assalamualaikum..

why does it hurt so much to be in love..
why is it just so hard to let go of the past..
why is it just so hard to believe he's not mine..
why is it so hard to think of anyone but the past..

hmm...
it aint hard..im the only one making it hard...
maybe..
im just out of words..
out of believing whats not mine will never be mine..
out of understanding that he's not mine...n he never will..


erm...
i guess holiday is preety boring..
especially when u'r stuck in MMU..
for sum event's sake..erm..
i wish it's already start schooling..
or at least..
im home..
then i'd be happy...
or so i think..

erm...erm...erm...
i guess im really out of words..
gonna be quite just for today..
it's just too tiring thinking of words..
thinking of u...
thinking of him..
thinking of her..
not thinking of me...

i hate bein in love..
i hate bein loved..
but that's what i want..
to be love n bein in love..

erm..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 2:53 PM