eheh..getting to know myself i guess..hehe

Your Geek Profile:

Academic Geekiness: Moderate Fashion Geekiness: Moderate Geekiness in Love: Moderate Internet Geekiness: Moderate General Geekiness: Low Music Geekiness: Low Gamer Geekiness: None Movie Geekiness: None SciFi Geekiness: None

no so geeky..yey!

Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

not so bad eh?

Your Wrath Quotient: 15%

Revenge, anger, rage? They're hardly words in your vocabulary. If someone wrongs you, you move on. You rather be indifferent than upset.

to forget is human..to forgive is divine..sumone told me..i'm an inhuman divine.ahaks!~

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

wait for my movie! :)

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core. You often find yourself on the outside looking in. Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works. You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

i actually hate strawberry ice-cream..they're just too sweet..huhu..

The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick

You do things your own way - and it's made for colorful times. Your life hasn't turned out how anyone expected, thank goodness! Your best movie matches: Clerks, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite

maybe i'll make a movie of my life.ahaks..anyway..i'm downloading garden state!yey!

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

hmm...no comment on this one..ahaks

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

now this is sad...huhuhu

posted by MatSyuMiya at 12:41 PM

assalamualaikum...

i've been asked about the female here in this country who doesn't wear scarf..often,i'm lost of words when asked..ahaks..all i can say is,the country here,the Prime Minister here doesn't impliment the rule of compulsory to wear scarf..that's all i can say..it's alll in the hands of the PM.ahakss..

n now..i've not been asked,sumone else were asked,but it made me think..sumone from foreign country..asked about the bf-gf-relationship here in malaysia..wether it's a common thing or rather not..n they were shocked when it is common..summore when they were told that..err..sum have limit,sum doesn't.ahaks!~sum parents dun mind,sum does.it like..our image of an islamic country that they respect so far had been..err..gone..gone in like 30seconds..what will they tell their parents?what will people outside our country around the globe would think bout us?i mean..not just people from arabic countries..but those from the west..they have their imagination,their own image about us..what would they think when the see girl here w/o scarf..n bf-gf hugging-mugging lovey-dovey w/o realising people around them?ahaks..tak boleh nak kata aku ni baik pon..i know i ain't THAT good..but at least i'm not so bad either.or so i think!ahaks!!

okay..maybe a lil experience i wanna share.i had a bf before..n after like...hmm..8 months++ i've started thinking..that i'm not doing the right thing.ahaks..i loved him..but i just didn't think it was the right thing to do..n alhamdulillah..he ended it..*tak payah aku susah2..muahahahaha*i do feel better now that i re-think about it..it's not so bad that it all ended..it's actually good..at least i know that i'm not doing anything wrong in that case.i mean..i dunno wether it's right or wrong..tapi kalau was2 lebih baik ditinggalkan..nggak gitu? :)

oh yeah..i was talking to sumone yesterday..n i felt very irritated..hahahah..becoz he thought i'm bad person..wakakakaka..*berimage budak jahat*so i decided to be the bad person..i mean whenever i'm talking to him..only..i mean..what's the use of being good when sumone's impression on u is bad..ahaks!the hell with him..using me to get my fren..i wanna say f**k off but didn't have the heart..ahaks..if he's reading this..i hope he get the point.muahahahah..okok2..terlalu jahat pulak..ades.......

i'm still thinking about tarmizi..my mum told me..there's a guy at school who said to my mum..it goes sumting like this..

mom:tarmizi..(another tarmizi..hehehe)jalan elok2 yer..angin kuat ni..takut terjatuh nanti..*saying with good intention*
mizi:alah cikgu..cikgu la jalan baik2..cikgu dah tua..cepat mati..saya ni muda lagi..banyak tahun lagi..

when i heard what he said..i was like..WTF??the nice mizi died when he's like..just 20..that bad mizi is 17..just 3 years of different..what was that bad fella thinking??heh~n summore cakap mak aku cepat mati..bapak la melampau..who the heck does he think he is??

ah one more thing..

