleh otak yang waras.Ustaz tanya kami sebelum start ceramah lagi.but in the end dia yang jawap sendri..ahaks..jawapan dia adalah Jika mencari kebaikan dalam Islam,nescaya akan dijumpai,namun keburukan takkan sesekali dijumpai dalam Islam.how true it is :)

and lepas tu barulah kami dapat lunch + check in + zuhur + rest kejap...bilik hotel adalah superb!~food was great!everything was difinitely nice and great.ngehehe..lepas lunch tu ada sesi bersama Encik Mohd Bahagia as wakil YTM..he looked dangerous..hohoho..but actually he's really a very soft-spoken person..dia sangat2 baik..and we like him so much..lagi2 bila dia kata tengah nak usulkan cadangan untuk naikkan duit untuk scholars..heheh..terima kasih Encik Mohd!!we L.O.V.E you! :) oh ade 4 orang rakan se-apartment tido and tak gi session tu..ehehe..

and lepas tu adalah upacara riadah yang sangat menyeronokkan..weehoo..~mula2 main galah panjang..tapi disebabkan banyak betul pertelagahan manja2 terjadi,kami decide nak main dodge ball..ahaks..da la satu je bola..ganas betul..anyway..bola tu jatuh dalam longkang yang super dalam..and kat tepi2 kolam tu ada teritip yang tajam and licin at the same time..how did we get the ball out of the longkang?i'll reveal it later when i've got the pics.hehehe...

oh and we watched lelaki2 sekalian main polo air...bajet seksi kot sume..ahahah..amponn suke suki aku je..ekeke...anyway..abg rambut ensem tu dipuji oleh sumone sbb body die ala2 hot..ahaks..!~ntah ape2 je..ekeke

so mmg sesi mengeluarkan bola dari longkang tu mmg amatlah meletihkan..huhu..lepas solat maghrib kami dinner..oh..did i mention we're (syu,zaza,ika and bai,rakan se-apartment) always one of the first to come to any session?bangga2..*hins*hins* :p

after dinner it was Hj Zam's session..huhu..muka masing2 mmg layu tak hengat lah..lagi2 lah yang menyelamatkan bola tampar Mr Chua tu kan..ahaha..~so dalam sesi2 ceramah encik Zam tu,sempat la gak ilangkan ngantuk..coz encik Zam mmg klaka bangat...syakirin lah yang paling banyak kene usik..hehe..dia dipanggil sebagai sidek..and bila dia sms encik Zam akan kata die baca maksurat.ahaks..sampaikan piqah jawap phone pun encik Zam kata baca maksurat..mmg menyindir gile lah..ahahah...

around 11.15 fara sms-ed me..and i was dead worried about her..and my mum pun ada gak sms..and tak risau sangat lah..lepas abis session encik Zam,around 11.45pm ada la minum2..but since fara ada prob..selera tadek langsung..so i walked really slow while chatting with her on the phone..gosh i miss my darl.. :) and mak demam..aiya..makin le tak senang hati kat sana...isk isk...so lepas isyak kol 12 ke camtu,tros lelap..letak kepala atas bantal,tros gelap..tido..hahaha...

esok nya awal2 pagi lagi dah bangun and buat riadah..ada la exercise yang kene goyang2 lutut..mangaih...sume goyang lutut cam goyang dikocok2 ala2 inul..ngahaha..ampoonnn..

basically LDK first and second day more to discussion on how we're gonna survive third sem..ade la a few things that we do..bla bla bla..at 11.30am kami check out...lepas tu singgah Teluk Kemang..yihaa!!~

mmg bes gile main air..tp tak mandi pun..and damn..my skin burned..cis betul..tak mandi pun burn..ngeh..zaza,ika,zami,bai,bok and husband(hahah) main banana boat.hohoho..sangat comel..part diorang jatuh tu la comel..hahaha..kesian zaza rambut jadi keras sebab air laut..ish ish..

lepas main2 air/pasir we dig sum burgers and fried ice-creams..makan dalam bas je..coz nak balik dah..tak sempat nak lepak makan kat tepi pantai..eheh..anyway..mula2 kan syu dok ngan ika..lepas tu zami lak conquer tempat syu..tak aci!ade ke die soh duduk ngan maun??ngaa..kalo maun tu pompuan lain le citer..citt...thanks to nazir,i got to sit with bai. :) sampai je melaka mak soh gi umah encik poad..ngaa..ampoonn..tak larat sungguh..huhu..so balik tido je la ape laie..ekkee...malam tu mak ajak gi umah achok sebab bday die..so nak tanak gi la gak bday chok...

tu je la dua hari tu..penat seh..da lah JATUH kat pelantar batu tu..sakit tau..korang jahat gelakkan syu lah zaza..ish ish..sampai skang sakit laie sket blakang ni..ade sape2 nak offer urut?ahaks..lupe nak soh ayah urutkan semalam..aiyark..~

eh da lambat lah..ade study discussion ngan ika,amir,maun and maybe wan..hehe..caye tak caye syu ade study group..ahaks..anyway..till then..~jaa

p/s:2 hari dpt tgk abg rambut cun..cam bes!hahahah..*tgk tanpa perasaan pun.. :p *

beg!~

2007-02-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

i'm currently listening to the khutbah + jason mraz at the same time..hehehe..(pok pale sendri..)..tadi nak usha2 org jumaat..pastu tak jadi..cam tak nak lak.ahaks...

neway...semalam beli beg baru!!heh..akhirnya beli gak..:p tp same ngan abg rambut depan..ngan hizami...wuwuwuwu..tak aci..asal beg korang same ngan syu.. :( aih aih aih...~and i bought a bracelet yang cam kucen...kinda "tarzan" like style...huhu...lately nothing much to update..life kinda..empty kot...heheheh...*ting tonggggg!!~*

anyway..got another song that i falled in love with..maybe it's kinda late..but i just realize the lyrics..hehe..i always fall in love with good lyrics.. :)

"LIFE IS WONDERFUL - JASON MRAZ"

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

i usually find lyrics at azlyrics.com..AZlyrics..ahaks..the word az just sting in my heart...remembrance hurts!~hehehehe...

to do..lalala~

2007-02-08T10:25:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

nak beli beg..semalam kuar cari beg..tp tadek yang bes..gi usha kat BUM city..tp..wuwuwu...design tak cun..nape ade pic2 tengkorak??and ade laie satu tu..erm..a bit too girlish..but cute!!haha..terpaksa tahan diri dari beli..haha..nanti lah nak rembat satu beg..kene cari ni..aih aih aih..~

hari ni nak gi CITS nak gi register wireless..tatau lak kene register every sem..ceit..patut la ari tu wat esemen kat exam hall(time sem 1)takleh connect..sbb register time alpha ari tu..ngaaa..takpele..free je pun..just malas nak gi CITS tu je..ari ni..erm..cam tak bes je..ntah le..ades...

semalam kepenatan..balik je tros lelap..bangun2 je sai mintak tolong sumting..tolong die jap..pastu tido..and syu tido dalam kelaparan..hahaha..tibe2 malam tu rasa lapa..tp malas nak kuar makan..pagi tadi pun lapa..skang tak lapa dah..takyah la makan..hahaha malas tol...

okay lah...nak gi CITS ni..bye!!~

oh..and i suddenly miss not being single.ahaks!!~but single is best..double only make trouble..erh..wuteva..

till then...~jaaa

as if i never existed

2007-02-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

it's been hard for me today...
i felt like i'm a non-existing creature between them..
aih aih...
maybe i am...

oh..algo tutorial..i love that class!..bwahahaha..naa..it actually not really nice..i mean..i was at the most front desk..bapak skema..and i used the pc next to the one connected to the projector..pergh..bayangkan betapa skemanya saya!!and i shared desk with sumone i dun know..and i talked to him as if we've known each for like..erm..10 days at least..hahaha...but anyway..i still dun know his name..n he knows my name..aiyark..tak aci..tutor lak..erm..tak bape nak tangkap die ckp ape..but ok la..at least i understand what he's talking about..and he's cute...muka cam Charlie Chaplin tuuu..comel kan?kan?ekeke...oh..and mama jeles syu dok dekat dengan abg rambut depan...bluweekkkk..next week nak dok kat situ laie..bluweekk!!:p

klas machine lah yang byk mencabar kekuatan jiwa neh...kadang2 org yang kite sayang la paling susah nak sayang..haha..balik je klas..jalan sorang2..coz yang lain2 tu dah jauh kedepan..malas nak kejar..sumtimes it feels better to be alone..jalan je lah sorang2...call ibu...pastu ibu anta makan..pastu makan..pastu..erm..ntah la..it's like an endless night..and i hate endless night..wish it's day light already..

esok nak kuar duit..sebab kene bayar duit gelang..ingatkan kene bayar next week..rupanya this week..lari bajet gue..aiyark~but hell..nevermind lah kot...

do u realize how i looked at u?
do u often seen how my eyes glow when i see u?
do u realize how much i love u?
do u realize how much u meant to me?
do u ever realize that i'm beside u?
i guess u dont....
it's like i never existed...

p/s:zt..ni bukan memendam perasaan..ni tekanan perasaan..ngeh~

ujian..

2007-02-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hari ini..rasa cam lemah sangat semangat..mula2 skali pagi tadi balik kampung umah nenek..tp rasa tak seronok..syu rasa lemah sangat2..tatau nak ckp kat mak camne..buat je la muka happy tu..nanti kesian lak mak kalo tgk muka syu tak semangat..tp mmg syu takde semangat..nak bukak buku buat latihan pun rasa cam..ntah la..segala tenaga dalam diri ni..macam..drained...siang tu..banyak tido je..rasa cam tanak bangun2..tanak bangun sampai bila2..tanak bangun langsung...hati ni..cam sakit je...cam disiyat-siyat..dikoyak-koyak...bile tgk citer Janji Joni yang comel2 pun..still rasa cam..cam nak pengsan..

bile balik hostel...masuk room..tgk nick tu..makin lemah tenaga..ntah la..pastu ramai lak geng yang tadek mood la bad mood la..cam..i dunno..it just makes me feel worse..and what make it worst was the stupido anugerah bintang wutsoeva tu..i dun even know why it exist!i watched it like..half and hour before it end kot..tak sure what time i started to watch it..but enuf for me to know that mawi menang..heh..no surprise~..menyampah tol..and yang lagi menyampah is.. THEY CANCELED BLEACH SHOW WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AIRED AT 11PM WHILE MAWI WAS ACCEPTING HIS STUPID AWARDS!

heh..marah tau..i felt like crying my butt out when i saw the advert that bleach is canceled..damn!just when i need sumting to cheer me up.erghhh!!!!skang ni..syu dah exhausted..tak larat nak cakap ke gelak ke ape ke..i feel like egrhhh!!!!

dejavu

2007-02-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

it's happening again..and it seems like i can stop it..i wish i could..but i know i wouldn't be able to..oh..Ya Allah..give me strenght to go through this once again..my heart's getting weaker..i dunno what to do..aduh..kenapa begitu mudah air mata ini mengalir??kenapa??aku tak sanggup Ya Allah..aku tak mampu melaluinya sekali lagi..cukup sudah kehilangan sekali..aku tak mahu kehilangan lagi...jika padamu ia pergi..akan ku relakan.namun..aku tak sanggup kehilangan manusia kesayangan ku yang masih menapak dibumi mu ini Ya Allah..kurniakanlah kami hidayah-Mu..

hellogoodbye!~

2007-02-03T07:49:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum..erm..nak share sumting that i've gotten from sumone this morning..just now..while discussing about music..eh zul..really..can i call u zully?pepelizzzz..:D

anyway..this song is by hellogoodbye..a band which sort of focus their music to one instrument yet they have other instruments..for this song,they're focusing on guitar..but they still have drummers (yang handsome bangat!!)..heheh..good melody..good lyrics..make me fall in love again..with noone!erhh..maybe with the drummer...ahakS!~

"Oh, It Is Love"

Oh, it is love
From the first time I set my eyes up on yours
Thinking oh, is it love?

Oh dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh, dear, it's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

Oh it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking oh is it love?

http://rapidshare.com/files/14626419/6_oh__it_is_love.mp3.html

oh..and i've gotten a song from mie..eh..fahmi (kuyu a.k.a tom kuyu :P) he gave me lagu Gadis Melayu sang by not mawi but JERICHO ROSALES YANG HANDSOME TU.hahaha...lemau la dey..dgr sekali je..coz it was sooo err...menyeksakan telingaku ini..uhuk uhuk...

ape2 pun syu recommend band Hellogoodbye tu..really nice song..enjoy! :)

heh~

2007-02-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

the imposter called me yesterday nite..with another number..aiyark gilos apo..but die tak nyamar la..heheh..he called..n i answered..n i asked...with a very mengantuk voice(i was asleep)..huhu...but that time alia's fren came to our room..and i was quite noisy..so he thought i was lying..wtf?ingat aku kat club ke beb..aler...adeh..ahhh..gth lah with him..heh..

anyway..tadi bercakap sket tentang agama ngan boi..erm..die tanye tahlil tu haram ke tak..we discussed a lil..n i just wanna share sumting that i know..

bacaan yasin tiap2 malam jumaat tu..(ayed bangkitkan)tak haram.kalau dibaca utk kite..heheh..kalau kate nak pahala tu sedekah kat simati..cam yang slalu dilakukan orang2 err..tatau sape but nenek dulu penah buat masa die tatau..sebenarnye amalan tu takleh..sebab amalan setiap yang mati itu tamat tatkala nyawa arwah dicabut...so kalo nak sedekah amalan kite tu mmg tak sampai le..kecuali..sedekah2 duit tu ke..ar..fardhu kifayah..hehe..tu kot namenye..ades...jem...sebab tu agama time spm dpt b jek..huhu...but anyway..die tak tanye soklan ni dalam spm.heh~lagi satu pasal..erm..time2 raya tu kan slalu ade certain family bawak tikar die ke kubur..bacakan yasin..erh..tu pun takleh..pastu boi kate..bende tu haram...hehe..kate die le..syu tak kate..lalalala~pastu ape laie yek..tu je la yang sempat kami bincangkan..lepas tu sume dah senyap..heh..laju je korang senyap bile tibe bab camni..ahaks...kalo ckp pasal chentaz ke ape ke..laju je..hahaha..amponnnn

anyway..malam ni nak tido awal coz esok ade seminar ultimate intelligent dari 8.00am (kot tak sure) sampai 12pm.hah amik kau..huhuhuhu..lepas tu akan err..gi library kot study..buat tutorial yang berlambak-lambak menunggu..huhuhu..nak jadi rajin!!chaiyok2 zaza!!

anyway..rantai zaza tu syu dah salah beli..tp die amik gak..aiya..u'r just too sweet zaza..n it look nice on u..pakai ngan baju kurung tau..muahxs!~

erh..ade jumpe shasha tadi..yey!!akhirnya dpt gak melunaskan segala kerinduan kat shasha..hehehe..sha kau jem la..asyik buat aku gelak je..hahah...especially time kat kedai makan tu..hehehe

makcik:"anak makan ape tadi?"
shasha:"erm..daging tiga ketul..sosej sebatang..telur sebiji.."
makcik:"erm..ok" makcik tu muke senyum ketat gile tahan gelak..

