rasa sangat2 bersalah to sumone right now..dear,i'm really2 sorry..i didn't meant to do it..sorry oyen shayang.. =(
these few days i've been feeling down n not just that,i also drag along people around me..that's one of the reason why i tried to elakkan sum people..i can't imagine dragging them into my prob..it's just too much..

first victim was my bf..hmm..sorry abg..syg tak sengaja..tatau la nape mood asyik na marah je..maaf sangat2..i know certain things,i treat u worse that u do..i mean...u treated me with ur best..but me..hmm..sorry abg..=(

second was my mum..huhu..i know it sounded a bit too harsh..but i dunno..summore it was during mum's bday(yesterday)..when i saw my sis n mum with their present from XXX i got "kecik ati" coz everybody from my family members had celebrated their bday with XXX..as for me..belated bday pun tadek..=(

third would be oyen..ntah la..oyen..seriously..i feel really guilty towards u..when i heard u'r doing u'r typing(a lot) without talking to me..i just got..bored..i had noone to talk to at that moment..the songs i'm listening to in winamp just made it worse..they're too happy that i felt irritated..saya tau saya menyusahkan awak oyen..skali laie..maaf banyak2..jahat laaa saya neyh...=(

end of list..

syuhada da manyak susahkan org2 sekeliling..membuat saya rasa bersalah yang amat..ntah la..like the quote i'm using in my ym status,"death is not the greatest loss of life but what dies inside you while we live" n yes...i feel like i'm dying inside..can sumone help me??

posted by MatSyuMiya at 11:05 PM