begin the post with alhamdulillah..syukur coz still dpt blogging..day by day..i'm getting older..life getting shorter..just hoping when the time comes,nobody will miss me..noone will feel the way i do right now..feeling like a replacement of another person..a replacement for a girlfriend..a goodfriend..or friend..it's like i dun have identity ya know..anyway..when i take a look on the bright side,at least i'll never be alone..take a look again at the dark side..hmm..if the others never been gone..i'd still be lonely..rasa mau nangis laaa..menci tol..this past few days i've been crying alone..when my roommate not in my room..totally alone..thinking abour the past..thinking about those i love but in return,only get hatred..hmmm...

anyway..the other day after electronics test,i saw someone..not one..but two..two people whom i have only been able to befriend for a few weeks..they were definitely there for HR test..hmm..didn't talk to them though..i didn't have the courage to meet up with them..i dunno why myself..i always wanted to see them..to talk to them..i miss one of them..i mean..i think of her as one my goodfriend last time..huhu..but now..i dun even have the guts to just go n say hi to her..not that i'm scared of her or sumting..just that..hmm..i dun wanna know how they'll react when i talk to them..it's too scary ya know to think about it..especially when all i can imagine is them giving me a cold shoulder..malu ah..takmo..haha..

before that sumone asked me..if i am hinata..who would be naruto?it made me think..who do I want to be MY naruto?hinata loves naruto..but i'm in confuse mode..do i really love a person whom i call my bf?i haven't even met him..not even once..complicated huh?imagine being in my shoes..huhu..anyway..the person who asked me attempted to trick me into saying that oyen=naruto..big HA-HA here..oyen is soo not naruto..so offense baby..but i can't make u my naruto if i'm hinata..coz hinata loves naruto..i love oyen..but i love him like i love zaza n ika..it's a besbuddy kinda love..huhu..

so i went home after electronics test..wasn't actually home..i mean..i went to my grandma's house..which is almost like my house..hahaha..pening2..hmm..there i meet my naruto..he's orange..like naruto's shirt..loves to eat..pantang suap mesti mamam..hehe..n he's cute!!i love him soo much..but the only thing is..hmm..he's a cat..huhuh..but nevermind..he's still my naruto =)

my bro got into an accident..his leg got stuck kat rantai basikal..it may seem little for sumone big..but he's only 3 years old..the injury was actually quite bad..masa mandikan dia this morning..he was like crying a lil bit bila luka kene air..kesian my baby..n for the first time,when i asked him wether i can get back to MMU or not,he said no..hahaha..he doesn't want his sis to be away from him when he's got injured..wee~~sumone does love me after all..not just a replacement..ehehe..best2..

n it's been confirmed i'm gonna be my uncle wedding's official photographer..yesshhh..hehe..best2..n my mom warned me sumting.."make sure pic pengantin akan lebih banyak dari pic pengapit kay..."i was like stunned..ape kene mengene ngan pengapit lak neyh..rupe2nye,hehehe,the pengapit hensem..hehehe..tanduk syuhada da tumbuh dua atas kepala..muahahahaha..but in the end i know..i won't take his pic more than my uncle..hehe..

i'm gonna make my own compilation of songs for my uncle as his wedding present..me takde duit banyak na beli kristal tu sume kay..n besides..it cost a lot of time to download all the songs he likes n compile it..huhu..haih..lepas ni takde sape akan teman saya dating tgk wayang laie..vacancy utk jadi peneman tgk wayang..sape mau?ahaks..

pheww..panjang la plak..huhu..mau titon..movie da abis..lunch da mamam..nasi lemak membuatku mengantuk..ekekek..slamat tido everyone..burbye~~

p/s:ade orang gi bday party..keseorangan ako disini menantimu..ahaks..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 3:19 PM