hakhakhak..kesian shasha..kuar je kedai makcik tu gelakkan die..Ya rabbi..makcik..makcik..kotoq naaaa fikiran..huhuhu...tp ngan aku2 skali gelakkan kau sha..hahaha..n she was innocent she didn't even realize why she laughed at until i explained it to her..u'r so sweet!!huhuhu..kawan syu baik..but syu..aih aih aih~and then borak2 till 2.20pm...huhu..sekejap je rasenye beberapa jam bersama tu..lepas tu syu gi la klas..2.30pm..kire sgt2 yakin lah ni..tgk jadual 3 ke 4 kali..yep..class at 2.30pm..masuk je tgk klas penuh gile...and then dok la line DEPAN SEKALI sebab line blakang2 da penoh..huhuhu....skali tu cari2 wajah2 zaza,ika,mama,ekin,soffi tadek lak..sms zaza tanye...

syu:"za..awak tak gi klas ke?mane korang yek?"
zaza:"eh gi..kol 3.30 kn?kite kat umah lagi la..."
syu:"aik..kite gi awal la ni eks?aiyark.."

then zaza call..ngaaa..nak jawap camne..depan syu ade DR.LIM TUCK MENG dean yang paling strict n garang kat mmu ni..aiya..so lepas tu sms la zaza...

syu:"za..i'm in class..can't answer.."
zaza:"eh klas kite da start ke??"

and i can sense sesi gelabah zaza..hahaha..so i checked the timetable that i printed from the online center bla bla bla...written there class at 15.30..meaning...i was in the wrong class..

so i text zaza.."zaza..i'm the wrong class lah.hahaha..kite salin jadual hari tu wrongly..ngehh..nvm..same je lo.tak kisah lah.hehehe"

wahah..tibe2 malu ngan budak sebelah tu..ahaks..but wat2 tatau je la kan..the class is so big that nobody would realize if there's an outsider..dr.lim pun tak pasan..lalalala~:p so after class..at 3.22pm he dismissed the class..on the way out i met zaza..n she made her angry face..

zaza:"syuhada!u made me scared..huhuhu.."

i'm really sorry dear..didn't mean too...gomenasai neh?cayunkkk zaza..muahx3..hehehe..oh ye..soffi halau syu time klas kol 4.30-5.30 for machine..die kate syu nye class 5.30-6.30..huhuhu..sampai ati mu soffie..membuatku begini..uhuks!!~

so lepas klas tu balik bilik..lalala same thing all over again..tgk matahari terbenam...nampak cahaya oren kat kaki langit tu..n i came out with this..ahaks..

warna jingga di kaki langit itu..
semakin dekat serasanya dengan diriku..
seolah mencengkam setiap genap hati ini..
membawa semua kegembiraan ku pergi..
meranapkan tiap harapanku..

warna jingga dikaki langit itu..
membawa seribu kenangan..
menggarapkan seribu harapan..
namun warna jingga itu
hanya membawa aku
terus menenggelamkan aku
dalam sudut air mata..

tidak mahu kulihat lagi warna jingga di kaki langit itu
kerna ia akan hanya membiarkan aku
terus kelubuk sepi
terus tenggelam dalam gelap
dalam sepi
dalam sunyi
dalam rindu yang tak kesampaian
dalam cinta yang terlarang..

hah amik kau..kan jiwang skali..hahahha...ntah le..but that's how i was feeling..heh..this unbearable thing just ripped the whole soul out of me..devoted_soul..can i have yours?ahaks..ampoonnn..

anyway..that's all for today i guess..ending my day earlier tonite..kinda tired..promised yed to sleep early today..aih aih..u'r like my big bro now eh?but i love u no matter what bro! ;)

till we meet again..ja~

nota kaki tangan mata idong molot:
pearl jam is way better than incubus..ngeh..pearl jam rawks forever bebeh!!!!yeahhhh~(nota ni utk yang tertentu jek.. :p)

huh!!~

2007-02-01T10:42:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum....

yesterday at 12.30am sumting...i got a msg from sumone whom i thought was kak kama...the number was sumting like +6014blablabla..i didn't realize there was this 0 before 1...what i saw was +614blablabla..i seriously thought it was kak kama..i was so sleepy at that time..oh..i realize bout it at 2.00am++...coz i was bz with sumting else earlier..hehe..so i asked that person...

"ni kak kama yeh?sorry lah lambat balas.."

and the person replied..

"a ah syu..mggu ke?"

so we exchange sms-es like we chatted...cam normal lah kan..n the person wanted to follow me to bed!i was like..jom2 kak kama..mai2 le..kak kama meh..i've gotten used to manja2 ngan kak kama..so tak kisah la kan nak manja2 konon2 tido same n all..anyway a few hours later the person replied..that person wanted to hug me..i was like..ahakS kak kama..syu dah bangun la..and it was around 9am..kat umah kak kama dah 12pm kot..agak pelik lah...later that stupid idiotic person said nak soh syu baring katanya ade bende nak buat..i was like..wtf???this is sooooo not kak kama..seriously i was really blur at that time that i didn't realize the stupid 0 before 1..(still??!!~sigh....)i was really getting angry with this imposter so i text:

"kak kama..adeh..ape kehe jem semacam..merepek lah..kang syu marah kangg"

n the person replied to me;

"ala syu..boleh la.."

then i suddenly thought of checking the number again..THEN i realize there's an 0 before 1..damned...so i knew it was a malaysian's number..not kak kama's..so i was thinking...
1.where does that person got my number?
2.how does that person knows my name is syu?
3.why the fuck does that person wants to pretend as kak kama..

and i finally got the answer..that person is a long distance kinda stupid fren of mine.his name is suhaimi..they call him pokmi..stupid luk!shilalalalalalalongkong tol...hish...so i never reply his sms-es anymore..erghhh...bak kata sai..n i quote..org yang ckp bukan2 kat sms2 ni lebih bahaya dari yang ckp depan2 public(room)..bil air tertunggak banyak..sampai melimpah2.kahkahkah sai..siak luk bro..but i guess ur rite..i mean the bahaya2 part..hehe..aih aih aih..kesian kak kama..ade imposter lak nyamar as kak kama..hish..

kesimpulannya..jangan kawan ngan owang2 tu dah..kawan ngan pompuan jek dah..lelaki lak..kawan ngan sai,noxy,yedyed,soul n few more..tu jek dah..ni pokmi2 si sume da masuk blacklist..huhu...

till then..ja neh!~

anothe day had past

2007-01-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

seriously i think my room had been jinx!huhu..sumpahan kesedihan..

8.42pm i went to OR for a meeting with SCCs..i met them..i felt happy n i laugh like i never laugh before..it's like..it's like..all the burden in my shoulder had gone..all the sorrow in my heart had demolished..all the depression in my soul had vanished..we talked n we laugh n we dicussed over the laughter (many2 laughter)...n i found that happiness i've been searching for these few days...

around 10 i went back to my room...entered the key into the keyhole..n there's this sudden gush of feeling winds..sorrows swept me back to reality...sadness crept from the darkness of the room into my soul..wallowing all the happiness in me..vanishing the sweet moments i had gained earlier...

i realize that my hp's battery is running low..n i found out that my charger is missing..darn that charger..anyway aed..thanks for the offer..really appreciate it but ur apartment is kinda too far n freaky to go..thanks again anyway..

i got 1 misscall..from fara..huwaaaaaa..farakennnn..i'm missing u sooo much..can't call u back..batt tadek..n tak sempat answer..damn!i dunno..it's just that this feeling bottle up inside me..like it's waiting to burst out into the air...all this sadness..sorrow..erghhhh...

i need a break from all this..i need my mom!!!mak..along dah fikir..sampai tak tahu nak fikir ape...along nak manja2 ngan mak..along nak balik umah..i have this serious need and sense of longing for my mum...i saw her earlier that day..n i felt like..like heaven..when she kissed me..she kissed away my fear..she kissed away my sorrow...she kissed every bad thing away from me..i miss u so much mak..wuwuwuwu..oh yeah..tak larat la along nak makan nasi ayam lagi..adeh..

guess i better call it a day...gudnite..n pleasant dream..

wassalam...

till then..chow~ :):(:??

erh..

2007-01-31T16:01:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

Part I:
i dunno if it was just me..or is it for real..erm..i hate to be in the middle of this..it makes me sick..makes me feel like puking the hell out of me..i need a break from that...breaking from it means alone..all alone..noone around me..coz i can see..when i'm alone..none of that happens..damn!

Part II:
i know i shouldnt feel this way yet again..wtf???shitty~letting go aint that easy..let go of one..another one come like a storm..supposed to hold it..and now to let it go..damn!

Part III:
zaza..i L.O.V.E u too gf!~muahx muahx muaxh!!~ :) ( i know sumone's being jealous..n it's not the painkiller dear..i know it's not..hakhakhakS~)

ngedate!!

2007-01-30T07:31:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

semalam adalah antara hari2 yang best skali..heheheh...erm..siang tu klas..not bad..maths 2 and algorithm & data structure..maths 2 masih ok..just algo tu..agak menakutkan..hehehe...dapat jumpe zaza mama ekin ika qis yat n laki yat..ekeke..bes le gak..jumpe kawan2 lame..n syu noticed yang Dr Lim Tuck Meng usha jek kami2 ni dok bual..10 minit gak la die kasi can pok pek..yelah..da 3 weeks tak jumpe...lame tu..rindu banget!!

abis je klas..syu tido!hahah..ntah la..sebenarnye hari tu ade janji ngan ayed..tapi cam letih sangat2 masa da abis klas tu..kalau ikutkan hati..nak cabut jek tanak gi..tapi..da janji meh..kene la ditepati..so tido le kol 4 tuh..hehehe..

bile dah kol 8.10 gitu gi lah kuar..amik cik dyan ngan cik hani..adeh anak dara dua orang ni kalo bersiap..skit nye lame..huhu...8.25 baru diorang sampai..raja lak da bising2 soh cepat..cis tol dak dua orang tu..tau la bawak moto..bluwekkk!!so kami sampai dalam kol 8.40..10 minit jek lambat..raja ngan ayed dah lari gi bcb...skodeng adik kak shikin le tu!cehhhh.. :p

lepas kami order baru lah yedyed ngan soul sampai..pergh..sume makan nasi lemak..ahaks..syu tatau nak makan ape..so just follow dyan..dyan tatau nak minum ape..so follow syu..last2 kami seati selimpa makan bende same..kekek~ bile first skali nampak yedyed..segan le gak..yelah..selama ni berbual kat room or ym je..tak penah bersua muka..nasib baik tau muka die cane..kalo tak..tatau le cane nak cam..mesti ala2 orang blind date..i kai baju merah..u kai baju itam yer..haktui!euww..takleh blah..

skali ayed lak sampai2 jek tutup muka..arghhh lagi la syu ni malu..nasib baik soul ade..u rock bebeh!!tapi tu utk 2 saat pertama jek la..lepas tu bukan main laie kowang yer bahankan aku...dyan pun follow suit bahan syu..weh tak aci..sepatutnye budak dua owang tu yang kene bahan!wuwuwuwu..hani lak diam je...kalau tak bes gak bahankan dyan..partner ngan hani..ekekek..

dalam kol 10 lebey (lebeh kol 10.30) baru le masing2 teringat nak balik..harhar..dyan ade 8am klas..tapi die slamberk jek lepak agi..ahaks...syu klas kol 9 tapi da ingat nak balik...sebab mak call riso..ekekek..bes bes ade owang riso gitu..terasa diri ini disayangi..hakhakhaktuii...ayed selenge nak anta naik moto satu2..perghh.namau le..tadek keje jek..baik merangkak balik dari naik moto ngan lelaki bukan sedarah!hahaha...klaka la kowang dak2 UTEM neh..(takleh sebut KUTKM dah..ade owang tu mawah... :p)

so time jalan2 ngan dyan tu kan...dyan jalan tros jek..sampai nak masuk garaj owang taman tu..hahaha~ owang len parking atas katil..kau parking kat garaj yer dyan...siap bawak hani skali tu takleh blah..haha..dalam kol 11 camtu sampai le kat bilik..on ler room..tunggu dyan ngan hani balik..tunggu ayed balik..tunggu soul balik..skali dak2 tu balik..syu kene bahan laie!!arghhh...kowang tak adil...tekanan akuuu..hehehe..

try buat statistics semalam!!pergh..first day dah buat tuto..bangga jap ngan kerajinan diri ini..tu pun sebab ade owang tu gesa soh buat...siap bagi syarahan..mula2 ingat nak syarah ape la..siap syu mintak maap awal2..yela..mane tau salah silap tak pasan..kalo tak mintak maap..dosa woo..skali rupenye syarah soh study SUNGGUH2..huhuuuu...thanks a lot bebeh..byk betul bende yang ko buat malam semalam yang bagi impact besa kat aku..huhuhu..(especially tang banje makan..ekeke)so syu buat le ngan bantuan die..sebab syu jenis kalo study akan blank2..pastu tanye owang..pastu jumpe jawapan tu sendri..walaupun owang tu tak tunjukkan..da terbese kot..huhu..algo lak lom try laie..nak cari textbook die..sebab cam bes jek kalo ade textbook programming ni..huhu..

SAPE ADE TEXTBOOK BY DR.IAN CHAI AND DR WHITE PLEASE KINDLY INFORM ME IF U WANT TO SELL THE BOOK.thank you..hehe..

erm.dah 8am..nak gi siap2 ke klas..a brand new day,a brand new sem,a brand new me!!and i'm gonna love electronics 3!!i know i will..(or at least i hope so..huhu) :)

till then..chow!~

p/s:owang yang banje semalam tu adalah yedyed alien bibir tebalku..bibir kau tak la tebal mane pon..ades pic dulu tu hyperbolic ah..hehehe..thanks again bebeh!~muahx luv ya!

mantin

2007-01-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

dah 3 hari tak hapdate..sebab tadek kat hostel..hakhak..

neway..jumaat ari tu tak plan pun nak balik..coz..erh..coz tak plan lah..hehe..but tibe2 jek mak ajak gi mantin amik angah bawak balik..ngehngeh~mesti la mauuuuu..sebab bes jalan2..dok hostel = sangap.dok umah tak watpe = sangap tapi bes..hakhak..neway..balik jek la..jumaat tu tolak kol 2 lebey kot camtu gi amik angah...yang follow time tu...mak ngah,busu ana,achok (anak busu),ngan mak..ayah drive le..cam bese..heheh..lam kete tu..mak ade lesen..busu pun ade..tapi driver sowang jek..sebab kalo yang laie 2 tu takot nak drive..hahah..(tatau nape amik lesen..kekekek)

anyway..mase gi tu..singgah la satu kedai ni..beli petai!wahaha..syu tak ske petai..busuk..tapi busu + paksu + ayah + ramai laie le..suke gile..ntah le..takleh terima dek tekak ni..busuk2..hahahaha...sepanjang jalan tu mmg gelak2 jek la..lame gak tak gelak2 ngan mak ngah + busu + mak + ayah camni..rindu sehhhh..hehehe

sampai jek kat legenda college tu..lepak2 ngan angah + kak rumina (rumet angah)..comel kak rumi tu wooo..hehehe..tapi lepak tak lame la..minum2 pastu chow..sebab dah petang sangat..yelah..perjalanan maseh jauh..ahaks..

disebabkan syu nak sangat makan nasi ayam kat mantin tu..mak singgah le..hehehe..bukan ape...dah 2 kali nak makan nasi ayam..kat masjid tanah ngan kat jusco..dua2 pun cancel..sebab makan bende lain..so perasaan nak nasi ayam tu..perghh..meruntun2..hahahaha..bila mak singgah je kedai tu..baru jek duduk,ade owang datang jual buku...buku fiqah untuk wanita...mak cakap la mak da ade buku panduan wanita + lelaki solehah/soleh...mmg ade pun...so takyah dah buku pink tu..huhu...skali die berkeras gak..last2 ayah bisik kat die sumting..pastu ayah kate kat kami..jangan gelak2 sangat..behave sket...so kitorang cam pelik2 jek la..ape kehe...tibe2 kene maintain ayu..adeh..tak tahan mak..hahahaha..rupenye ayah bisik kat orang jual buku tu:-

"takyah dik..diorang ni sume bapak ustaz"

wahahaha..takleh blah ayat..so kene la gak maintain ayu..dalam maintain2 tu..merepek2 gak..abg jual buku pandang slack jek la..mesti lam fikiran die...

