assalamualaikum...

lately been listening to slow songs that i like..hey..it reduce my hunger.mengikut kajian..mendengar muzik kesukaan boleh mengenyangkan.trying to do that.ahaks..jadah na wat aku pon tatau..

tadi gi dinner silat cekak hanafi.sedappp makanan diorang..heh~makan nasi minyak laaa ayam sambal laa rendang la ape2 laie ntah.hehehe..makan tak ingat ah..kenyang sungguh..bile tgk mama ngan ika makan laie la syu kenyang.wakakak..

balik2 je tadi jenguk room.semenjang aku back je ade org tu away.heh~(name namau sebut)makan la ape la..yele2...caye ler..ahaks..cam aku ni ade hak je na halang die.wakakakakak..

the bual2 ngan fiq..fiq fiq..ko ni..well he asked me a very simple yet provocative que."did i ever like/fall in love with a person who's having the same sex as me?"haha..well first thing i did was laugh my ass out..haha..i never like anyone from the same gender..sedangkan lelaki2 lembut pon aku tak berkenan..inikan pulak perempuan.ahaks~it reminded me of a que asked by my ex.heheh..he asked me if i was normal...when i told him that i slept with ika that nite..(ntah bile ntah..lupe..)anyway..that nite were watching this movie or sumting..*can't remember*so she slept over at my room..*oopss..did i just blow my secret of letting ika sleep at my room??hehe*name pun sleep over kan...zaza tido katil atas...n i slept with ika.biasa la tu kan?i mean..not like we do ANYTHING abnormal..ahaks..then semalam..letak la status ym --> "Chatting With My Love.I Love U and I Miss U Shasha :) " anddddd..ade la hamba Allah ni tegur..he said my status sangat laaa lesbo.heh~it's not that i love her more than anyone else or sumting..err..maybe yeah..but as my best fren..biasalah lelaki ego namau ngaku die sayang kawan lelaki die..tapi bila pompuan ngaku sayang kawan pompuan,die cop lesbo.ahaks..*provoke2 kasi manusia tu marah.wahahahaha*

actually terfikir2..is it wrong to express ur love to the ones u love?what if tomorrow never comes?what if it does but u are never there to experience it?what if this is the only day u have?n u keep ur love to urself just becoz u dun wanna be labeled as gay or les?love is sumting so sacred..n pure..there's absolutely no reason not to say u love sumone u love..kan?kan?kan ajerr...

lately ade gak terfikir..kalau lah ini hari2 terakhir aku kat dunia ni..agaknye nanti ade tak yang rindu?cam tadek je..ahaks..sunat kan fikir mati?ekeke..

hmm..i just wanna tell everyone who knows me..how much i love them..*xoxo*
my family..
ika
zaza
makh
ekin
soffi
qist
my scc family
fiq
sai
casp
rayban
jelly
lann
fara
ita
wina,nina
arz,ty,kama,kmar
n the rest of the world..

thank you for making my world worth living in.. :)

p/s:baru rindu2 mak dah kasi sms..i love u mum..i am nothing without u..i can never live without u..(this is sooo not lesbo..muahahah*provoke2*)

posted by MatSyuMiya at 12:03 AM