017 6120603

ok..sape nak kaco number ni sila2 yer?this person sms-ed me at 1.54am (aku dah tido okay!!) n asked about hutang..wtf?bile aku hutang orang pulak ni..siak je..da la ckp cam along..lu gua lu gua.otak lu..ades..i hate buletin board of mmu when it comes to events..i mean...letak id kat situ..letak number kat situ..n here am i..KENA KACAU.damn!

okok...namau bad mood..hehe.chalos everyone!~ :)

posted by MatSyuMiya at 8:11 AM

assalamualaikum..

hari ini..seorang sahabatku telah pergi..pergi selamanya..

ahmad tarmizi..seindah namamu..begitulah indahnya senyuman mu..
indah lagi bahasamu..tingkahmu..sikapmu...

ahmad tarmizi..antara lelaki terbaik pernah kutemu..cepat sungguh kau
meninggalkan ku..takkan ada manusia lain dapat menggantikan kedudukanmu
dimuka bumi ini..

mizi..semoga kau bahagia disana..penderitaan mu yang kulihat semalam berakhir sudah..
doaku sentiasa bersamamu sahabat..

al-fatihah..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 10:43 AM

assalamualaikum..

found this sumwhere..eheh..

The guy who loves you , if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you
until he could do nothing.

The guy, who loves you, can't tell you the reason
why he loves you. he only knew that,
in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, seldom praise you ,
but in his heart, you are the best,
only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint
if you didn't reply his message but others,
because he cares.

The guy who loves you,
Only drop his tears in front of you,
when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you,
will remember every word u said,
even its accidentally and he will use
the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest
and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a surprise,
believe him that he can do it.

The guy who loves you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose and call
you darling like what you expect.
but he will carry your luggage and ask
you " why are you becoming
that thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you,
will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow,
sleep earlier with a smile.

The guy who loves you, don't know that whether
he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late,
he will said, when you are angry,
my explanation are all rubbish.
But when you calm down,
my explanation will only really works.

The guy who loves you,
always call you little kid,
but every time he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you,
don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the
bear you gift him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarreling,
he will apologize uncontrollably,
although you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you
with " baby, actually you know its
your fault, you know it yourself."

The guy who loves you,
while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and
wait you stupidly under your apartment.
but he never knows , what he bought is daisy,
but doesn't matter, because in his heart,
those are roses


betul ke ek?ades...

n terfikir about this one yesterday while walking back to hostel..

what are frens?
they make u feel good
they make u feel bad
they make u happy
they make u sad
they make u feel the most wanted person in the world
n yet..
they also make u feel like u'r just fucking useless trash..

i had fren..
i lost them..
i had goodfrens..
i lost them..
i had bestfrens..
i'm losing my grip on them..

will i ended up alone?
will i have a hand to hold
at the end of the day?
only god knows..

heh~anyway..lately i've been busy..busy with studies(assignments) and peers' carnival.heh..can i do it?i believe n hope i can. :)

anyway..yesterday after studying at the library..i got to know room kene hack..darn those people..dunno what's their intention anyway.ceh!~

n today...i've been sleeping.A LOT..i dunno..i just eat maggi for today dinner..didn't take lunch either..breakfast?nothing either.sangat tak sihat..last time there will always be sumone who would scold me for not eating anything other than maggi.ahaks..n now..heh~noone..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 8:20 PM

assalamualaikum..

it didn't really feel like we're in porto actually..hahahaha...anyway..we went to the portuguese settlement at around 2pm and arrive there at 2.30pm..so when we went there,we went straight to the museum..normal la tu kan...so in the museum,we started taking pictures and all..then makcik tu marah..die kate"hey,have u asked the authorities wether u can take pics or not??!"bapak la rude..then we saw sum recipes..makh asked her wether it's free or she's selling it..she was like,"it's rm10 okay..it not free..i sell those!"very rude.kalo agak2 aku sepak2 muke die pun tak berdosa ah~

then we went to the barbershop.it actually looks a little like a guardpost..we met uncle lawrence there n chit chat with him,his brother n his nephew..he's a nice guy..at least he doesn't give us a very bad impression the people there..

next we were going around the settlement with justin marsh..a very cute kid..frenly and helpful..so he was like only 12,and he already selling bingka around kampung...sgt baik.. :)

then we went to see the regador..or the ketua kampung of the settlement..chit chat with him..what suppose to be just a brief meeting since he had to go out,became i quite a long chat.hahah~he's one helluva nice guy..u can talk to him about the settlement n his people for dayssss..hahah..

anyway..then we met sumone crazy..ahaha...kesian soffi..kene kejar with that guy..i mean..bukan la kejar..just..lelaki tu asyik cari die je..gile ah..mabuk lagi..n he's a malay summore..heh~ape jenis punya manusia lahhhh..

okok..sangat penat..skang ni nak lepak dulu..then wat keje..then tido balik..tadi da tido banyak tapi masih ngantuk.muahahah

posted by MatSyuMiya at 9:43 PM

Your Birth Month is July

Introspective and intense, you tend to be a deep thinker. You are quiet and spiritual - and you have a unique perspective on life. Your soul reflects: Lightness, luck and an open heart Your gemstone: Ruby Your flower: Larkspur Your colors: Green and red

You Are Grape

You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.