"ayah ustaz..anak ntah pape.."

hakhakhak.lantak anda lah..owang nak makan..kaco selera jek..tak baik tau kaco owang makan..nak jual buku kat kedai buku lew...huhuuuu..abis makan balik le...disebabkan gi mantin untuk amik angah..so bile balik tu tambah le laie satu member lam kete..makin gamat + bising le..gelak tak hengat2..mmg have fun sungguh lah..az tak msg pun tak pasan..hehe..ampoonn cayunk..kekekekek...tapi elok le tak msg..sebab kalo layan busu ngan lelain tu..tak hengat dah hp..kalo msg mesti ade sesi kecik ati..ahaks..tak elok woo buat owang kecik ati ke buah pinggang ke ape ke..syian die..heheh:D neway..around 8pm sampai le kat kampung..letih gile seh..kol 10 dah jadi teratai layu ditasik katil..yiihaa..siyes..jumpa katil cam jumpa kekasih hati..ahaks..letih meh..5 ke 6 jam jalan tu..penat seh..dalam 9 lebey camtu ade la msg2 orang tu..hajat hati nak msg2 le cam bese..skali tu terlelap..time balas tu pun cam na tanak je..bukan tanak..tapi tak larat sangat2 mata neh...bagai digam-gam..huhu..baru ke mantin tu..planning insyaAllah nanti nak ke kelantan lak ramai2..naik bas lak tu..pergh..tatau cane la die nye letih tu nanti..moga2 dapat le join trip family ke kelantan..syu cop port blakang skali..baru bes nak gosip2.. :D

skang ni kat hostel balik..jumpa alia...rindu seh die..tanak cakap depan2..malu.. :D tapi mmg rindu..yela..muka yang kite tgk hari2..tibe2 3 minggu tak tgk..mau tak rindu..ahaks..notes dah print separuh dah..engine maths,instrumentation n measurement techniques,machine jek dah..algo ngan elect 3 still pending..jap gi baru print..heheheh...

till we meet again..daaaa~

p/s:semangat tinggi neh..harapan pun tinggi..moga2 usaha pun ikut tinggi gak sepanjang sem..Amin.. :)

sponsorship

2007-01-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hari ni..syuhada,nadia ngan ila gi cari sponsor.haha..tu utk kawasan masjid tanah la..kawasan2 lain,orang lain la..cam..nan n another 2 girls,paan,pejol,kak zu,zima n pojie...so citer die camni..

10.40am:sampai masjid tanah.makan brunch..sebab lapa gile..hahahah
11.00am:gi kedai first skali..

lepas tu...macam2 la manusia yang kitorang jumpe..pergh..tak hengat2 susah die..ade yang kate.."tu tun punya uni..apsal nak mintak sponsor lak.."pperghhh....tu takleh tolong ar...

kedai lagi satu"eh..baru hari tu i kasi sponsor..yang u panggil amuk..tp amuk tak jadi datang tuuu"n we were like.."hah?eh tak tak..tu u lain..kami tak penah panggil amuk"rupe2nye kutkm yang panggey..hahhahaa

kedai pajak gadai cum kedai aksesori:"adik meh duduk meh..amik krusi kat luar tu..terang skit ape nak..ade proposal ke ape ke..surat2 mane lah yang abg patut bace..meh terang".so kami pun teranglah ngan panjang lebar..objektif nye..xtvt nye..segalanye lah..last2.."abg suke dik budak2 melayu wat keje2 camni..tau berdikari sume..tapi..bos abg tadek la dik..abg keje jek"ngaaaa...penat la aku cakap..baru die kate bos tadek..cis betol..

kedai lain"kak kami bla bla blah"akak tu masuk dalam kedai die..ingatkan nak panggil bos..skali die bawak kuar 2rm kasi kitorang.yey!!hahaha....ade yang cakap2 ngan pekerja die..last2 die kejut bos die..bos die bgn jek..kasi duit..hahahah~ade la beberapa kedai yang bagi duit..so kire agak ok la diorang tu..

ade yang hampeh..dah nak dpt dah byk sket..skali tu ayah die lak kacau..tibe2 jek datang kate tokey tadek kedai..walhal tokey dah nak kuar duit dah..tapi ayah die lak tak kasi..hampeh!byk la kedai2 camtu..semanjang tokey tadek..tapi yang kate tokey tadek tu la tokey.hahahahah

then jumpa cikgu erm..kurang sihat..tibe2 jek marah nadia..haha..kesian gak..nadia cam tekejut gile jek..lepas tu ade akak tu kasi tau...dulu org tu cikgu..tapi die sakit..tros jadi camtu..bile tgh drive nak kuar dari masjid tanah tu..nampak die..pegang senapang mainan..ala2 tugu negara style..maybe die cikgu sejarah kot dulu..kekeke..ampoonn uncle...

ah..penat seh..tak makan laie ni..cam tanak makan jek rase..kepala mabuk gile..cam nak pitam..mak kate kalo tak rase telinga maknenye nak pitam..screen pun dah cam bengong2..bahu ngan tengkuk rase panas..aduh..ape ni...nak pengsan ke??

till then..assalamualaikum

p/s:ya Allah..kurniakanlah hambamu ini satu kesabaran dan kekuatan untuk menjengah kehidupan penuh dugaan ini..sabarkanlah aku ya Allah..bantulah aku menghadapi perkara itu..amin..

another day

2007-01-23T14:34:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

huh...baru habis meeting peers' carnival...dari puluh2 orang..around 14 jek datang.ahaks...ape la nak jadi..bagai2 alasan..paling comel nye alasan adalah mak tak kasi balik dengan mak tinggal sowang kat umah..kekeke..sgt cumil weh..huhuhu..ade yang banjir nye pasal la..ape la..tu takleh tolong ar..almaklum..musim2 banjir..hehehe...

anyway..semalam adelah malam kedua syu gi tido kat umah.ngaa..bukan takat sangap kat ostel ni..ngan gelap gelita semacamnye..ngan menakutkan tahap gabannya..kehkehkeh..yer syu mmg penakut sket ngan kegelapan tuh...malam pertama tu na tunjuk brani la konon..cakap kat mak leh tido sini sowang..last2 na gi toilet nengok tingkat kat toilet ngan tingkat sendri tu gelap..huhu..tak jadi tdo sowang..balik umah.hahaha...semak tol...

pape pon malam ni kene gak stay kat hostel coz esok 8.30am da kene kumpul untuk gi collect sponsorship..atas sebab2 tertentu ler..ni kire fast cash la yang nak dicari..ades...insyaAllah boleh ler bangun awal esok.miahahaha..kene gosok baju agi..sebab na kai baju kurung esok..eh..KENE kai baju kurung..ngee~

oh..result da kuar..apa nak dikata..bende da lepas..tanak cakap dah pasal tu.end of story.heh..

oh..mama,atas permintaan mama ku sayang,syu da tambah tempat na letak comment.ahaks..puas gak cari coding die..almaklum ler..saya ni tak pandai nak edit sendrik..html lom pas agi..hehehe..so gi la cari kat blogskins tu..cari2 last2 teringat kat blog abg t-rex ade tempat na comment tuh..so..mekaseh yerk abg trex..berjaya gak jumpe coding tu..rip kan ajerr..ehehehe...

oh teringat kat seseorang..tatau pon die sape sebenarnye..just sumone who's so alien to me..tatau name betul..mmu-ians la tapinye..die soh syu tulis bende2 happy2 jek kat blog ni..erm..pike skali cam pelik jek nasihat tu.tapi..ade gak bernasnye..baru terpasan neh kebernasan tu..miahahaha...sebab..bende2 sedeyh ni..kene let go..tapi bukan sampai kite lemas dalam kesedeyhan yang kite let go tuh..takyah wallow on selfpity for every single living day..anggap tu pengalaman n move on.huh...deep seh nasihat die walaupun cara cakap die sangat erm...simple dan pelik2..hahaha..mula2 i said to dia yang i'm not gonna listen to dia coz ni blog syu.tapi bese le manusia..kene pike banyak kali dulu maaa~but anyway..it also remind me of sumone..die kate..hidup ni bukan sentiasa gembira..kadang2 kene gak sedeh..huh..yang tu tak faham sampai la ni..takpelah..pike2 la balik nanti..

oh..semester baru dah nak masuk..tak sangkut mana2 subject sem 1 or 2 pun..alhamdulillah...sem 3 ni..kami (syu n zaza) dah bersepakat nak jadik nerd sket...SIKIT JEK..tadek life la jadi nerd gile.wahahah..anyway..nak jadi nerd coz kami nak gak 1st class..erm...kalo lah dapat..ish ish..syu lah manusia paling bahagia lam alam semesta mahupun skolah semesta..kekeke...sumone ade cakap..akak senior la..die warn..jangan sesekali sangkut subjek time beta..huuuu..tu la ayat paling menakotkan dalam mmu ni..nauzubillah minzalik..simpang malaikat 44..namau ler sangkut2 neh..tak larat beb na keja...kalo jadi Cikgu Lari pun lom tentu dapat keja..eh..cikgu lari tu..ape la kabar die agaknye..bes kan name die?Lari..binti ape ntah tak ingat..huhu..

nota untuknya:cukup2 la tu menyeksa diri sendri..takde guna bermusuh dengan kami..kami ni leh kire as family dah...kate kawen ngan one of our fam member..luaskan fikiran..rendahkan diri sket..takyah ler bongkak2 sumbung2 ni..tak kemana meh..kesitu gak akhirnye...isk isk...

moga2 Allah SWT mempermudahkan hidup kami..insyaAllah..amin...

till we meet again..chow~ :)

cuti vs skolah

2007-01-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

hohohoho..school's back!selamat kembali ke skolah...no more tv!:(
few things i love during cuti:
tgk tv byk2 tadek sape marah
tido byk
manja2 wif syamrie
jalan2.hohohoho~

so..da abis dah cuti...lepas ni kene rajin2 wat keje dan tanggungjawab yang ade tuh..erm...malas gak laie sebenarnye..mood cuti lom abis..tapi..nak wat lagu mane kan...kene gak balik...nampak cam org len lom balik jek..ni nyesal balik ikut time neh!takpelah..da nasib kot...

this coming weekend insyaAllah nak gi mantin..laie skali.hehehe...jenguk angah + gi shopping kat nilai 3.sebab last weekend busy..so tak dpt nak gi..sian angah..bluweekk!:p

result laie 4 ke 5 hari kuar lah..erm..takut ah..tanak amik result leh?huhuhu...every sem,mesti cuak loike crazy jek bile hari2 camni mendatang..bukan datang bulan..datang sem baru..sebab sebelum sem baru ade hari dapat result..dan hari bitau parents result bape..oh..dan hari bitau YTM juak result bape.huhuhuhuhu...insyaAllah..kalo ade rezeki..AMIN...

tatau na update ape pasal holiday..coz everyday bende same jek buat..bgn pagi2 teman adik tido lepas mak gi skolah..pastu kasi adik sarapan..pastu mandikan die..pastu masak lunch..pastu mandi..pastu tido...pastu makan..pastu men beskal..pastu nengok tv..pastu mandi...pastu sambung tv balik..pastu tolong2 ler mak urut2 kaki ke tangan ke ape ke pastu tido!same thing every single day of my 11 days of holiday.but i'm happy.happy bangat2..sebab dapat lepak ngan syamrie..bese la..he's my baby...nobody in this world wouldn't miss their baby..kan kan kan..eheheheh...

skang ni pun dah rindu...nasib baik masa balik pagi tadi die tak nangeh..hehehe..kalo nangeh..jenuh ler ayah nak mujuk die..huhuhu..

ar..tatau na cakap pe dah..huh~nanti ah lepas bgn tido sambung balik.ahaks...till then..adios.

cinta tenet.

2007-01-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

kita bertemu tanpa rupa
kita berbicara tanpa suara
menjalin rasa atas talian..

-kak iparku yang tak jadi-

biarlah kami je yang faham..
apa yang terjadi..
biar saja hati ini yang merasa..
apa yang berlaku..
biar saja diri ini yang terluka...
asal dirimu itu bahagia..

i hope u understand..
what im trying to say here..
it's not that i'm being childish..
or maybe i am?
i'm just being...
me..hmm...
if u dun like me the way i am..
just say the word..
and i'll be long gone from ur life..
never will i encounter u in this world..
as long as u want me to be by ur side..
i'd always be..

why is it...

