assalamualaikum...

it's thursday 8th of March..meaning?yesterday was my first test..for engine maths 2..i never hated maths..i never wanted to hate maths..but..yesterday made me think..i hate maths..wuwuwu =( it's really tiring to study statistics and actually get blank on the day..it's also tiring to study ode but u just seems like u cant do it and yet u can when u'r in the exam hall..and yesterday was boring like HELL..heh..!

i'm a person with a laziness of reading the buletin board of mmu..so i went to class at 8am yesterday only to meet wan src and abg censored and having them telling me that there's no class until 12pm..and my class is from 8am to 12pm..how stressful is that?zt said i should be happy..but lately i've been having this excited feeling to go to class..especially morning classes..and guess what?i missed one tutorial coz i didnt know bout it..baka baka bakaa!!what is happening to me???why is my life suddenly so disorganised???damn!i need to be back home with my mum..*huh tekanan siak..*

i wanna sleep but i got this email saying sleeping a lot can kill u..miaaaa..i dun wanna die just yet..amal lom cukup beb..kalo da yakin tu bleh ler..huhu..ah..i read this guy's blog..and everytime i read it..i feel..down?erm no..sumting else..like i'm being soul-less...like my soul been sucked out of my body..sedih siak blog die...aaaa..i dont think i should put his link here...let me be the only one feeling like this..teehehe..ah..he's a good writer (in my eyes)..seldom people can make me feel like this when i'm reading their blog..but he did it..thumbs up for u!eh...bukan ke aku tak ske sedih2 neh?aiyark...

yesterday i was thinking..after test of course..
why is the sky i see is dark?
why is the sun i cherish is not bright?
why is the moon i love isnt that preety?
why is the cloud look so mellow?
then i realize..i'm having my shades on..

sai would understand what i'm trying to say..others i dunno..hehehe..ah..miss my bro..bro..!fix up ur pc dude..i miss the quiz so much..



did i see a glint of hope behind that cloudy eyes?or is it just a mirage in a deserting mind?

posted by MatSyuMiya at 9:50 AM