You Are an Indie Rocker!

You are in it for the love of the music... And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label. You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success. You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

You Are 52% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

tadek keje tol.heheh..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 11:30 AM

assalamualaikum...

lately been listening to slow songs that i like..hey..it reduce my hunger.mengikut kajian..mendengar muzik kesukaan boleh mengenyangkan.trying to do that.ahaks..jadah na wat aku pon tatau..

tadi gi dinner silat cekak hanafi.sedappp makanan diorang..heh~makan nasi minyak laaa ayam sambal laa rendang la ape2 laie ntah.hehehe..makan tak ingat ah..kenyang sungguh..bile tgk mama ngan ika makan laie la syu kenyang.wakakak..

balik2 je tadi jenguk room.semenjang aku back je ade org tu away.heh~(name namau sebut)makan la ape la..yele2...caye ler..ahaks..cam aku ni ade hak je na halang die.wakakakakak..

the bual2 ngan fiq..fiq fiq..ko ni..well he asked me a very simple yet provocative que."did i ever like/fall in love with a person who's having the same sex as me?"haha..well first thing i did was laugh my ass out..haha..i never like anyone from the same gender..sedangkan lelaki2 lembut pon aku tak berkenan..inikan pulak perempuan.ahaks~it reminded me of a que asked by my ex.heheh..he asked me if i was normal...when i told him that i slept with ika that nite..(ntah bile ntah..lupe..)anyway..that nite were watching this movie or sumting..*can't remember*so she slept over at my room..*oopss..did i just blow my secret of letting ika sleep at my room??hehe*name pun sleep over kan...zaza tido katil atas...n i slept with ika.biasa la tu kan?i mean..not like we do ANYTHING abnormal..ahaks..then semalam..letak la status ym --> "Chatting With My Love.I Love U and I Miss U Shasha :) " anddddd..ade la hamba Allah ni tegur..he said my status sangat laaa lesbo.heh~it's not that i love her more than anyone else or sumting..err..maybe yeah..but as my best fren..biasalah lelaki ego namau ngaku die sayang kawan lelaki die..tapi bila pompuan ngaku sayang kawan pompuan,die cop lesbo.ahaks..*provoke2 kasi manusia tu marah.wahahahaha*

actually terfikir2..is it wrong to express ur love to the ones u love?what if tomorrow never comes?what if it does but u are never there to experience it?what if this is the only day u have?n u keep ur love to urself just becoz u dun wanna be labeled as gay or les?love is sumting so sacred..n pure..there's absolutely no reason not to say u love sumone u love..kan?kan?kan ajerr...

lately ade gak terfikir..kalau lah ini hari2 terakhir aku kat dunia ni..agaknye nanti ade tak yang rindu?cam tadek je..ahaks..sunat kan fikir mati?ekeke..

hmm..i just wanna tell everyone who knows me..how much i love them..*xoxo*
my family..
ika
zaza
makh
ekin
soffi
qist
my scc family
fiq
sai
casp
rayban
jelly
lann
fara
ita
wina,nina
arz,ty,kama,kmar
n the rest of the world..

thank you for making my world worth living in.. :)

p/s:baru rindu2 mak dah kasi sms..i love u mum..i am nothing without u..i can never live without u..(this is sooo not lesbo..muahahah*provoke2*)

posted by MatSyuMiya at 12:03 AM

assalamualaikum..

tibe2 terfikir pasal cinta..ahaks..tatau la..semalam berbual dengan shasha..we didn't really talked about love though..more like err..i dunno..jem time tu..ngantuk2 sume..

actually..i never really give any deep thought about love..i just think about it for like 5 or 10 minutes then brush it away from my mind..it sumtimes hurts just to think about it..especially when the past just suddenly come rushing *zzuusss* into my mind..it hurts so much that i actually cried in my heart..*cover macho beb.:P*

anyway..have i really fall in love?naahhh..i dun think so..love is just too deep for me i guess..i thought the one i had before was love..the one i had when i was with a.j was love..actually it wasn't..it was just fren-kinda-love.i was confused.muahahaha..*oh yeah..love = lovey dovey gf bf.ahaks*

when my ex left me..i felt a lost in my heart..like there's a big bunghole in my heart.slowly sumone filling it up with his caring attitude n all..then i realise..it was wrong..everything was wrong.it should never had happened.i hate everything about him.why did i allowed him to be in my heart?it's like ur teeths..ade lubang,and instead of taruk benda yang konon2 tampak gigi tu,i put icecream+junkie food inside..it just made the teeth worse.so here am i again..with my hollow heart.heh~

oh yea..sha told me to find a bf.ahaks sha..senang je ko ckp..i'm not ready for that just yet.i wanna find sumone who's eyes can make me feel like i'm in heaven..who's voice can lift a 1000tonnes of burden of my shoulder..who's attitude can make me feel like i'm not invisible to him.heh..ade ke manusia camtu?ahaks~

so for the meantime..relax dulu yer sha..i'll have one when i'm really ready n i'll tell u for sure ah..eheh..

