assalamualaikum..

seriously i think my room had been jinx!huhu..sumpahan kesedihan..

8.42pm i went to OR for a meeting with SCCs..i met them..i felt happy n i laugh like i never laugh before..it's like..it's like..all the burden in my shoulder had gone..all the sorrow in my heart had demolished..all the depression in my soul had vanished..we talked n we laugh n we dicussed over the laughter (many2 laughter)...n i found that happiness i've been searching for these few days...

around 10 i went back to my room...entered the key into the keyhole..n there's this sudden gush of feeling winds..sorrows swept me back to reality...sadness crept from the darkness of the room into my soul..wallowing all the happiness in me..vanishing the sweet moments i had gained earlier...

i realize that my hp's battery is running low..n i found out that my charger is missing..darn that charger..anyway aed..thanks for the offer..really appreciate it but ur apartment is kinda too far n freaky to go..thanks again anyway..

i got 1 misscall..from fara..huwaaaaaa..farakennnn..i'm missing u sooo much..can't call u back..batt tadek..n tak sempat answer..damn!i dunno..it's just that this feeling bottle up inside me..like it's waiting to burst out into the air...all this sadness..sorrow..erghhhh...

i need a break from all this..i need my mom!!!mak..along dah fikir..sampai tak tahu nak fikir ape...along nak manja2 ngan mak..along nak balik umah..i have this serious need and sense of longing for my mum...i saw her earlier that day..n i felt like..like heaven..when she kissed me..she kissed away my fear..she kissed away my sorrow...she kissed every bad thing away from me..i miss u so much mak..wuwuwuwu..oh yeah..tak larat la along nak makan nasi ayam lagi..adeh..

guess i better call it a day...gudnite..n pleasant dream..

wassalam...

till then..chow~ :):(:??

posted by MatSyuMiya at 11:54 PM