2007-01-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

why does it hurt so much to be in love..
why is it just so hard to let go of the past..
why is it just so hard to believe he's not mine..
why is it so hard to think of anyone but the past..

hmm...
it aint hard..im the only one making it hard...
maybe..
im just out of words..
out of believing whats not mine will never be mine..
out of understanding that he's not mine...n he never will..

erm...
i guess holiday is preety boring..
especially when u'r stuck in MMU..
for sum event's sake..erm..
i wish it's already start schooling..
or at least..
im home..
then i'd be happy...
or so i think..

erm...erm...erm...
i guess im really out of words..
gonna be quite just for today..
it's just too tiring thinking of words..
thinking of u...
thinking of him..
thinking of her..
not thinking of me...

i hate bein in love..
i hate bein loved..
but that's what i want..
to be love n bein in love..

erm..

selesai sudah

2007-01-08T12:13:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

akhirnya abis dah exam..ari ni 8 Jan 2007.last paper adalah EEN1026 yang kene retake sebab a few people sangat bagus pergi report kat Dean yang Dr Fayzur bocorkan soalan..erm..i dunno how to react right now.sebab paper ari tu sgt susah..dan paper yang ni ok..tapi kesian Dr Fayzur.ngee..ntah le...everything happens for a reason.ape2 poun i've tried my bestest to do this exam n insyaAllah kalau ade rezeki syu..ade lah..kalau tadek..maybe Allah dah sediakan yang lain..moga2 cgpa kali ni lagi baik dari yang sebelumnya..dah study sungguh2 ni..huhuuu...

dah beberapa hari jugak la tak jenguk blog ni..ehhehe..bukan ape..busy busy busy dengan study.hehe..hari2 9am keluar bilik,balik untuk zohor je,then stay sampai library tutup..sumhow i feel that this is the life that i've looking for.studying either with frens or alone.but in the library.it's my fav place now! :)

oh..and selalu jugak le terserempak dengan sumone..name die..erm..hafiz kot..ahaks..i can only remember his nickname kat www.immir.net jek..acoustica.he look at me,i look at him,cam tak penah nampak/cakap.hahaha..tu lah die namanya kawan cyber...walau bertentang mata *pergh ayat tak agak le* tapi tak buleh nak bual2...kene gak gune medium pc,kabel2 ni,dan all those waves~huhuh..

dan i have met 2 of my net frens.dyan n lin..dua2 junior..ahaks..wakaka..sampaikan bila faris erm..tegur me *tegur kottt cara die tu.ekekek* kat library,zaza would say,"syu and her juniors..haih haih.."i was like..faris?my junior?wakakakakak~so lepas ni...at the end of the month maybe akan jumpa yedyed n raja..insyaAllah...segan gak sebenarnye nak jumpa yedyed ni..bukan ape...da merepek gaban kat room..tibe2 kang depan2 mata..hahaha..kelu lidah tak berkata.wakakaka..ampoonn ayat2 ku..huhu..

so..exam da habis..theoritically cuti da start.tapi oh syuhada sangat rajin..syuhada ni akan stayback kat mmu until 14 January 2007.and i'll be back to mmu on the 22 January 2007.rajin tak rajin syuhada ni???rajin kan?kan?kan?eekekekekek...sebenarnye malas!tapi terpaksa..entah le..sebenarnye fikir2 nak fly jek..cuti 3 minggu tu jadikan dia 3 minggu not just one week.tapi...bila nak buat jahat tu...teringat muka wan..teringat muka wan..terasa kesian..ahaks..so stayback le gak...da katepon responsibility kan..da setuju nak pikul tanggungjawab ni..pikul jek le..1 week should be enuf for me nak manja2 with my bro.syamrie!!nantikanlah kepulangan kakakmu iniiiii!!eheks..

erm..bebel byk..penat jari..tak cukup tido..penat mata...banyak fikir..penat otak..maka...selesai sudah entry kali ni..ahaks..jem..ok le..till i see u again..

wengweng~
tuututututu~

wassalam...

name traditional

2007-01-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

tadi study kat library ngan mama zaza n ekin..
baru la syu tau yang fahmi n da gang panggey ekin ni salmah..ahaks..wakakakaka
so kami ade name baru..hehehe..
zaza:eton semaon
mama:melah cik din
ekin:salmah bidin
soffi:senah semak
qis:datin tipah
nurul:bedah bedak
syu:timah ghazali.

ngahahaha..

esok exam pun nak merepek lagi..tapi study,study gak..
kepada yang na amik exam esok,all the best!semoga hari ini mendatangkan semangat dan azam baru untuk kalian..ngeee...

tadi call mak..syu rindu mak ngan ayah.angah da gi mantin dah..lagi 2 minggu baru dpt nengok muka die..hmm..rindu angah..ades..rindu..rindu..rindu dia..sape dia?biarlah rahsia.ahaks..wengweng..jem..tutututu~

guess that's all for now..bak kata mikeul,
wiwittt...muah4..away~lebiussss

jem..
babai..:)

hmmm

2007-01-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

janji..hmmm...

janji..mudahnya kau berjanji..
akhirnya tak kau tepati..

kasih..hmmm...

kasih..memilih kasih..
kenapa?

cinta..hmmm...

cinta..menyakitkan..
masihkah ada cinta dalam diri ini?

sahabat..hmmm...

sahabat..sejati..
adakah aku sahabat mu yang sejati?

new year

2006-12-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha..maybe da agak lambat kot..tapi nak gak wish..hehe..syu...raya kat kampung tahun ni..tahun lepas kat rumah..dengan kawan2..kali ni kat kampung..dengan sedara mara..hehe...bes meh...malam raya main bunga api...sambil siapkan bahan2 laksa...pastu tolong masak rendang..pastu buat kuih tart..hehehe..sgt bes...pastu pagi raya lak..masak tok yam..masak laksa..masak kuah kacang..mak yang masak..ekekek..syu tolong dalam 40% jek..yela..tak terer agi masak2 mende2 camtu..hehehe...

penattt sehhhh...da tu hp lak batt kong..abis langsung..nak 0n pon takleh..semak samun tol...so last2 tadek lan on..wat dek je ngan kewujudan hp tu..wat2 cam tadek hp..n guess what?i can live without it..ekekek..

seronok sgt2 jumpa bulat/botak,amil,achok..heehhe..kanak2 makes me happy..oh ye..malam raya tu pakcik membuli saya dengan penuh dedikasi..didukungnye syu..pastu lambung2..ngaaaa..zampes..

oh year..new year,new hair..hahaha..i've cut my hair!hahaha...dilema seh rambut ni...i mean..it's been quite long since i wanted to cut my hair n only today that i really decide on cutting it SHORT.ehhehe..lemas lah rambut panjang2 ni..memang sayang mulanya nak potong..tapi..dah cam pontilanak jek..hahaha..so better have it short..not so short actually..paras bahu..tak boleh ikat la tapinya..tapi..cam setengah jam pastu dah leh ikat sket..oh tidak..adehhh..tapi ape2 pon i still love my hair..long or short..ekekek..pasni nak simpan lagi ke rambut ek?cam tak jek..ekeke..ari tu bulat ajak botak rambut cam die..hahaha...ade ke patot..n when i asked him,"acha,along ni lelaki ke feremfuan?",he answered dengan penuh keyakinan dan keterejuaan,"LELAKI!jom botak!".ahhaha..bulat..bulat..kanak2 umo 3 tahun...ntah kenapa..angah perempuan,akak pompuan,mak pompuan,mak ngah mak lang busu pompuan..along jek lelaki...adehhhhh..semak samun tol..huhu

tahun baru..resolusi baru..semangat baru..cinta baru mungkin?ahaks..wakaka..zamponn

new blog

2006-12-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

heh...i'm currently using the new blogger..testing..ntah la..tatau actually nape nak tuka..new blog..new life..wakakaka..i changed my calendar...deleted rainlender..maybe i'm gonna uninstall my vista interface..n i'll be using winamp back..hmm...kenapa?ntah...

cinta..
kenapa kau datang jika hanya menyakiti..
kenapa kau pergi jika hanya akan dirindui...
cinta...
penantian sesuatu yang menyeksakan..
namun ketahuilah..
pencarian itu lebih memilukan..
penat sudah diri ini..mencari dan mencari..
sesuatu yang tak pernah sebenarnye pasti...

nota untuknya:
maaf kasih..sudah terlalu lama..
aku menanti dan mencari..
mungkin sudah tiba masa..
aku melepaskan kenangan kita..
mungkin sudah tiba masa..
aku membina kenangan yang baru...
memori bersamamu akan kusemat dalam diari hati..
namun kasih kita..akan kukuburkan dari muka bumi ini..
mungkin memang sudah takdir...
cerita kita hanya berakhir disini...
walau apa..
kau tetap teman terbaik pernah kumiliki..

new blog ni actually agak bes gak ek?leh label posting so mudah nak cari...hmm..tap berguna ke bagi aku ni yang akan campur aduk semua aspek dalam entry?wakaka

hari ni nak balik rumah YET AGAIN.ahaks..esok maybe akan wat ekang baka..ikikiki..kalo ade rezeki..dapatlah..insyaAllah..erm..mak ade tanye pasal mr m..tatau along na bitau mak camne..kecewa ni..biarlah along je simpan sendiri..duit tu?heh..takkan along halalkan sampai bila2..to forget is human,to forgive is divine..n n0x once said i'm an inhuman divine..hm..it's time to change..i aint' human..n i ain't divine...no forgiveness to those who betray me,n i'll never forget as to not repeat the same mistake again..n0x..i miss u n ur advices..where are u?hmmm...

-end-

suria kelabu itu

2006-12-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

suria kelabu itu
muncul lagi..
membawah sinar sepi..
sungguh aku tidak melihat
namun bahang sunyinya kurasa..
mungkin suria itu akan tenggelam..
bersama dia..
menjadikan dunia makin sunyi dan alam gelita..
moga esok..
takkan ada lagi
suria kelabu pembawa sepi..

hm..

assalamualaikum...

ari ni..agak kelabu mood..kenapa?sebab mama sedih..heh..bila tgk ape yang mama lalui..it just reminds me sooo much of arwah mizi..entahlah..maybe i'm just not the kind of person who's strong enuf for this kind of lost..n i miss arwah syamila too..hmm..i just hope anna will be better...insyaAllah..i just..entahlah..kalau boleh tanak org lain lalui ape yang dah syu lalui..heh..adeh..teratak da tutup..adeh..rindu lak ngan kaler pink tu..it's a really rare case where i actually like the pink..another pink that i like is from the poster by hanis..hmm.adehhhh..

malam ni mood = 0.hmm..siang tadi happy la jap..alhamdulillah syuba dapat 6A..die miss geografi ngan sejarah..anak2 ghazali mmg takleh tolong sejarah tu..cikgu sejarah skolah tu pon da tatau nak wat ape..heh..n tadi jumpa kak ntah ape namenye..lupa la pulak..n abg razif..hmm..diorang akan jaga angah kat mantin nanti..alhamdulillah..nampaknya orang baik2..moga2 angah ok lam jagaan diorang...risau jugak nak lepaskan angah kat orang lain..tapi..nak buat camne..angah nak sambung blaja meh..so..kene la gak lepaskan..i'm gonna miss her merepeks...die gi 2 ari bulan ni..adehhh..takleh anta..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..nak ikotttt..adehhhh..serius lew rase nak nangeh ni..uwaaaaa...adehhhh..semakkkkkk laa sedeh2 niii..techno doesn't at all..rave doesn't either!cradle of filth just make me puke!mika nakashima make me sadder..adoiii..isn't there anymore good music?heh..yer..dgr org ngaji..tu laie bes..

arhhhhhhhh..na nangehhhhhhhh...da nangeh pon..cis!

lalala~

2006-12-27T08:10:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

dah kol 8.10am..hmm..tatau ade ke tak klas..tatau nak gi ke tak klas...biarlah..sat gi je decide..ekeke...

semalama berbual dengan seseorang...hmm..i miss that person i guess...so when i got to talk to dia,i feel more..hmm..rasa cam ade sesuatu yang i have done..not so empty anymore..arr ape aku merepek pagi2 ni..it's actually more like..i'm ready to let that person go..as long as dia happy,i guess i'll be happy too..

semalam dah dload balik google desktop search tu..heh..i like the layout..calender yang sebelum tu dah pon di uninstall..gune google calendar jek..now i'm thinking about this vista interface...cam berat la plak..rase nak..erm..nak buang jek..ahaks...ok ke tak ek?

pastu ari tu blaja wat poster with base of a photo gune adobe..ahaks..hampeh jek...takpe..saya budak baru blaja..kalo salah tutoralized akan tunjukkan..ekekek...

about the mr.m,i've been thinking...bukan rezeki kot..so i'm no longer angry with him.ngehh..but the company still sucks.hah!~

pegi mampos same sorry kau

2006-12-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

sebelum start blogging kali ini..ingin aku mintak maap..bahasa akan agak kasar kali ni..tak tahan marah.sekian.

well..skin kali ni tak nampak title..biar aku bitau jek title aku tu..title entry kali ni..pegi mampos same sorry kau.yes..pegi mampos same sorry kau.bangang betol..

it started with a guy,mr. m...heh~die ajak aku wat satu job ni..translate ape menatang jadah ntah..then..bagi 2 page kot..untuk testing bahasa aku..n die puas ati.ok fine..alhamdulillah rezeki aku..i did my survey on the pricing,n it cost at 10cents us currency for one word.i charge 40 for 1 page.they gave me 17 pages for starting,n said they want the next job to be done for 20rm per page.what the fuck?oh,did i mention yang keje tu nak cepat je?17 pages to translate n they gave me 2 fucking days.aku tak tido semalaman untuk wat bende tu kasi siap n elok.i waited for mr m untuk setelakn pasal negotiation about the price..n guess what..finally malam ni dapat jawapan..

aku dapat sms dari mr m..
syu..td aku da call company tu,die cakap ade translator sendri.so aku tanye mcm mane yang 17 pages tu,die ckp:awak dtg amik balik away punya.die tanak bayar.

my mood from 90 goes to negative infinity.babik nye company.siak betul..da kerah tenaga aku leh selambek je cakap camtu..betul2 babik..kalo dah tau ade translator sendri tu..yang ko pegi miang cari aku bakpe???dasar bapak die bapok betul la..adoiiii..panassssssssss..moga2 bankrap laaa company tu..AMINNNNN...

heh..benci lah aku ngah company tu..sorry la m..ngan kau2 skali aku marah ni.aku tau ko tak salah tapi buat masa ni,aku mmg bengang ngan kau.

pegi mampos dan jahanam ngan company tu.ngan ko skali m!

hehh..masih marah..siak tol...-end-

makanya..

2006-12-23T20:08:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

makanya..syu balik ostel kejap jek..ahaks..isnin nanti baru balik sini semula..i just wanna spend my lovely times with my lovely fam..

angah dapat MARA..ITP kat n.sembilan..1 jan die masuk blaja..hmm...nak ikut ke tak ek?wah..berbelah bahagi lo...n katenye...3 years she'll be doing HND then 1 year degree..meaning same2 grad..okeh la tuh..angah..let us chaiyok2 together-gether!~ngeh..lepas tu keje same2..kalo buleh..nak tinggal same2..i'll cook,u kemas.wahahahaha..alhamdulillah rezeki angah..gembira rasa ati adik yang sorang tu berjaya..leh la aku tido lena pasni..ahaks..

syuba lak..ntah camne laaa budak tuh..next week kuar result PMR..ahaks..yang lelaki tu dah berkhatan..ngahahaha..org bujang tu..mintak mcd..perghh..tak mengagak..abg tunggu la elok dulu..ekekek..da elok sok..kene la syu banje..ekeke..ingat lagi lawak nenek ari tu..along angah syuba ngan abg nak jadi engineer..acha lak?ahaks..budak tu..hari2 menyanyi..ekeke..kate nenek..laie 14 tahun..nenek kene cekak pinggang ala2 ibu mertuaku n cakap kat die.."pantang nenek moyang aku cucu jadi penyanyi~" *sila mimik gaya ibu mertuaku tu*ngehehehe...acha..acha..tanpa die..sunyi la idop ku..ahaks

till then..ja neh~

how do i feel

2006-12-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

lately i can actually..link how i feel..to this song..ahaks!~

Why, why, why
Oh ooh ohh

There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
In the shadows
Come to come, come to me
Can't you see that

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you

Why (ooh ohh yeah), why (oh why), why

Ooh ooh, yeah
Can you hear my voice, do you hear my song
It's a seranade, so your heart can find me, ohh
And suddenly you're flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby, ohh

Before I start going crazy
Going crazy, ohh
Run to me
Run to me
Cause I'm dying...