lately i haven't been getting enuf sleep + rest.my back is aching..it's getting worse everyday.nak kate tak minum susu,i've resume my tradition of minum susu everyday hari2..but it's still aching..sumtimes it does affect my neck.i can't even turn my head!adeh..tatau la kenapa..hopefully i'm not experiencing osteoporosis.*betul ke eja?layan je la..*too young to have that..but my fren have this sakit sendi tu..ntah ape kenamenye..n he's only 18.aahhhh..world nowadays..

maybe i'll have enuf sleep+rest after finishing all my work + exams..that's like..errr..another 1month++heh..lepas final je ade 3 weeks for me to adjust my spine ni..hahahah...

hah lagi satu..semalam..sumone called me..the conversation was sumting like this..
epoi:alo ni epoi..ni sape ek?
syu:erkk..apekah..aku patutnye tanye ko soklan tu..ni mano lak dpt number neh?
epoi:semalam awak call saya maa...
syu:(aku dah marah)ek elehs..haku top up ari ni..apehal lak laaa semalam aku misscall ko?ngeee~
epoi:eh iyer..jangan2 kawan awak yang call tak..
syu:kalo kawan aku call jadah ko call number ni..sengal tol..

conclusion.LAME PICK UP LINE.VERY VERY VERY LAME.guys out there who's still using this stupid + lame pick up line..stop it la guys..it just make u look like a fool..heh!~

oh yer..lately ade perasaan confuse skit2..tatau la..cuba melupakan seseorang..tapi makin cuba dilupakan..makin die dekat.err..i mean in my mind..heh~tak larat dah nak ingat tu sume..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 2:40 PM

assalamualaikum...

started the day off with a no-mood attitude..eheh..well,i woke up early for a 12pm class and sangat skema kerana merasakan tutorial berakhir dengan terlalu awal.heheh..then i had a 2 hours break which felt quite too short.hehehehe..so later at 4pm i had another 2 hours of class.which seems kinda too long..ahaks..well guess what,the lecturer look soo much like my late great grand-dad.the way he talk n all..ehehe..so after klas,cam bese la..rehat sejam dua..siap2 makan n all..8pm ade meeting ngan wan jepang..

this is where the nightmare starts.......ahaks!anyway..i've just piled another 10tonnes of workload on my shoulder..jadi head division for Human Resource.adoi..berat tu keje..insyaAllah boleh..dengan pertolongan members of my team..

lepas tu gi meeting assignment lak..wah..sgt bes my team members..sume nye comited..thanks to raj,mike,ijud,zaza,ika,makh,ekin,qis and soffi.thank u thank u.. :)

lepas abis je wat group meeting tu..a few guys from bronx or sudan(i dunno which)they asked for help..mereka sangat kelakar..the way they talk n all..hahaha..keeps on making us laugh...then siap amik pic lagi..well..one of them asked me how much my iq is.i was like..how am i suppose to remember how much my iq is.hahaha..n they were like..like they just met the new president of usa.that's how excited they were.hahahaha...

neway..lepas gelak2 tu balik n online..bosan ah ari ni..sebab banyak keje na wat n aku tadek mood nak buat pun..wan..aku dah buat ym tu..yahoo groups tomorrow kay..i'm not sum pshycotic robot who can do everything in one day.tomorrow i'll do right after class..hehehe..k la..tu je..

nite2 :)

posted by MatSyuMiya at 11:51 PM

assalamualaikum...

another boring saturday had past..cewah ayat...anyway..started my day with POKMI calling me at 5.30 in THE MORNING.perghhh..rase ngantuk + mamai + na ngamuk time tu..tak ingat2 tol nak call org..ceh..

lepas tu around 7am sumting i woke up..tak buat ape sgt..kinda boring day today is..huhu..anyway..while i was trying to figure out what to do that morning,sumone came to our doorstep n sold us coupons.lots of coupons..from shakey's.originally it costs around 200++ ringgit but we got it for 20 ringgit..i guess it's not bad huh?mana tau,abg odosh n kak nina bought them too!hahahaha..

