hmm..well..i wrote this during tutorial..i was having headache..then the tutorial was quite free..so i got this idea n wrote it..hmm..pening pale..so it's not really beautiful..but as long as one can understand it..then it's fine..like sakura said..daijoubu neyh =)


i've put so much trust in you,
you lied to me,
and i tried to forgive you.

i've tried helping you,
sacrificing myself on the way,
i would've gained hatred from others,
just because of you.

and now,
i've lost your trust,
i've lost our friendship.

but then again,
i've gained a family,
and another trustworthy friend,
someone who will trust me,
someone whom i can trust forever.

i don't wanna care about you anymore,
i don't wanna know your secrets anymore,
i don't wanna believe in your words anymore.

one thing for sure,
do believe in me that,
this ain't hatred,
just a painful scar that won't heal.




huh..papo je ako nulih..
but anyway..though i've lost another person that i trust..i still have people who will never talk bout me behind my back..especially when i'm right in front of them!ya know..people have ym with small font where u can talk about others in front of them without them knowing bout it kay..hahah..

but anyway..
to my family,
thanks for always trusting me..never will i betray ur trust as u will never do it to me.sorry for not telling you how i've been hurt the whole time when sum people just betray me n stab me right in front of me.i just can't bear to look at ur face,with the expression of feeling hurt as i did..i can't..i'm sorry..i love u so much mom n dad..

to zaza n ika..thanks gurls for always being my girlfren..think positive peeps..just frens..no les thing between us..i'm sick of getting those "oh my god..cam abnormal je" kinda look from others alrite..

to shasha n syaz..thanks for being my fren though we rarely talk to each other now..jauh dimata dekat dihati eks..luv u both now n always..

to abg n oyen..hehehe..thank you so much for always listening to my stresses..hahaha..i dunno how long u guys can cope with me..but i just wanna say that i really appreciate your companionship..especially oyen coz slalu teman saya when i'm so so sad until 6 sumting a.m..ahaks..bersama kita tak tido =) ahaks..

to kak nina,kak nora,kak pija,kak sha,alia,kak mira,
thanks for ur love..lia n kak mira..thanks for chocolate eks..sayang kamu berdua..=)n to the rest,bersabar lah menghadapi nya eks..jangan biar luka yang sedikit membuat hati kita parah..hehehe..papo ajo ako membebel neyh..ahaks..

to sumone,
thanks sebab dah mengajar saya bahawa tak ramai orang yang boleh saya percaya dalam dunia ni..banyak kali ditipu dalam satu hari menyebabkan saya menjadi lebeyh dewasa..thanks awak..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 9:56 AM