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (I don't wanna cry)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why

Why, why don't you let me love you
I wanna feel you need me
Feel you need me
Just like the air you're breathing
Breathing, I need you here in my life

Don't walk away, don't walk away
Don't walk alway, don't walk away
No, no, no, no...

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry...yeah yeah

Nobody wants to be lonely (yeah ohh ooh)
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry)
My body's longing to hold you (is longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (hurts inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Let me love you...

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry...)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (so hurt inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you

Why (why), let me love you
Why don't you let me love you
Why, love you, let me love you

Why (why)

christina aguilera + ricky martin.nobody wants to be lonely..

maybe lately i've been feeling a little lonely..ngeh..when will this feeling go away?ngahahaha...tatau..right now..i want nobody to be with me...i just want my mum n my dad n my sis(s) n my bro(s).ngeh~

makkk...

2006-12-21T13:50:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ari ni..dapat berita..dari seseorang...dan..syu sedih.ngaa..i know i shouldnt feel this way...ntah la...then tadi gi setelkan hostel payment..alhamdulillah..abis dah utang ngan MMU..balik je bilik...rasa sedih tu menjenguk kembali..kenapa?heh..biarlah syu jek yang tahu...semoga semuanya berjalan lancar..insyaAllah..

syu taknak janji..but i'm gonna try my best..untuk study sungguh2 for this coming final..electronics especially..digital logic design?i'm quite happy with the subject..i just love those 0 and 1..hmm..if life is 0 and 1...i'd fall in 0.5.arrrghh.kenapa hidup mesti begini?entahlah..

ibuuuuuu!!abahhhhh!!along nak balik...sedih sangat lah..aiyark..maybe akan menghilangkan diri untuk beberapa ketika ni..blog?hmm..i'll update u blog when i have the mood + time..pape pon..nak gak balik petang ni.i dun care!i must go home..n see my brothers..especially syamil yang nak berkhatan..heheh..abg da besar dah..tak bleh togel depan along pasni..hehe...

ah..rindunya pada mereka..mak..along nak balik..isk...

till we meet again encik blogspot..adios~

p/s:stupid songs..make me feel even more sad.cit!~

ark

2006-12-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum....

lapa.one word explain all.when i'm hungry,i get mad easily.got that from my dad..heheh..

ade dua part blog ni..sebab da lame tak hapdate.ahaks!~

PART I
Iconoclast Camp :)
one word.BLASTING..yeah..it was blasting good.GREAT job acad!congrats banyak2..thanks to all for making my weekend superb..heheh..
anyway...on friday bertolak.only syafiq,kak nora n rai yang tak bertolak skali malam tu due to sume circumstances..so we arrived at around 9pm++.it was dark..n we had to walk in the dark for like 100 or more meters..i think more.hehe..
when we arrived at the chalet,first thing i heard was the sounds of the lovely waves..heheh..n i remembered what my mom said..JANGAN MANDI LAUT..yes moms..hehe..
so the next thing was sesi menolong encik amad setelkan our second ldk.the one after sesi pecah-ice.it was fun..mereka jalan dalam gelap n tutup mata..then they have to find for the sound of either kompang or cans or bottles or spoons..abg bulu telah mengconfusekan walid.hahaha..at first he thought the sound of bottle was the sound of kompang..abg bulu telah dengan semangatnya membuat bunyi botol tu kuat..hahah..magus2..aimang salah group kot.ahaks..die ingat bunyi sudu tu tin..haha..cian aimang..ekeke..
so tu je la malam tu..tadek dinner provided..so abg afuan gi belikan kami makanan yang sodap..ehehe..maceh yek abg afuan..jasamu dikenang :D
esoknya mula la ldk..segala ldk..banyak sgt..ahaha..yang penting we had fun.super fun..heheh..
oh ye..behind the chalet,there were two swings..yang otai gile nye style..made from woods..gantung kat pokok..naik ramai2..perghhh..bes la gile..ahaks..reminds me of my childhood time..zaman2 pakai seluar je jalan2 kat rumah..main2 buaian..ekekek..
malam tu ade la ldk gak..sebelum tido main power-up game.ahaks..tatau mane la abg adam dapat idea game tu..comel sangat..jujujujujuju..ekeke..abg afuan ngan abg adam pun main gak..abg afuan was one of the winner..mula2 kate target nak kalah awal.nak tido awal kononya..last2 die yang last keluar..hahahaha..amponnn abg afuan..
the last day lak..mandi laut.haha..yes..i did mention my mom didn't let me swim..ekeke..so mandi kat tepi2 tu je..i just can't resist the calling of the waves n the sea..hahaha..sangat seronok..n luckily tadek ampai2..maybe serangan ari tu dah kurang kot..alhamdulillah la..kalo tak..habis lah sakit badan..tapi ade minyak..masa mandi tu tadek la nampak..malam tu baru nampak..ampeh jek..busuk baju2ku dibuatnye..main dodge ball..cis abg bulu..tak mengagak..hahaha... :p
ade la mainan2 lain..yang penting,BEST.hehehe...
around 1pm camtu kot balik..balik jek tido..hahaha..malam gi wat esemen..n i miss pengkalan balak n the experience there.. :)

PART II
lecturerku..
oh lecturer ku..sungguh ku akan grade kan kamu 2 je untuk sume..ampeh gile..the more he explain,the more confuse i became..so in the end..dgr first explanation je...sebab yang 1st je syu faham.hahaha..n he keeps on repeating,"i do this for ur benefit my fren..so pls appreciate".hidden words,give me all 5 for evaluation peeps.hahaha..n then balik bilik..ade keje baru dapat..confuse2 mula..but da faham la lepas tu..wuteva lah..n tadi bukak mail..dapat laie keje..wakakaka..gile la wehhh..break satu jam kene jaga booth..kira2...dari 8 camtu dah start keje..mmg aku tak rest la minggu ni.ahaks..next pon..sebab da exam week..wakakakak..aku gile sat gi..kalo syu gila ke sewel ke..maafkan mereka2 itu yek?mekasih.. :)

kesimpulan untuk PART I.i love my scc..u guys make my life wonderful.thank u so much
kesimpulan PART II.i ain't sooo gonna participate in any society other than scc..tired of all this already..my "abah angkat" pon dah marah.wakakak..but can i say no when fren ask for a hand of mine?i hope i can..AMIN..

till then..ja neh..

cinta..

2006-12-11T09:47:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ahaks..cinta lagi..apa itu cinta?
heheh..tadi berbual jap ngan zaity..pasal cinta..

cinta tu tinggi cam awan..kadang2 tak dapat gapai..
cinta tu indah cam pelangi..mewarnai dunia seseorang..
cinta tu keras cam batu kerikil di akhir everest..takkan pudar walau ditelan zaman..
cinta tu lembut cam air yang menenangkan..selalu ada untuk membuat diri rasa kembali bertenaga..
cinta tu sejuk cam salju yang menyimbah wajah..
dan panas cam gurun yang ketiadaan air..
tapi..ty kata..cinta cam kentut..hehe..
nak lepaskan..malu..atau macam2 sebab lain..
tapi kalau tak lepas..memakan diri..
heheh..

semalam lak..berbual dengan ayed pasal cinta lama..ahaks!cinta kera time skolah rendah la konon..ayed la nih..hehehe..pape hal pon..aku still sayang ko alienku...u make me laugh when i'm tired with frowning..hehehe..tq tq ayed :D

ah..cinta..cinta..nak nengok ah citer cinta tu..ekeke..

weehooo!~

2006-12-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

siang tadi down gile ah rase..malam pun..lepas maghrib gitu..marah gile ngan ade sorang manusia ni..hish..abis lah die kene maki hamun dengan aku...nak sangat..sakittt ati..tapi nasib baik ade ayed..alien bibir tebalku..time kaseh.ahaks..then malamnye lak..ade meeting..jap je meeting..pastu nengok video kawan nabil kawen ngan orang melaka..wah..cam bes je tarian diorang..suke suke suke..hikhik..

then call seorang manusia ni..anime ni..die nye sore..ahaks!dah lame sebenarnye suke kat dia..perangai dia..cara dia treat aku..cara dia..ape2 lah..ahaks!n bila dgr sore die..hmm..entahlah..first time wooo..dgr sore manusia,tros rase jantung kebabommmm..hahahaha..sebelum ni dgr sore die time makan,ces..tak teruja langsung aku..ahaks..but bila dgr sore die tadi..ngaaa..takleh lupe sore tu..sore yang..yang buat jantung aku..kebabomm..ekekek..

kalo bitau pak aim mesti die kate aku dah fall in love.hahaha..yeke?inike what they call love?ahaks..aku pun tatau...ade ke manusia yang ada jawapan untuk bende ni?huhuhu~..tak sanggup aku nak fikir..baik aku tido.ahaks..da bape lame tak tido ni..ngantuk gile..huhu

till then...ja nehhhh...

assalamualaikum! :)

p/s:agak bengong sket time tulis ni..ekekek

itulah cinta..

2006-12-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

saya ada satu ceritera untuk dikisahkan hari ini..kisah mengenai seorang lelaki bernama Bahari..Bahari bukanlah lelaki yang suka bergurau..peribadinya dan tingkahnya menjadikan orang takut untuk dekat padanya..kelihatan garang..jarang tersenyum..namun..hatinya baik..rapat dengan sesetengah anak2 buahnya yang "tak makan saman :)"..die suka membawa mereka melancong kemana saja..membelanjakan wang untuk mereka makan2..dan sebagainya..namun..die tetap sering disalah tafsir oleh orang kampung dan keluarganya sendiri keran sikapnya yang sukar tersenyum..

Bahari pernah bercinta..cinta pertama mungkin..saya kurang pasti..dengan seorang gadis berbangsa cina..memang mereka saling menyukai antara satu salah lain..jika tidak silap..ketika mereka di awal 20-an..namun cinta terputus ditengah jalan..gadis itu sudah bersedia untuk menganut Islam dan belajar untuk menjadi muslim sejati..namun..sudah takdir tuhan..gadis itu menyambung pelajarannya dan mereka terpisah..

sejak itu..sukar sungguh untuk Bahari menerima cinta..sudah cuba dijodohkan oleh keluargannya..namun dia tegar untuk tidak menerima sesiapa..hatinya seolah sudah tertutup..

ketika usianya menjangkau 46..cinta datang lagi..kali ini..dengan satu sinar pelangi yang menjanjikan kebahagian..dia membuka hatinya untuk Azizah..alhamdulillah..setelah berkenalan sesuainya..mereka mengambil langkah untuk diijabkabulkan untuk perhubungan yang dihalalkan..Azizah ketika itu sudah berusia 47 tahun..orang kampung memandang sendeng pada mereka..ramai yang mulanya menganggap,cinta Azizah adalah pada wang ringgit...ada yang menganggap mereka memaksa diri.."desperate" kata orang..namun..aku sendiri melihat..ada cinta dimata nya..

pertama kali..sejak 19 tahun kehidupanku dimuka bumi ini..aku melihat Bahari atau orang yang aku panggil Pak Ndak itu,tersenyum sepanjang hari..malah,dia ketawa girang..kerana hadirnya Hajjah Azizah dalam hidupnya..yang aku kira..cukup sepi selama ini..alhamdulillah..bertemu jua jodohnya..walau di kala usia semakin senja..namun,cinta sejati tetap menjengah..aku dapat lihat..ketika Pak Ndak ku tiba2 menyanyi karoke dihadapan tetamu,Mak Ndak ku datang kepadanya..memeluk tangan Pak Ndak dengan penuh kasih sayang..ah..romantis..ada sedikit cemburu dihatiku melihatkan perlakuan mereka..terfikir..bila agaknya,cinta sebegitu suci akan hadir dalam hidupku..

cara mereka memandang satu sama lain..berjalan berpimpinan tangan..berbual mesra..membuat hatiku terusik..setelah 46 tahun Pak Ndak menunggu..akhirnya dia ketemu jua dengan gadis pilihannya..teringat bait lirik Pencinta Wanita.."kini saat ku akhiri semua pencarian dalam hidup,ternyata yang ku mahu..hanyalah dia.."indah nya saat melihat mereka diatas pelamin..pertama kali juga dalam hidupku,aku bersalaman atau kata orang kampung,menyembah pengantin di pelaminan..keindahan cinta mereka membuat aku tertarik untuk melakukan upacara sebegitu..

hari ini..Pak Ndak bukan lagi yang seperti dulu..sukar tersenyum hatta ketawa..pendiam..suka menyendiri..dia kini sudah menjadi lelaki yang betul2 sejati..doaku..agar mereka bahagia bersama sepanjang hidup sehingga ke akhir hayat..biarlah cinta itu datang hanya sekali..dan kekal dalam diri..hingga nyawa dijemput Ilahi..

mimpi!

2006-12-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

wah..never thought sleeping can be so tiring..i just woke up from my dream..a very tiring dream..berlari sepanjang 2 jam mimpi..*aku agak2 je la 2 jam..miahahaha*mimpi tu..pelik sangat..i was running away from this unknown guy..mula2 kat mmu...keluar dari mmu..still running away from him..masuk ke shopping complex..tatau mane..pastu ntah mane2 la..lastly..sampai kat sebuah rumah..i know it's not my house...but my fam was inside..rumah tu kecik je..tapi die rase besar..cam bes je..ahaks..so i was finally safe there..ape kejadah..lari2 lari2..penat betul..yang mengejar tu..he seems..familiar..like i've seen him sumwhere..but i can't recall..ades!~entah lah..tulah..padan muka aku jugak..tido petang tak ingat2..hahahahaha...

oh yer..i watched death note..oh..raye penber punye makwe tu..comel..hahahaha..asaka seto..pergh..kenapa la die comel sangat..tapi ni baru yang baru2..the last name lom nengok..nak cari nak cari..yang first movie ni..dah la tadek subs.hahahaha..nasib baik aku faham..oh kira tu pandai..but sumhow..i think he exceeded the limit by killing FBI agents..haih haih..n die pon dah buat girlfriend die mati..ades..ape kes ntah..kira..kira..L SANGAT COMEL.muehehe..the way die makan coklat..die way die duduk atas sofa yang tak duduk..the way die berdiri..the way de stare kat tv untuk perhatikan raito..pergh...segalanya comel!hehehe..i specifically lurvesssss his eyes..ahaks..mata2 hitam2 camtu menarik betul..tapi bukan yang stylo bukan2 emo punk wutsoeva shit tu kay..ni smart je nampak..white long sleeves t-shirt..long black pants..kinda messy hair..n the eyes..the wonderfull eyes..i think i've fallen in love!ahaks!

oh yer..nak balik umah ni..esok baru balik..FINALLLLLLYYYY..boleh pun balik..pelik gile tau kak nina yang orang n9 pon leh balik..aku yang orang melaka ni punye la susah nak balik..cit!~ni pun balik sebab aku nak sgt2 balik..esok pak ndak na kawen..after 46 years..he finally found his true love.. :) kalo bukan sebab die..maybe aku kene practice presentation malam ni..tak balik la maknenye.cettt!!~

until then...mabaiiiiiii!!~~

p/s:i love L..i love L..i love L..miyaaa~

ade ape dengan oreo?