so after zuhur i went to ixora with alia n ijud for lunch..nampak lah zaza n her new housemates..takde la bual ke ape ke..i didn't wanna disturb zaza giving a gist of how malaysians live to the arabic people.nice job za!respect u for that :)

after that i went shopping at the nearby bookshop.ahak..not really shopping thought,just buying sum stuffs i quite need right now.oh yee..we were actually suppose to eat with kak nina n the rest of the gang,but since sum of them woke up like at 2pm(hahahah),i went alone with ijud n alia.. :)

after shopping baru balik dengan kak nina n the gang..ehehe..

malam nye pulak..kak nina ajak makan pizza..pergh..sangat kenyanggg kay..4pieces for each people.adi!mane kau taruk 6 keping pizza tu hah?i can hardly finish my 4pcs tu.suppose each should be getting 5pcs of them..tapi..4 pun da separa pecah perut.hahahaha..adi ada name baru..name die komodo!hahahahahah...

lepas tu balik bilik n jenguk room..cewah semangat je ayat..neway dapat la berbual skit ngan kingpin.the only user who doesn't really speak malay in our room tu..he's a nice guy actually..we usually just say hi n talk a lil bout the weather,but today,well..lets just say we talked more than 10 sentences.hahaha..n thanks to wan,he got to see my pics..weh wan..kau ni kan..aku bomkan UPSI baru tau!eh nanti kesian seto..ekekek:p

anyway..after talking to kingpin,i resumed my sailormoon marathon.muahahahha..dah 4 episode tgk..it's faster since it's only streaming..if i have to dload,it would have taken ages to watch those 4 episodes.hahahah...

even now i'm still watching sailormoon..god..i love mamoru chiba..he's drop dead gorgeous.huhu~makes me wanna be a sailormoon.i don't care even if it means i have to wear skirts!hahahahaha..can i? *wink*wink*

posted by MatSyuMiya at 12:54 AM

assalamualaikum..

ya rabbi..baru dpt tahu yang assignment due date for msian studies adalah 24th nov 2006..ngaa..aku rase nak nangeh ni..cabaran betol laa sem ni..dengan notes electronics takde kat mmls(wtf???)dengan msian studies yang tibe2 banyak keje lak..weh weh..ni short sem weh..killing me softly siot..gile ah..kawan2..kalo aku kene anta tanjung rambutan ke tampoi ke please salahkan lecturer okeh..adoi..da la pass fail je..ade ke kene seksa gini..huh..sabo2..

team members sume ilang..ahaks..bagus tol..sume balik kot..aku je ke yang tak balik?next week ade camping dah..next next week pun ade camping lagi!adeh..boleh ke aku melalui cabaran ni?ya Allah..kuatkan laa hamba-Mu ini..huuuu..

ok la..na start doing my job..nak study..nak buat research..nak..pengsan dah ni..

oh lupe..saya dah tindik telinga!tak sakit meh..bukan main bes laie..kedai tu sangat bagus... :)

k tu je..chow..

posted by MatSyuMiya at 9:31 PM

assalamualaikum..

hari ni..kepenatan saya ditahap petala 18..muahaha..saya rase na pengsan da ni sebenarnye..tapi lom leh tido..tgh transfer lagu..takpe..demi abe man..ahaks!~

tadi siang ade klas..4 hours straight..pergh..jem otak..huhu..hari tu ade org kate klas msian studies cancel..skali last2 ade rupenye..aku gi ngan ika je..ces..ngedate kite yer ika..kehek kehek..so lec tu bebel2..tak bosan la..tapi cam letih dgr die ckp..tak henti2..da la tu,ulang2 bende same..mau tak jemm aku dgr..haahah..tapi ok la..at least ckp banyak,masuk banyak la kot lam otak ni..huhuhu..

lepas tu balik..ingat na gi tido..ngantuk abes ah..skali kak sha ajak gi umah kak nora..so gi je la..sebab kate pun kak nora kan?takkan tak gi..tak elok dol..huhu..so aku gi la ramai ngan acad,kak nina,kak sha,alia,kak mira,ngan kak ecun..dalam kol 7 camtu balik..

lepas tu siap2 gi umah abg fizan lak..wah wah..bukan main penat agi aku sebenarnye..tapi na gak gi umah abg fizan..sebab tu abg fizan..kalo bukan abg fizan,abg faizal ke abg faizol ke..mmg aku tak gi..ahhahahaah..ampoonnn..

so sampai sane,nampak abg trex..da tu..masuk umah,nampak sorang manusia yang muke die aku penah nampak kat billboard i talk...ahaks..manusia first aku nampak..sebab rambut die cacak2 tinggi..hahahahah..sangat menangkap perhatian..jangan salah faham..tak minat aku ngan rambut camtu..rase na sabit je..hahah ampoonn...

lepas tu around 11 kot kami balik mmu..wahhhh..cam kat sepang circuit..ok2..mula2 kak mira depan skali...sebab kak pija tau jalan..yang lain tatau jalan short cut tu..lepas je traffic light JPJ,wah wah..kak ellie ngan syapiq..semangat je race...hampeh kamu org..da tau jalan lajusss je tinggalkan kami..hahahah..

lepas sampai bilik je lepak la kat room..ari ni room tadek ape sangat..bese2 je..cume aku rase aku jemm..sebab bual sambil ngantuk..hahahha..

tu je la kot..till then..oyasuminasaiiii.. :)

p/s:adik abg fizan yang kecik tu comel..ske tgk muke die..manis je..sgt menyedapkan ati.. :)

posted by MatSyuMiya at 11:59 PM

assalamualaikum..

ari ni..malam ni..saya dua kali marah abis2 marah..well..mule2 tadi masa meeting ngan scc gelak2 sume..mmg bes..sebab da lame tak hang out ngan diorang..so ni dpt la lepas rindu kat kak nina kak nora n the rest of the clan..tapi...bile balik je bilik..masuk la room..

then it all started..mule2 sorang ni gado ngan budak2..sat gi sorang lain masuk campur..gado2..wahhh..aku pening..so aku out tros..tros quit..no mercy nye..after like 2 or 3 minutes tu masuk la balik room tu..then...out of nowhere,sum dumb ass kid mencarut lak..aku tegur..langsung akuuuuu jugakk yang kene..so it was sumting like this:


[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> hehehe nina.. <·
[01:00] --- [eVa_jay_bee] pepek
[01:00] --- [Pak_Malau] semua yg kiter lakukan ada batasan nyer
[01:00] --- [LaLa] ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[01:00] --- [[M]izz[N]ina] ape eva nie
[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> «« [eRks !!] »» eva <·
[01:00] --- [LaLa] kotor tuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> ape kah.. <·
[01:00]<@>last_kiss<·> gile pe? <·
[01:00] --- [Pak_Malau] tak salah enjoy kalau ada batasan
[01:00] --- [[M]izz[N]ina] lucah laa
[01:00] --- [[M]izz[N]ina] x baek
*action [LaLa] geram tgk org ckp mcm tu
[01:00] --- [sai] erkk
[01:00] --- [eVa_jay_bee] last_kiss pepek bacin. tempek kurap. air mani dah ar x de. hahaha
[01:01]<@>last_kiss<·> bapakkk <·
[01:01] --- [LaLa] kickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
[01:01] --- [eVa_jay_bee] kickkkkkkkkk meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
• [eVa_jay_bee] --- [Kicked] --- [By last_kiss]
[01:01] --- [zakwan] hah ??
[01:01]<@>last_kiss<·> ade ke aku <·
[01:01]<@>last_kiss<·> «« [aDeH !!!] »» <·
[01:01] --- [zakwan] pe kes dia ni ?
[01:01] --- [LaLa] xsnonoh


last_kiss = me..the thing is that..i kinda sense..before hand..that sumting bad was going to happen..tatau la kan..sum sort of six sense la kot..mmg tak sedap rase langsung ah..ngadu kat message girl..die tanye2..aku pun tatau na jawap ape..tapi tu la..like after 30 minutes kot feeling a lil shaky sume tu..tibe2 jadi bende tu..aih..cuma..tatau la..i dun know that person,that person pun tak kenal aku for sure..why me?huuuu...

tapi nasib baik la..aku ni..ditenangkan oleh kata2 one of my fren earlier...penah tanye..kalau marah baran n all buat ape..n die ade la ckp2 sume tu..so i was like tibe2 je ingat kata2 die time tgh marah2 gile2 bapak tu..so buat la ape die soh wat tu..ok la sket pastu..tq N0X..i luv u dude.. :)

then tibe lak citer lawak..terbagi lagu pengantin kat Alia..skali tu terdgr alia dgr lagu pengantin..so aku ni dengan jahatnye telah mempromot perkara tu kat status ym..muahahahaha..jahat gile..ampooonnn rumet..so lepas tu..guess what..ade lak yang nak lagu pengantin tu..ahaks..sume2 tu mesti dilamun chenta tuuu..miahahaha..sape2 yang mintak lagu tu,ampon yek?guro2 di malam raya..hahah jemm..