2006-12-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

hari ini dgr rmmu dengan penuh semangat..sambil promote kat budak2 mmu yang masuk kat group mmu melaka dalam list ym tu.ahaks..mane2 yang kat tempat lain tu tadek la..ekeke..anyway..Dj Oreo melampau..!weh fahmi..tau la dj..takyah ngenekan kami..slamberk je ek ngutuk FET..ces ces dan mengeceskan!hehehe..takpe..masih ade next week untuk balas dendam..siap la kau bile tinggal sorang2 tu next week..siappppppp..heheh..

anyway..guess what?finished downloading death note!wee!!~tapi belum tgk..sebab nak study for exam dulu..dah preview sket la..takde subs..but it's fine for me..sebab ni death note first..bukan yang The Last Name..so dah tau selok belok macam dalam manga tu..L baru nak muncul..Kira baru nak blaja..belum ade ejen FBI tu nye girl..ahaks..so first movie ni senang la nak tgk walau tadek subs :)

anyway..first time delete id sumone semalam..kat ym..well..orang afghanistan..ingatkan die ok..layankan ajer..then soh on webcam..ces..maksud die tu aku tau sgt dah..so i said no..n he said.."u'r son of a bitch"n i was like..wat daaaa..so i deleted him..put him on ignore..n astalavista bebeh..n guess what..today ade lagi sorang kene delete..tapi tak ignore la..sebab die main pintu.ahahah..nasib la ko..hehehe...

ah..tu je la kot..hahah.tibe2 nak update..tadek bende pon sebenarnye..hehe

nak gelak satsss..ekek

2006-12-01T07:06:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

heh..number yang dipromote semalam tu rupenye number member..ces anda..mencuakkan beta..ahaks..padan la muke kau kene promote numbe tu..heh~well..tgh taip2 ni,i got a reminder from frenster saying sai's bday is today..ces..nipu je..his bday on the 7th,jadik 1st lak..tak menyabor..huhu..

anyway..yesterday tingkat 9-12 black out..so what i learned from the black out:-

1.ALWAYS SAVE YOUR ASSIGNMENT WORK WHICH THE DUE DATE IS THE NEXT DAY EVERY 2 MINUTES WHILE DOING IT.
2.USE THE BATTERY THE COMPANY PROVIDED WHILE DOING YOUR ASSIGNMENT.
3.SET YOU WORD TO AUTOSAVE IF THE POWER SUDDENLY CUT.
4.DO NOT CRY WHEN YOU THINK ALL YOU HARD WORK IS LOST.PRAY AND ALLAH SWT WILL HELP.
5.MAKE SURE YOU HAVE ENOUGH BALANCE IF YOU WANNA CALL YOUR FRIEND TO SEEK GUIDANCE.

hahaha..

ok..so what happened yesterday thought me THAT..i was so cuak that nite that i can't sleep..once the electicity was back to normal,i continued sleeping coz fariza made me sleep.hahaha..5++am i woke up and try to retrive back the document.Alhamdulillah..i manage to get them back with the autosave configuration of work..huhu..syukur weh..kalau tak..matilah kene tulis semua2 tu balik..so i finished my work at around 6.45 lepas subuh tadi..now just need to wait for fariza to come after my lab..and then i can smoothen it out to make it nicer..fariza..thank you soooo muchhhh..i love u girl..*mode nak nangeh terharu*ahaks..

anyway..first time semalam sumone asked me untuk masuk kg.ahaks..tatahan je..hey..u'r a nice fren..sebab tu la aku masuk..ahaks!~

ah..tu je la kot..hari ni lab electronics II.doakanlah aku berjaya..muehehehehe..they said it's gonna be hard..ades..piqah,together we will succeed!!!yeahhhh bebehhh..ahaks..

oh yeah..i found this song by Mr. Big. (he doesn't sound THAT big)..heheh

Artist: Mr. Big
Song: To Be With You

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

[solo]

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Just to be the next to be with you

fara gave it to me..adeh..kredit tadek lak nak call kau sayang..i miss u..balik kampung jangan lame sangat..i'll be missing u like crazy..huhuh..n intan..u too..jangan lame sangat menyepi..i'm missing u my leb..wuwuwu..seto..u too..come back soon..i'll be crazy missing all these people..huhuhu

okeh lah..nak mandi manda..kaco orang yang slalu potong line aku nak mandi on time kalo klas kol 8 tu.ahaks!~chalos everyone :)

more blogthings!

2006-11-30T12:41:00.000+08:00

eheh..getting to know myself i guess..hehe

Your Geek Profile:

Academic Geekiness: Moderate
Fashion Geekiness: Moderate
Geekiness in Love: Moderate
Internet Geekiness: Moderate
General Geekiness: Low
Music Geekiness: Low
Gamer Geekiness: None
Movie Geekiness: None
SciFi Geekiness: None

How Geeky Are You?

no so geeky..yey!

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

not so bad eh?

Your Wrath Quotient: 15%

Revenge, anger, rage? They're hardly words in your vocabulary.
If someone wrongs you, you move on. You rather be indifferent than upset.

How Much Wrath Do You Have?

to forget is human..to forgive is divine..sumone told me..i'm an inhuman divine.ahaks!~

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

wait for my movie! :)

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

i actually hate strawberry ice-cream..they're just too sweet..huhu..

The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick

You do things your own way - and it's made for colorful times.
Your life hasn't turned out how anyone expected, thank goodness!

Your best movie matches: Clerks, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

maybe i'll make a movie of my life.ahaks..anyway..i'm downloading garden state!yey!

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

hmm...no comment on this one..ahaks

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

now this is sad...huhuhu

terfikir-fikir..

2006-11-30T08:11:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

i've been asked about the female here in this country who doesn't wear scarf..often,i'm lost of words when asked..ahaks..all i can say is,the country here,the Prime Minister here doesn't impliment the rule of compulsory to wear scarf..that's all i can say..it's alll in the hands of the PM.ahakss..

n now..i've not been asked,sumone else were asked,but it made me think..sumone from foreign country..asked about the bf-gf-relationship here in malaysia..wether it's a common thing or rather not..n they were shocked when it is common..summore when they were told that..err..sum have limit,sum doesn't.ahaks!~sum parents dun mind,sum does.it like..our image of an islamic country that they respect so far had been..err..gone..gone in like 30seconds..what will they tell their parents?what will people outside our country around the globe would think bout us?i mean..not just people from arabic countries..but those from the west..they have their imagination,their own image about us..what would they think when the see girl here w/o scarf..n bf-gf hugging-mugging lovey-dovey w/o realising people around them?ahaks..tak boleh nak kata aku ni baik pon..i know i ain't THAT good..but at least i'm not so bad either.or so i think!ahaks!!

okay..maybe a lil experience i wanna share.i had a bf before..n after like...hmm..8 months++ i've started thinking..that i'm not doing the right thing.ahaks..i loved him..but i just didn't think it was the right thing to do..n alhamdulillah..he ended it..*tak payah aku susah2..muahahahaha*i do feel better now that i re-think about it..it's not so bad that it all ended..it's actually good..at least i know that i'm not doing anything wrong in that case.i mean..i dunno wether it's right or wrong..tapi kalau was2 lebih baik ditinggalkan..nggak gitu? :)

oh yeah..i was talking to sumone yesterday..n i felt very irritated..hahahah..becoz he thought i'm bad person..wakakakaka..*berimage budak jahat*so i decided to be the bad person..i mean whenever i'm talking to him..only..i mean..what's the use of being good when sumone's impression on u is bad..ahaks!the hell with him..using me to get my fren..i wanna say f**k off but didn't have the heart..ahaks..if he's reading this..i hope he get the point.muahahahah..okok2..terlalu jahat pulak..ades.......

i'm still thinking about tarmizi..my mum told me..there's a guy at school who said to my mum..it goes sumting like this..

mom:tarmizi..(another tarmizi..hehehe)jalan elok2 yer..angin kuat ni..takut terjatuh nanti..*saying with good intention*
mizi:alah cikgu..cikgu la jalan baik2..cikgu dah tua..cepat mati..saya ni muda lagi..banyak tahun lagi..

when i heard what he said..i was like..WTF??the nice mizi died when he's like..just 20..that bad mizi is 17..just 3 years of different..what was that bad fella thinking??heh~n summore cakap mak aku cepat mati..bapak la melampau..who the heck does he think he is??

ah one more thing..

017 6120603

ok..sape nak kaco number ni sila2 yer?this person sms-ed me at 1.54am (aku dah tido okay!!) n asked about hutang..wtf?bile aku hutang orang pulak ni..siak je..da la ckp cam along..lu gua lu gua.otak lu..ades..i hate buletin board of mmu when it comes to events..i mean...letak id kat situ..letak number kat situ..n here am i..KENA KACAU.damn!

okok...namau bad mood..hehe.chalos everyone!~ :)

In loving memory

2006-11-29T10:43:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

hari ini..seorang sahabatku telah pergi..pergi selamanya..

ahmad tarmizi..seindah namamu..begitulah indahnya senyuman mu..
indah lagi bahasamu..tingkahmu..sikapmu...

ahmad tarmizi..antara lelaki terbaik pernah kutemu..cepat sungguh kau
meninggalkan ku..takkan ada manusia lain dapat menggantikan kedudukanmu
dimuka bumi ini..

mizi..semoga kau bahagia disana..penderitaan mu yang kulihat semalam berakhir sudah..
doaku sentiasa bersamamu sahabat..

al-fatihah..

heh~

2006-11-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

found this sumwhere..eheh..

The guy who loves you , if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.

The guy, who loves you, can't tell you the reason
why he loves you. he only knew that,
in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, seldom praise you ,
but in his heart, you are the best,
only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint
if you didn't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

The guy who loves you,
Only drop his tears in front of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you,
will remember every word u said,
even its accidentally and he will use
the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a surprise,
believe him that he can do it.

The guy who loves you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose and call
you darling like what you expect.
but he will carry your luggage and ask
you " why are you becoming
that thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier with a smile.

The guy who loves you, don't know that whether
he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.

The guy who loves you,
always call you little kid,
but every time he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you,
don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the
bear you gift him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarreling,
he will apologize uncontrollably,
although you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you
with " baby, actually you know its
your fault, you know it yourself."

The guy who loves you,
while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and
wait you stupidly under your apartment.
but he never knows , what he bought is daisy,
but doesn't matter, because in his heart,
those are roses

betul ke ek?ades...

n terfikir about this one yesterday while walking back to hostel..

what are frens?
they make u feel good
they make u feel bad
they make u happy
they make u sad
they make u feel the most wanted person in the world
n yet..
they also make u feel like u'r just fucking useless trash..

i had fren..
i lost them..
i had goodfrens..
i lost them..
i had bestfrens..
i'm losing my grip on them..

will i ended up alone?
will i have a hand to hold
at the end of the day?
only god knows..

heh~anyway..lately i've been busy..busy with studies(assignments) and peers' carnival.heh..can i do it?i believe n hope i can. :)

anyway..yesterday after studying at the library..i got to know room kene hack..darn those people..dunno what's their intention anyway.ceh!~

n today...i've been sleeping.A LOT..i dunno..i just eat maggi for today dinner..didn't take lunch either..breakfast?nothing either.sangat tak sihat..last time there will always be sumone who would scold me for not eating anything other than maggi.ahaks..n now..heh~noone..

sehari di portugal

2006-11-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

it didn't really feel like we're in porto actually..hahahaha...anyway..we went to the portuguese settlement at around 2pm and arrive there at 2.30pm..so when we went there,we went straight to the museum..normal la tu kan...so in the museum,we started taking pictures and all..then makcik tu marah..die kate"hey,have u asked the authorities wether u can take pics or not??!"bapak la rude..then we saw sum recipes..makh asked her wether it's free or she's selling it..she was like,"it's rm10 okay..it not free..i sell those!"very rude.kalo agak2 aku sepak2 muke die pun tak berdosa ah~

then we went to the barbershop.it actually looks a little like a guardpost..we met uncle lawrence there n chit chat with him,his brother n his nephew..he's a nice guy..at least he doesn't give us a very bad impression the people there..

next we were going around the settlement with justin marsh..a very cute kid..frenly and helpful..so he was like only 12,and he already selling bingka around kampung...sgt baik.. :)

then we went to see the regador..or the ketua kampung of the settlement..chit chat with him..what suppose to be just a brief meeting since he had to go out,became i quite a long chat.hahah~he's one helluva nice guy..u can talk to him about the settlement n his people for dayssss..hahah..

anyway..then we met sumone crazy..ahaha...kesian soffi..kene kejar with that guy..i mean..bukan la kejar..just..lelaki tu asyik cari die je..gile ah..mabuk lagi..n he's a malay summore..heh~ape jenis punya manusia lahhhh..

okok..sangat penat..skang ni nak lepak dulu..then wat keje..then tido balik..tadi da tido banyak tapi masih ngantuk.muahahah

heh~

2006-11-20T11:30:00.000+08:00

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker.
You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life.

Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart

Your gemstone: Ruby

Your flower: Larkspur

Your colors: Green and red

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

You Are Grape

You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that.
People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts.
You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you.
People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.

What Color Purple Are You?

You Are an Indie Rocker!

You are in it for the love of the music...
And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label.
You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success.
You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

You Are 52% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

Are You A Lady?

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot
But you also stretch the truth on occasion
You figure a little lie isn't a big deal
As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

How Honest Are You?

tadek keje tol.heheh..

les???

2006-11-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

lately been listening to slow songs that i like..hey..it reduce my hunger.mengikut kajian..mendengar muzik kesukaan boleh mengenyangkan.trying to do that.ahaks..jadah na wat aku pon tatau..

tadi gi dinner silat cekak hanafi.sedappp makanan diorang..heh~makan nasi minyak laaa ayam sambal laa rendang la ape2 laie ntah.hehehe..makan tak ingat ah..kenyang sungguh..bile tgk mama ngan ika makan laie la syu kenyang.wakakak..

balik2 je tadi jenguk room.semenjang aku back je ade org tu away.heh~(name namau sebut)makan la ape la..yele2...caye ler..ahaks..cam aku ni ade hak je na halang die.wakakakakak..

the bual2 ngan fiq..fiq fiq..ko ni..well he asked me a very simple yet provocative que."did i ever like/fall in love with a person who's having the same sex as me?"haha..well first thing i did was laugh my ass out..haha..i never like anyone from the same gender..sedangkan lelaki2 lembut pon aku tak berkenan..inikan pulak perempuan.ahaks~it reminded me of a que asked by my ex.heheh..he asked me if i was normal...when i told him that i slept with ika that nite..(ntah bile ntah..lupe..)anyway..that nite were watching this movie or sumting..*can't remember*so she slept over at my room..*oopss..did i just blow my secret of letting ika sleep at my room??hehe*name pun sleep over kan...zaza tido katil atas...n i slept with ika.biasa la tu kan?i mean..not like we do ANYTHING abnormal..ahaks..then semalam..letak la status ym --> "Chatting With My Love.I Love U and I Miss U Shasha :) " anddddd..ade la hamba Allah ni tegur..he said my status sangat laaa lesbo.heh~it's not that i love her more than anyone else or sumting..err..maybe yeah..but as my best fren..biasalah lelaki ego namau ngaku die sayang kawan lelaki die..tapi bila pompuan ngaku sayang kawan pompuan,die cop lesbo.ahaks..*provoke2 kasi manusia tu marah.wahahahaha*

actually terfikir2..is it wrong to express ur love to the ones u love?what if tomorrow never comes?what if it does but u are never there to experience it?what if this is the only day u have?n u keep ur love to urself just becoz u dun wanna be labeled as gay or les?love is sumting so sacred..n pure..there's absolutely no reason not to say u love sumone u love..kan?kan?kan ajerr...

lately ade gak terfikir..kalau lah ini hari2 terakhir aku kat dunia ni..agaknye nanti ade tak yang rindu?cam tadek je..ahaks..sunat kan fikir mati?ekeke..

hmm..i just wanna tell everyone who knows me..how much i love them..*xoxo*
my family..
ika
zaza
makh
ekin
soffi
qist
my scc family
fiq
sai
casp
rayban
jelly
lann
fara
ita
wina,nina
arz,ty,kama,kmar
n the rest of the world..

thank you for making my world worth living in.. :)

p/s:baru rindu2 mak dah kasi sms..i love u mum..i am nothing without u..i can never live without u..(this is sooo not lesbo..muahahah*provoke2*)

tibe2..

2006-11-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

tibe2 terfikir pasal cinta..ahaks..tatau la..semalam berbual dengan shasha..we didn't really talked about love though..more like err..i dunno..jem time tu..ngantuk2 sume..

actually..i never really give any deep thought about love..i just think about it for like 5 or 10 minutes then brush it away from my mind..it sumtimes hurts just to think about it..especially when the past just suddenly come rushing *zzuusss* into my mind..it hurts so much that i actually cried in my heart..*cover macho beb.:P*

anyway..have i really fall in love?naahhh..i dun think so..love is just too deep for me i guess..i thought the one i had before was love..the one i had when i was with a.j was love..actually it wasn't..it was just fren-kinda-love.i was confused.muahahaha..*oh yeah..love = lovey dovey gf bf.ahaks*

when my ex left me..i felt a lost in my heart..like there's a big bunghole in my heart.slowly sumone filling it up with his caring attitude n all..then i realise..it was wrong..everything was wrong.it should never had happened.i hate everything about him.why did i allowed him to be in my heart?it's like ur teeths..ade lubang,and instead of taruk benda yang konon2 tampak gigi tu,i put icecream+junkie food inside..it just made the teeth worse.so here am i again..with my hollow heart.heh~

oh yea..sha told me to find a bf.ahaks sha..senang je ko ckp..i'm not ready for that just yet.i wanna find sumone who's eyes can make me feel like i'm in heaven..who's voice can lift a 1000tonnes of burden of my shoulder..who's attitude can make me feel like i'm not invisible to him.heh..ade ke manusia camtu?ahaks~

so for the meantime..relax dulu yer sha..i'll have one when i'm really ready n i'll tell u for sure ah..eheh..

lately i haven't been getting enuf sleep + rest.my back is aching..it's getting worse everyday.nak kate tak minum susu,i've resume my tradition of minum susu everyday hari2..but it's still aching..sumtimes it does affect my neck.i can't even turn my head!adeh..tatau la kenapa..hopefully i'm not experiencing osteoporosis.*betul ke eja?layan je la..*too young to have that..but my fren have this sakit sendi tu..ntah ape kenamenye..n he's only 18.aahhhh..world nowadays..

maybe i'll have enuf sleep+rest after finishing all my work + exams..that's like..errr..another 1month++heh..lepas final je ade 3 weeks for me to adjust my spine ni..hahahah...

hah lagi satu..semalam..sumone called me..the conversation was sumting like this..
epoi:alo ni epoi..ni sape ek?
syu:erkk..apekah..aku patutnye tanye ko soklan tu..ni mano lak dpt number neh?
epoi:semalam awak call saya maa...
syu:(aku dah marah)ek elehs..haku top up ari ni..apehal lak laaa semalam aku misscall ko?ngeee~
epoi:eh iyer..jangan2 kawan awak yang call tak..
syu:kalo kawan aku call jadah ko call number ni..sengal tol..

conclusion.LAME PICK UP LINE.VERY VERY VERY LAME.guys out there who's still using this stupid + lame pick up line..stop it la guys..it just make u look like a fool..heh!~

oh yer..lately ade perasaan confuse skit2..tatau la..cuba melupakan seseorang..tapi makin cuba dilupakan..makin die dekat.err..i mean in my mind..heh~tak larat dah nak ingat tu sume..

a day of HAHAHAHA

2006-11-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

started the day off with a no-mood attitude..eheh..well,i woke up early for a 12pm class and sangat skema kerana merasakan tutorial berakhir dengan terlalu awal.heheh..then i had a 2 hours break which felt quite too short.hehehehe..so later at 4pm i had another 2 hours of class.which seems kinda too long..ahaks..well guess what,the lecturer look soo much like my late great grand-dad.the way he talk n all..ehehe..so after klas,cam bese la..rehat sejam dua..siap2 makan n all..8pm ade meeting ngan wan jepang..

this is where the nightmare starts.......ahaks!anyway..i've just piled another 10tonnes of workload on my shoulder..jadi head division for Human Resource.adoi..berat tu keje..insyaAllah boleh..dengan pertolongan members of my team..

lepas tu gi meeting assignment lak..wah..sgt bes my team members..sume nye comited..thanks to raj,mike,ijud,zaza,ika,makh,ekin,qis and soffi.thank u thank u.. :)

lepas abis je wat group meeting tu..a few guys from bronx or sudan(i dunno which)they asked for help..mereka sangat kelakar..the way they talk n all..hahaha..keeps on making us laugh...then siap amik pic lagi..well..one of them asked me how much my iq is.i was like..how am i suppose to remember how much my iq is.hahaha..n they were like..like they just met the new president of usa.that's how excited they were.hahahaha...

neway..lepas gelak2 tu balik n online..bosan ah ari ni..sebab banyak keje na wat n aku tadek mood nak buat pun..wan..aku dah buat ym tu..yahoo groups tomorrow kay..i'm not sum pshycotic robot who can do everything in one day.tomorrow i'll do right after class..hehehe..k la..tu je..

nite2 :)

another saturday..

2006-11-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

another boring saturday had past..cewah ayat...anyway..started my day with POKMI calling me at 5.30 in THE MORNING.perghhh..rase ngantuk + mamai + na ngamuk time tu..tak ingat2 tol nak call org..ceh..

lepas tu around 7am sumting i woke up..tak buat ape sgt..kinda boring day today is..huhu..anyway..while i was trying to figure out what to do that morning,sumone came to our doorstep n sold us coupons.lots of coupons..from shakey's.originally it costs around 200++ ringgit but we got it for 20 ringgit..i guess it's not bad huh?mana tau,abg odosh n kak nina bought them too!hahahaha..

so after zuhur i went to ixora with alia n ijud for lunch..nampak lah zaza n her new housemates..takde la bual ke ape ke..i didn't wanna disturb zaza giving a gist of how malaysians live to the arabic people.nice job za!respect u for that :)

after that i went shopping at the nearby bookshop.ahak..not really shopping thought,just buying sum stuffs i quite need right now.oh yee..we were actually suppose to eat with kak nina n the rest of the gang,but since sum of them woke up like at 2pm(hahahah),i went alone with ijud n alia.. :)

after shopping baru balik dengan kak nina n the gang..ehehe..

malam nye pulak..kak nina ajak makan pizza..pergh..sangat kenyanggg kay..4pieces for each people.adi!mane kau taruk 6 keping pizza tu hah?i can hardly finish my 4pcs tu.suppose each should be getting 5pcs of them..tapi..4 pun da separa pecah perut.hahahaha..adi ada name baru..name die komodo!hahahahahah...

lepas tu balik bilik n jenguk room..cewah semangat je ayat..neway dapat la berbual skit ngan kingpin.the only user who doesn't really speak malay in our room tu..he's a nice guy actually..we usually just say hi n talk a lil bout the weather,but today,well..lets just say we talked more than 10 sentences.hahaha..n thanks to wan,he got to see my pics..weh wan..kau ni kan..aku bomkan UPSI baru tau!eh nanti kesian seto..ekekek:p

anyway..after talking to kingpin,i resumed my sailormoon marathon.muahahahha..dah 4 episode tgk..it's faster since it's only streaming..if i have to dload,it would have taken ages to watch those 4 episodes.hahahah...

even now i'm still watching sailormoon..god..i love mamoru chiba..he's drop dead gorgeous.huhu~makes me wanna be a sailormoon.i don't care even if it means i have to wear skirts!hahahahaha..can i? *wink*wink*

kenapa????

2006-11-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

ya rabbi..baru dpt tahu yang assignment due date for msian studies adalah 24th nov 2006..ngaa..aku rase nak nangeh ni..cabaran betol laa sem ni..dengan notes electronics takde kat mmls(wtf???)dengan msian studies yang tibe2 banyak keje lak..weh weh..ni short sem weh..killing me softly siot..gile ah..kawan2..kalo aku kene anta tanjung rambutan ke tampoi ke please salahkan lecturer okeh..adoi..da la pass fail je..ade ke kene seksa gini..huh..sabo2..

team members sume ilang..ahaks..bagus tol..sume balik kot..aku je ke yang tak balik?next week ade camping dah..next next week pun ade camping lagi!adeh..boleh ke aku melalui cabaran ni?ya Allah..kuatkan laa hamba-Mu ini..huuuu..

ok la..na start doing my job..nak study..nak buat research..nak..pengsan dah ni..

oh lupe..saya dah tindik telinga!tak sakit meh..bukan main bes laie..kedai tu sangat bagus... :)

k tu je..chow..

open house n billboard.

2006-11-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

hari ni..kepenatan saya ditahap petala 18..muahaha..saya rase na pengsan da ni sebenarnye..tapi lom leh tido..tgh transfer lagu..takpe..demi abe man..ahaks!~

tadi siang ade klas..4 hours straight..pergh..jem otak..huhu..hari tu ade org kate klas msian studies cancel..skali last2 ade rupenye..aku gi ngan ika je..ces..ngedate kite yer ika..kehek kehek..so lec tu bebel2..tak bosan la..tapi cam letih dgr die ckp..tak henti2..da la tu,ulang2 bende same..mau tak jemm aku dgr..haahah..tapi ok la..at least ckp banyak,masuk banyak la kot lam otak ni..huhuhu..

lepas tu balik..ingat na gi tido..ngantuk abes ah..skali kak sha ajak gi umah kak nora..so gi je la..sebab kate pun kak nora kan?takkan tak gi..tak elok dol..huhu..so aku gi la ramai ngan acad,kak nina,kak sha,alia,kak mira,ngan kak ecun..dalam kol 7 camtu balik..

lepas tu siap2 gi umah abg fizan lak..wah wah..bukan main penat agi aku sebenarnye..tapi na gak gi umah abg fizan..sebab tu abg fizan..kalo bukan abg fizan,abg faizal ke abg faizol ke..mmg aku tak gi..ahhahahaah..ampoonnn..

so sampai sane,nampak abg trex..da tu..masuk umah,nampak sorang manusia yang muke die aku penah nampak kat billboard i talk...ahaks..manusia first aku nampak..sebab rambut die cacak2 tinggi..hahahahah..sangat menangkap perhatian..jangan salah faham..tak minat aku ngan rambut camtu..rase na sabit je..hahah ampoonn...

lepas tu around 11 kot kami balik mmu..wahhhh..cam kat sepang circuit..ok2..mula2 kak mira depan skali...sebab kak pija tau jalan..yang lain tatau jalan short cut tu..lepas je traffic light JPJ,wah wah..kak ellie ngan syapiq..semangat je race...hampeh kamu org..da tau jalan lajusss je tinggalkan kami..hahahah..

lepas sampai bilik je lepak la kat room..ari ni room tadek ape sangat..bese2 je..cume aku rase aku jemm..sebab bual sambil ngantuk..hahahha..

tu je la kot..till then..oyasuminasaiiii.. :)

p/s:adik abg fizan yang kecik tu comel..ske tgk muke die..manis je..sgt menyedapkan ati.. :)

amarah!

2006-11-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

ari ni..malam ni..saya dua kali marah abis2 marah..well..mule2 tadi masa meeting ngan scc gelak2 sume..mmg bes..sebab da lame tak hang out ngan diorang..so ni dpt la lepas rindu kat kak nina kak nora n the rest of the clan..tapi...bile balik je bilik..masuk la room..

then it all started..mule2 sorang ni gado ngan budak2..sat gi sorang lain masuk campur..gado2..wahhh..aku pening..so aku out tros..tros quit..no mercy nye..after like 2 or 3 minutes tu masuk la balik room tu..then...out of nowhere,sum dumb ass kid mencarut lak..aku tegur..langsung akuuuuu jugakk yang kene..so it was sumting like this:

[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> hehehe nina.. <·
[01:00] --- [eVa_jay_bee] pepek
[01:00] --- [Pak_Malau] semua yg kiter lakukan ada batasan nyer
[01:00] --- [LaLa] ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[01:00] --- [[M]izz[N]ina] ape eva nie
[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> «« [eRks !!] »» eva <·
[01:00] --- [LaLa] kotor tuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> ape kah.. <·
[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> gile pe? <·
[01:00] --- [Pak_Malau] tak salah enjoy kalau ada batasan
[01:00] --- [[M]izz[N]ina] lucah laa
[01:00] --- [[M]izz[N]ina] x baek
*action [LaLa] geram tgk org ckp mcm tu
[01:00] --- [sai] erkk
[01:00] --- [eVa_jay_bee] last_kiss pepek bacin. tempek kurap. air mani dah ar x de. hahaha
[01:01]<@>last_kiss<·> bapakkk <·
[01:01] --- [LaLa] kickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
[01:01] --- [eVa_jay_bee] kickkkkkkkkk meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
• [eVa_jay_bee] --- [Kicked] --- [By last_kiss]
[01:01] --- [zakwan] hah ??
[01:01]<@>last_kiss<·> ade ke aku <·
[01:01]<@>last_kiss<·> «« [aDeH !!!] »» <·
[01:01] --- [zakwan] pe kes dia ni ?
[01:01] --- [LaLa] xsnonoh

last_kiss = me..the thing is that..i kinda sense..before hand..that sumting bad was going to happen..tatau la kan..sum sort of six sense la kot..mmg tak sedap rase langsung ah..ngadu kat message girl..die tanye2..aku pun tatau na jawap ape..tapi tu la..like after 30 minutes kot feeling a lil shaky sume tu..tibe2 jadi bende tu..aih..cuma..tatau la..i dun know that person,that person pun tak kenal aku for sure..why me?huuuu...