so skang aku nak tido..muehehe..bes gile..da marah da gelak sume dah..na tido..penah emo2 neh..eheh..pape pun...aku doa la banyak2...sape yang wat aku tadi tu..terima la balasan die..aku bukan na doa tak baik...cuma na die terima pengajaran so takde la harapnye org lain rase ape aku rase..sakit woo ati..sakit buah pinggang aku tahan marah..serius air mata na kuar da tadi..hahahah..sensitif siot aku..takpelah..da lepas..die tak mintak maap...aku pun takde maknenye la na maapkan die..lantak pi la..sampai mati la ko dosa ngan aku..muahahaha..gile setan..

ok la..dah tenang leh tido..eh ke na tido untuk tenang?ah..mane2 la..till then..takink care to all my lurves n oyasuminasaiii :)

posted by MatSyuMiya at 1:32 AM

assalamualaikum...

ari ni klas kol 8 tak cancel..ahaks..klas ari ni bes..sebab blaja how to convert binary n hexadecimal number to decimal n all..kire2 banyak syuhada ske!:D kol 9 klas abis dah..agak awal la..lepas tu sume blank tatau na lepak mane untuk break yang supposely 1 jam tapi jadi 2 jam tuh..huhu..gile ah blank2 tadi..last2 lepak kat ostel je..sambil makan2..gelakkan ika nye adik..ekeke..it's been kinda long since i really hang out with za n ika..n today is the day when i really "got them back".hehe..missing them is like missing my bf(s).muahahahaha...gile ah..boleh salah faham org dgr ayat aku neh..

neway..dpt tau yang midterm test for digital logic design..demmit!adeh..rosak abes plan haku..adeh adeh..takpe2..malam ni akan ade meeting n we'll see about it..kalau la kene tinggal aku ni..sume gi..wah..gile tak bes..tapi takpe..tapi nanti..alah..na ikut jalan2 ngan scc..lame gile ni tak jalan2 luar melaka ngan scc..gile miss those time..huhu..

then gi setelkan my job untuk ape2 ntah..hahaha..oh yer..electronics II ni mmg tadek notes keeee lecturer2 sekalian???aku nak study neh!!without those notes,mane aku bace before going to class?adeh..cuba la ikut resam digital logic design's lec n msian std's lec..huh...ok2..leks~idop biar tenang..heh..

tapi tadi da fotostat notes2 yg lec gune kat klas...at least leh la revise..pening2 gak la..but at least i actually understand the concept..ok la tu KOT..takpe..prektis makes purfect! :)

then then..layan la room..hmm..ari ni dpt chat ngan jelly!mula2 die gune nick windumakindekat n called me kat room..ces kamu..mane la aku ni kenal nick kau tu..aku kenal ip address je..muahahahaha..tapi ok la tu kan?at least i do actually recognise u..hahaha..ntah sape ko ni windu aku pun tatau la jelly.ahaks

then then then..eheh..skang tunggu masa untuk makan + gi meeting..i told my mum eh my dad yang meeting kol 8..rupe2nye kol 10.30..hahahaha..gile ah beza..tu la..aku da lost lagi..lately slalu blank2 lost2..cam org yang stone 8 kati ganja sehari..hahahaha..bengongs..ok2..da start merapu..

chalos

posted by MatSyuMiya at 6:14 PM

assalamualaikum..

ya rabbi..sesungguhnya hari ni mencabar kesabaran aku..seriussss...well the day started off dengan klas kol 8..bgn la kol 6.30..cewah semangat sungguh la..siap da bace notes before going to class n all..so dalam 7.45 cam tu da kuar..awal gile ah..then sampai klas..then tgk tak ramai org..then call ekin n zaza..then guess what they told me?KELAS CANCEL!!!demmit betolllll..geram na matii aku..da la bangun awal..tapi lepas tu na jadi budak baik la konon,tak tido balik..last2 ngantok dalam klas electronic..ya rabbi..klas tu..da la tadek online notes..tak ready langsung utk klas..lec ajar lajus abes..da la ckp slang die..gila ah cabaran..

lepas klas tu,gi la balik bilik..bosan abes ah..ingat nak tido..skali jumpe lak userbar generator...thanks to ijud :) so layan natang jadah tu dulu..eheh..last2 kol 2 lebey tido..kol 5 da bgn..eheh..