tapi nasib baik la..aku ni..ditenangkan oleh kata2 one of my fren earlier...penah tanye..kalau marah baran n all buat ape..n die ade la ckp2 sume tu..so i was like tibe2 je ingat kata2 die time tgh marah2 gile2 bapak tu..so buat la ape die soh wat tu..ok la sket pastu..tq N0X..i luv u dude.. :)

then tibe lak citer lawak..terbagi lagu pengantin kat Alia..skali tu terdgr alia dgr lagu pengantin..so aku ni dengan jahatnye telah mempromot perkara tu kat status ym..muahahahaha..jahat gile..ampooonnn rumet..so lepas tu..guess what..ade lak yang nak lagu pengantin tu..ahaks..sume2 tu mesti dilamun chenta tuuu..miahahaha..sape2 yang mintak lagu tu,ampon yek?guro2 di malam raya..hahah jemm..

so skang aku nak tido..muehehe..bes gile..da marah da gelak sume dah..na tido..penah emo2 neh..eheh..pape pun...aku doa la banyak2...sape yang wat aku tadi tu..terima la balasan die..aku bukan na doa tak baik...cuma na die terima pengajaran so takde la harapnye org lain rase ape aku rase..sakit woo ati..sakit buah pinggang aku tahan marah..serius air mata na kuar da tadi..hahahah..sensitif siot aku..takpelah..da lepas..die tak mintak maap...aku pun takde maknenye la na maapkan die..lantak pi la..sampai mati la ko dosa ngan aku..muahahaha..gile setan..

ok la..dah tenang leh tido..eh ke na tido untuk tenang?ah..mane2 la..till then..takink care to all my lurves n oyasuminasaiii :)

ada apa dengan windumakindekat?eheks~

2006-11-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ari ni klas kol 8 tak cancel..ahaks..klas ari ni bes..sebab blaja how to convert binary n hexadecimal number to decimal n all..kire2 banyak syuhada ske!:D kol 9 klas abis dah..agak awal la..lepas tu sume blank tatau na lepak mane untuk break yang supposely 1 jam tapi jadi 2 jam tuh..huhu..gile ah blank2 tadi..last2 lepak kat ostel je..sambil makan2..gelakkan ika nye adik..ekeke..it's been kinda long since i really hang out with za n ika..n today is the day when i really "got them back".hehe..missing them is like missing my bf(s).muahahahaha...gile ah..boleh salah faham org dgr ayat aku neh..

neway..dpt tau yang midterm test for digital logic design..demmit!adeh..rosak abes plan haku..adeh adeh..takpe2..malam ni akan ade meeting n we'll see about it..kalau la kene tinggal aku ni..sume gi..wah..gile tak bes..tapi takpe..tapi nanti..alah..na ikut jalan2 ngan scc..lame gile ni tak jalan2 luar melaka ngan scc..gile miss those time..huhu..

then gi setelkan my job untuk ape2 ntah..hahaha..oh yer..electronics II ni mmg tadek notes keeee lecturer2 sekalian???aku nak study neh!!without those notes,mane aku bace before going to class?adeh..cuba la ikut resam digital logic design's lec n msian std's lec..huh...ok2..leks~idop biar tenang..heh..

tapi tadi da fotostat notes2 yg lec gune kat klas...at least leh la revise..pening2 gak la..but at least i actually understand the concept..ok la tu KOT..takpe..prektis makes purfect! :)

then then..layan la room..hmm..ari ni dpt chat ngan jelly!mula2 die gune nick windumakindekat n called me kat room..ces kamu..mane la aku ni kenal nick kau tu..aku kenal ip address je..muahahahaha..tapi ok la tu kan?at least i do actually recognise u..hahaha..ntah sape ko ni windu aku pun tatau la jelly.ahaks

then then then..eheh..skang tunggu masa untuk makan + gi meeting..i told my mum eh my dad yang meeting kol 8..rupe2nye kol 10.30..hahahaha..gile ah beza..tu la..aku da lost lagi..lately slalu blank2 lost2..cam org yang stone 8 kati ganja sehari..hahahaha..bengongs..ok2..da start merapu..

chalos

kesabaranku

2006-11-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

ya rabbi..sesungguhnya hari ni mencabar kesabaran aku..seriussss...well the day started off dengan klas kol 8..bgn la kol 6.30..cewah semangat sungguh la..siap da bace notes before going to class n all..so dalam 7.45 cam tu da kuar..awal gile ah..then sampai klas..then tgk tak ramai org..then call ekin n zaza..then guess what they told me?KELAS CANCEL!!!demmit betolllll..geram na matii aku..da la bangun awal..tapi lepas tu na jadi budak baik la konon,tak tido balik..last2 ngantok dalam klas electronic..ya rabbi..klas tu..da la tadek online notes..tak ready langsung utk klas..lec ajar lajus abes..da la ckp slang die..gila ah cabaran..

lepas klas tu,gi la balik bilik..bosan abes ah..ingat nak tido..skali jumpe lak userbar generator...thanks to ijud :) so layan natang jadah tu dulu..eheh..last2 kol 2 lebey tido..kol 5 da bgn..eheh..

bangun2 je try la online..otak ngah jemm..skali2..tenet pun jem..sokmo dc..jadah ntah..huh!rase2 cam na bom je cits tu..da la lapa gile..da la letih gile..da la gi klas cancel!cits lak wat hal..huh...sungguh2 laaa aku ni na melayan kuiz sats..adeh tol..sesungguhnya kesabaranku amat dicabar ari ni..huhuhu

tapi around 6 lebey2 tu things starts to be fine..hehe..tenet ok..lapa da ilang..citer pasal klas tu pun..da start to realize yang salah sendri tu sebenarnye..eheh..so last2..saya ni pun borak2 la ngan cik message_girl..i miss u zie..masuk la balik sane kalo senang..barang yang lepas jangan dikenang..barang yang baru jangan dibuang..heh..

so skang ni mau study sat gi kot..na lepak dulu..kenyang makan nasi + sambal kupang + sayur kangkung goreng...baru tgk diari ramadhan rafique..rafique tomeylllll..kekekek..die da pose penuh lak tu..ske ske ske..heheh..

ok esok klas kol 8 gak..esok kene semangat cam ari ni..sebab confirm klas ade..heh..

till then..ja neh.. :)

hari yang...

2006-11-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

hari ni..hari yang teruja buat saya..miahaha..bukan ape...study sejarah tadi..study tak agak ah..sampai kejung mata ngan otak..tak chat sgt pun..sambil2 hi-lite sambil2 usha2 tgk2 ade org ngumpat ke tak..kekeek..

neway..tadi class pun digital logic design je..hmm..not bad la..cam akan bes je..heh..sebenarnya na naikkan semangat je ni..da janji ngan kak **** na study sungguh2 sem ni..yes kak..syu akan study sungguh2! :)

esok lak klas kol 8..bapak awal..huhuhu..kene bangun awal..so na tido pun awal.. :)maka dengan ini saya mengakhiri blog ari ni ngan ucapan selamat malammm...

oh yeah..pada sape2 yang na exam esok especially kama ngan akmar,all the bes!n also utk yang len2..to budak2 mmu lak,angkat montot,get set,ready,go!slamat kembali ke sekolah!study weh..short sem...laie 8 minggu na final dah..jap je tu wooo..eheh...

k k..karen kat otak da abes..takde member cam member faris yang otomen tu..eheh..ampoonn kira's fren..maka saya kene la tido!oyasuminasai..~

hari ini dan esok..

2006-11-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

lame rasenye tak hapdate blog ni..kemalasan di tahap maksima..huahahaha..entah la tatau nape plak..neway..selamat hari raya pada semua!maaf zahir dan batin jika saya ade la salah ape2.. :)

raya taun ni tak smeriah dulu..entah kemana hilang serinya..tapi seronok gak..coz still dpt raya ngan kekasih2 ati..

habis raya datanglah result...yes!kecewa gaban saya ni ngan result yang cam hampeh..AMAT2 KECEWA..penah tak rasa nak hentam pc anda?penah rase na terjun dari tingkat 9?pernah rase na kepit kepala sendri kat pintu lif ala2 fina destination?pernah rase na lari dari umah n pi kat sumwhere yang nobody knows u?yes..saya rase tu time tgk result..rase tu sume skaligussss..tapi kene la gak bersyukur..sebab pass sume subjek..termasuk field theory n electronics!ahaks!!~tapi tu la..kekecewaan tak dpt dielakkan..yela..mane penah pointer serendah ni..huuuu...maybe ape yang Is ckp betul..banyak silap saya sem 1 dulu..dan salah satu adalah dia. :(

tapi walau pun hidup ni penuh dugaan..saya syukur sebab dikurniaan dugaan ni untuk saya jadi manusia laie baik..pengajaran ni pahit..tapi ade hikmahnya..if every cloud is a silver lining,i got a thunder instead and i'm waiting for the golden lining..perhaps? :)

n saya rasa almost sume dak2 FET beta ngah kuciwa ngan result..huhu..jem betul..but now it's time for us,especially me to get back to reality n work my ass off to get my 3.0 pointer back!insyaAllah..

saya tanak emosional ni..tapi..tu la kan..dpt result gini..sape la tak emo..then sum just made it worse..dah maafkan kot...tapi luka nye dalam bebenor..i dont think i will ever talk to him anymore..dia bukan lagi kawan saya yang saya amat sayang dulu..banyak sangat dah dia berubah..dia bukan milik saya lagi..dia da jadi milik orang lain..kawan orang lain..saya dia tak perlukan lagi.. :(

rasanya tu je la kot..gangguan mental cam ala2 gunung berapi meletup sambil gempa bumi lam otak..tak dapat dah na tulis banyak2..huh..mahu gi jalan2..yiiihaaaa!!~jalan2 la sgtttt!

lalalala...raya!!!~ :)

2006-10-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

syu na balik kampung dah ni..jangan lupe kan syu ek pada sesape yang bace blog ni..syu gi tak lame..2 minggu je kot..huhuhu...k la..just a really short update..

selamat hari raya..maaf zahir dan batin..jumpe laie sem depan insyaallah...

it happened

2006-10-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

guess what..exam is finish!time to raya..hahaa..naaa..got to doa banyak2 n tawakal..the only thing i can do right now..tomorrow i have to go n buy a switch..this splitter damaging my connection..damn..nvm..just buy the one with 6 or 8 port..80rm..should be ok..takpe..n i need new cabel to..shorter one..this one's damage..hampeh..

oh yeah..starting my day as a new person..guess what,i thought breaking up would be so hard..well..it is hard actually..hahaha..kinda sad but a lot cheering me up..thanks guys..u rock my world..just that..i really feel like hugging zaza n crying by her side right now..ah..syuhada mmg jiwang ngan member2 :)

laie..laie..ah..tade ape laie..hope he will continue he's life happily..if he's happy i will be happy too..hey,i'm a great fren :)

arhhhh!!!~

2006-10-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

hari ini..saya jap happy jap sodeh...

pagi saya sodeh + cuak sebab exam da dekat..
tgh hari saya happy sebab exam agak ok..alhamdulillah...
petang saya sodeh sebab tak dpt mamam ngan syamrie saya..oh..windu nye kat syamrie..
malam lak sebelum isyak saya mula2 sedeh pastu happy..sebab tgk citer my girl..
last epi..bes.. :) saya na bf yang sweet cam gong chan tu..tapi..ade ke manusia cam die dalam dunia ni?
lepas isyak..saya sedeh..sampai skang..tatau na bitau sape..tapi saya tak brenti nangeh..makin gelak2 kat chatroom..makin la sedeh..ah..psiko nye ako neh...
kenapa saya sedeh?sebab ade org ignore saya..
die kate die sayang saya..
tapi akhir2 ni..die slalu ignore saya..
saya rase..die da tak sayang saya..
saya je sayang die sorang2..
saya ingatkan die busy sangat2..
tapi..slalunye..
die takde mood na layan saya..
ape salah saya ek?saya tatau..
mungkin ade salah saya yang saya tak pasan..
tapi nape tak bitau je?
nape la biar saya terseksa gini..
saya tatau na marah die..
saya tatau na majuk ngan die..
tapi saya sangat tau na kecik ati ngan die..
saya sangat tau tu..
skang ni..
saya sangat2 kecik ati ngan die...
sebab wat saya camni..
adeh...
tatahan dah..mata da pedih...

guess it's farewell for now..

saya budak baik :)

2006-10-02T05:53:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

ohhh..saya sangat baik hari ni..telah study dari kol 9lebey sampai la kol 4 pagi..waaaa..baek seh..ni kat umah zaza layan streamyx die..sangat laju..dan saya bleh masuk forum.malayonline.net tu..line kat ostel tu dah block forum kesayanganku..waaaaaaaaaaaa geramm..uish..lek2..pose2..hehehe

ok tadi buka ngan zaza n ika kat sweettea..rindu seh kenangan2 lame bersama diorang..same2 darling2 beta..hehehe..lepas solat isyak tros gi study ngan sha(osmate zaza n ika) ngan wan(bf sha)..

pastu sambil study sambil gelak2..sambil buli2 zaza..zaza tatau men mercun!!~hahahahah!!~die ske men bunga api sambil2 nyanyi2 lagu raya (die yang kate)..hehehe..baek sgt zaza tu..ish ish..yang paling comey skali bile die kate na men kene bace instruction dulu..hahahahahah!!~bak kate sally,gile kentangggg~hehe..

kire2 nye antara geng2 tadi,yang paling baek zaza la..ika pon tau men mercun...ekekekek...paling jahat me,sha n zami..gile buli zaza..kesian zaza tapi bes tgk muka zaz bengang..hehe

then sambil2 tu gak men toro..toro kawaiiiii..hamster tu dah geget saya 2 KALI..zami!awak sebagai ayah merangkap penjaga toro akan kene geget ngan ika lepas buka esok..ekekek..dulik ape..na gak zami pon kene geget..tapi zaza puji saya..die kate saya sangat berani melayan toro..hehe~toro geget sakit..tapi bile kenekan die time ngah main2 bende pusing2 tu..sangat lah bes...heheh..sume kijam kat toro ek..hehe

time study tu gak ade dua lelaki foreigner bergaduh..n the cause seems to be a girl..adoiii la..pasal awek pon mau gado ka?banyak seh awek kat mesia neyh selain awek tu..balik arab nun pon manyak awek laie..ade mau gado2..ish ish ish..tapi cam bes la gak tgk..cam movie je..hahah!~

lepas makan tu jalan2 same2..ntah la..asyik saling kene mengenakan je..da lame sangat tak seronok camni..saya sayang korang wehh!!~zaza n ika..u guys are my love of a lifetime :) sha n wan n zami,u guys rock!~especially time kenekan zaza..muahahaha!!~

oklah..na subuh lepas zaza abis..hehe..mau tido pastu...oh rumetku..harap maaf..kate na balik lepas sahur..tak jadi la nampaknye :D ok then..take care n be happy always..appreciate people who always seems to make u happy n try to be always with u no matter what.even though sumtimes mereka kene culik with sum other people they dun care anymore about u.sumtimes u just got to live on ur own n try to be independent n it will make u appreciate them more..ok la..enuf talk..ja neh~

salam :)