bangun2 je try la online..otak ngah jemm..skali2..tenet pun jem..sokmo dc..jadah ntah..huh!rase2 cam na bom je cits tu..da la lapa gile..da la letih gile..da la gi klas cancel!cits lak wat hal..huh...sungguh2 laaa aku ni na melayan kuiz sats..adeh tol..sesungguhnya kesabaranku amat dicabar ari ni..huhuhu

tapi around 6 lebey2 tu things starts to be fine..hehe..tenet ok..lapa da ilang..citer pasal klas tu pun..da start to realize yang salah sendri tu sebenarnye..eheh..so last2..saya ni pun borak2 la ngan cik message_girl..i miss u zie..masuk la balik sane kalo senang..barang yang lepas jangan dikenang..barang yang baru jangan dibuang..heh..

so skang ni mau study sat gi kot..na lepak dulu..kenyang makan nasi + sambal kupang + sayur kangkung goreng...baru tgk diari ramadhan rafique..rafique tomeylllll..kekekek..die da pose penuh lak tu..ske ske ske..heheh..

ok esok klas kol 8 gak..esok kene semangat cam ari ni..sebab confirm klas ade..heh..

till then..ja neh.. :)

posted by MatSyuMiya at 7:37 PM

assalamualaikum...

hari ni..hari yang teruja buat saya..miahaha..bukan ape...study sejarah tadi..study tak agak ah..sampai kejung mata ngan otak..tak chat sgt pun..sambil2 hi-lite sambil2 usha2 tgk2 ade org ngumpat ke tak..kekeek..

neway..tadi class pun digital logic design je..hmm..not bad la..cam akan bes je..heh..sebenarnya na naikkan semangat je ni..da janji ngan kak **** na study sungguh2 sem ni..yes kak..syu akan study sungguh2! :)

esok lak klas kol 8..bapak awal..huhuhu..kene bangun awal..so na tido pun awal.. :)maka dengan ini saya mengakhiri blog ari ni ngan ucapan selamat malammm...

oh yeah..pada sape2 yang na exam esok especially kama ngan akmar,all the bes!n also utk yang len2..to budak2 mmu lak,angkat montot,get set,ready,go!slamat kembali ke sekolah!study weh..short sem...laie 8 minggu na final dah..jap je tu wooo..eheh...

k k..karen kat otak da abes..takde member cam member faris yang otomen tu..eheh..ampoonn kira's fren..maka saya kene la tido!oyasuminasai..~

posted by MatSyuMiya at 11:25 PM

assalamualaikum..

lame rasenye tak hapdate blog ni..kemalasan di tahap maksima..huahahaha..entah la tatau nape plak..neway..selamat hari raya pada semua!maaf zahir dan batin jika saya ade la salah ape2.. :)

raya taun ni tak smeriah dulu..entah kemana hilang serinya..tapi seronok gak..coz still dpt raya ngan kekasih2 ati..

habis raya datanglah result...yes!kecewa gaban saya ni ngan result yang cam hampeh..AMAT2 KECEWA..penah tak rasa nak hentam pc anda?penah rase na terjun dari tingkat 9?pernah rase na kepit kepala sendri kat pintu lif ala2 fina destination?pernah rase na lari dari umah n pi kat sumwhere yang nobody knows u?yes..saya rase tu time tgk result..rase tu sume skaligussss..tapi kene la gak bersyukur..sebab pass sume subjek..termasuk field theory n electronics!ahaks!!~tapi tu la..kekecewaan tak dpt dielakkan..yela..mane penah pointer serendah ni..huuuu...maybe ape yang Is ckp betul..banyak silap saya sem 1 dulu..dan salah satu adalah dia. :(

tapi walau pun hidup ni penuh dugaan..saya syukur sebab dikurniaan dugaan ni untuk saya jadi manusia laie baik..pengajaran ni pahit..tapi ade hikmahnya..if every cloud is a silver lining,i got a thunder instead and i'm waiting for the golden lining..perhaps? :)

n saya rasa almost sume dak2 FET beta ngah kuciwa ngan result..huhu..jem betul..but now it's time for us,especially me to get back to reality n work my ass off to get my 3.0 pointer back!insyaAllah..

saya tanak emosional ni..tapi..tu la kan..dpt result gini..sape la tak emo..then sum just made it worse..dah maafkan kot...tapi luka nye dalam bebenor..i dont think i will ever talk to him anymore..dia bukan lagi kawan saya yang saya amat sayang dulu..banyak sangat dah dia berubah..dia bukan milik saya lagi..dia da jadi milik orang lain..kawan orang lain..saya dia tak perlukan lagi.. :(

rasanya tu je la kot..gangguan mental cam ala2 gunung berapi meletup sambil gempa bumi lam otak..tak dapat dah na tulis banyak2..huh..mahu gi jalan2..yiiihaaaa!!~jalan2 la sgtttt!

posted by MatSyuMiya at 7:41 PM